STILL

Hide me now
Under Your wings
Cover me
Within Your mighty hand

When the oceans rise and thunders roar
I will soar with You above the storm
Father you are King over the flood
I will be still and know You are God

Find rest my soul
In Christ alone
Know His power
In quietness and trust

When the oceans rise and thunders roar
I will soar with You above the storm
Father You are king over the flood
I will be still and know You are God

I find peace in my heart when singing and listening to this song, I have the assurance that I am not alone in this highways and byways of life. Anything I can turn to Him and have hope.=)

Sometimes when you suffered a great loss or a failure in your life, of cause there are grief and sadness. Fear will engulf you, surround you and finally swallow you up.

Just as you think your life will be as calm as the sea, a tzunami will happen suddenly, who knows?

Fear of failure. That's it.

I realize that life will not move on smoothly as we all hope, it is full of challenges and obstacles, learning to rise up again at where you fall is a nesscessity.

Perharps I did not experience failure so much, life had been so peaceful and successful to me.When it caught me off guard I was nearly defeated.I know there is God, He is always there, giving me strength and covering me.I shall not blame Him for the failure, He has His own reason for something to happen.Maybe He wants me to learn to be humble in life, giving up pride and don't be over-confident. =)

P.S. hey hey hey~yo, I want to clarify that this is not an emo post, later my entire chatbox will be full of complaints again.haha~Listen!I am not emoing k!Ah Jing, I hope you won't say I emo again when you run into me, just discuss the Singapore trip will do.XD

Lastly: HAPPY EASTER!HE LIVES!

鬼也笑

啊哈！鬼也笑？ 听说这是《吓到笑》的part 2。我还没去看，可能也没得看了，最近真的比牛仔还忙，从中国寻根回来到现在，真的没有好好休息过。上个星期我没上到课，功课欠到一大堆。

老师就像大耳窿，今天的功课没交，明天的功课更多。唯一不同的是，功课你没跟她们借，她们却跟你讨。结果越欠越多，老师越追越猛。你死拼地抄，她们死拼的给。尤其是那只大猩猩，她给功课跟本不用经过大脑，就像念什么经酱念出来。当然，她讨功课也没有用大脑。你欠多少她压根儿不知道，多希望她是真的大耳窿。

今天我们上bio时终于可以拿拿刀，开开肚，看看老鼠的内脏了。英勇无比的我，当然是毛遂自荐、自告奋勇地穿上手套，为科学牺牲，冒着可能被老鼠咬的危险，为大家揭开皮下的面纱。戴着手套，我感觉到身为一名权威医师的威严；拿着剪刀，我知道一名医生对生命的责任。我深深的吸一口气，即将面对我人生首次对生物的解剖。我了解，这可能是我第一次，也是我最后一次，因为我天生就手抖··· ···

我并不害怕面对血淋淋的画面，只是双手不够沉稳及灵活···

首先，Ah Wan 叫我抓住老鼠的尾巴再把它放入装着Chloroform的瓶子里。这可过程就难熬，因为它垂死挣扎，死赖着瓶口不走。丽仙那组太太太太太太过残忍了，她们把它的肚子切开，并不是帮它接生。肚子一开起来，有7只可怜的鼠宝宝 在里面。我呢，就善良多了。在开始剪开它的皮肤之前，我还向它说拜拜，祝它一路好走。我问老师它会上天堂还是下地狱？老师不语 -.-

解剖的过程真有趣。XD 发生了许许多多的笑话。

说真的，当老鼠真的很可怜，还好我不是老鼠。如果我是一只白老鼠，我宁愿给猫咪吃十次，也不要给人类非礼我神圣的身躯。HNG～

老鼠！你真的好伟大！为了我们而死！我爱你！就像老鼠爱大米！

好了好了，又离题了。我不知道鬼看到会不会笑。听说整部戏鬼都没有笑，不知道为什么叫鬼也笑？真的是Ki Siao。那么问题来了，到底鬼会不会笑？ 你说会？不会？你又怎么知道？你连一只鬼都没看过叻。就算你真的很幸运在转角遇上了，你还没看清楚就已经跑快过世界纪录了咯，还管他Mai Leh有没有蒙娜丽莎的微笑？

So，鬼真的会笑吗？就让它来告诉你吧！ 来个appointment吧，鬼可是很忙的，不过没有牛仔忙。它们通常到处吓人，吓到人笑之后才有空。如果你真的真的很想知道鬼会不会笑，就讲个笑话给它听吧。XD哈哈哈。

祝你成功。希望听了你的笑话后，鬼-也-笑！

哎哟，不错哦！

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放荡够了,我这性子是该收了。

RUNNING OUT OF TIME

Wuuahhh~I am really running of time now.

REALLY!

I have no time to do my bloody homework.

I have no time to read my books.

I have no time to study.

I have no time to watch tele.

I have no time to online.

I have no time to blog!

Sorry for not updating so soon. I AM RUNNING OUT OF TIME. And as you know connect to the net means burning a few hours away. I can't afford that. Driving lesson had taken away my several precious afternoon time. And I couldn't believe that next Wednesday I am going to go for forum competition!! ABOLIDEBOH!

I am scared, I am tired,I am worried, I am nervous, I am full of fear...

Lord Jesus, take away all these from me, this is my prayer Lord, let me have Your peace in my heart, let me feel Your presence, as I know deep in my heart I shall not depend on myself, not even my confidence nor experiences, I must depend solely on You. You know I long for Your sovereign in my heart. Lead me and guide me in my life as I commit my life into Your mighty hands. Do not forsake me Lord almighty, let Thy will be done!By Your power I stand, by Your bread I live, by Your grace I dwell.I pray that Jesus, You'll be with me every moment every second, to help me to protect me!As I look back, I see Your blessings upon me, grace upon grace shower on me.You are Lord, You are King, You are Jesus!In Jesus almighty Name I pray, Amen.

=)

Yet, last night I went to COCLB's concert. I think last night was better than last year's.haha. The play I love most is Sui Jing's "Winter Hunt".XD Sui Jing was so cool k, solo leh. It was an unforgettable moment.=)

And we guys were forced to let go our places for the parents visitors due to oversold of tickets. Haiz, that was the priviledge to be Rou Yi's friends. So we moved to staircase there to continue to rest of the concert.

Suddenly, Xu Huan and Jasmine came to find us, they gave me a teddy bear, which was bought my Wei Qi's aka dead rope's mother, to be given to her on stage. The girls really acted so cowardly, it was their best friend's performance but they did not dare to show their love to her.

Hence, as you may have guessed, I was the one appointed by them to go up to stage and hand it to her. Yea, a guy walked up alone with a bear and handed it to a girl on the stage. Romantic hor.What might the teachers say?the students? I have no idea seriously.

After that, Yan Fen sms me to thank me. Praising that I did a great job -________-' You know I did that with sacrifices of tonnes of other girls tears??hahahahaha.XP

You might think that was funny, really funny indeed.

If you think laughing at me will cheer you up, be glad to continue then.XP

YO I'M BACK!

I know it's too late to say this, but the fact is I'm back from China Fu Jian He Shan High School. XD

Wow~Jeffrey, I guess is you who impersonated me and posted that post which is full of nolstagia.

WELCOME BACK!You blogged again, yeah, after 3 years, you crapped something again!

However, stop emo-ing Jeffrey, and please don't post behalf on me again, my friends did confuse.XD

Yeah~the time we were together really full of fun and surprises. Yan Yi and I love to make laugh of you and do funny tricks on you. I remembered tailing you behind during recess was our routine mission. hahaha~ We just like to do so.

Like you said, you punished me to pump 20 times during the Shinobi National Competition. Haiya, you were the chairman of the club ma, a 14-year-old young baby chairman. What I wanted to tell you is, I never care about that before. We left Yan Yi alone in school for 3 days. He must be really lonely.haha.

Yes, I remembered too that occasion we nearly started a fight.haha. I think Yan Yi and I irritated you as usual, maybe that time you really experience some hard time, you just bang me on the notice board behind the classroom with YOUR PREFECT BADGE pinned on your shirt. It was hard. I wanted to swing my fist back but my consciousness stopped me from that.

Even though so, WE ARE STILL BEST FRIENDS!

Sometimes I also think during the middle of the chilling night, when everyone is in slumberland and I am the only soul awaken, HOW DO OUR FRIENDSHIP SUSTAIN??after so many quarrels, so many fights and so many tricks been done? Even I had left you 2 and the girls gang for 3 years, the bond is still there.

There.

No one can see it, but I feel it, we experience it, through every moments we meet, across many miles.

My dear friend, life goes on, this is what you told me when I left 3 years ago.

Life goes on.

I hope that you put down your burden, pick up your courage and, go on.

I knew what you've been going through this few years. Those hard times, as we shared before, I experienced it too last years. The battle and the evil part of mankind.Let us work hard together, encourage one another, and finish the race. YOU'LL NEVER WALK ALONE.

By:

Far Beyond but close in heart,
Matthew

"Our finger prints don't fade from the lives we touch."

Hi guys, its like freaking long since I've blogged, so...here I am matt. XD Sry I stopped blogging for so long ( 3 years? i think?), so sry. Ermm, since all the post below are in chinese, I'l sapu the english part k matt? XP

Alright I'l cut the crap and start blogging bout whatever that comes through my mind, cause I finally noticed that its a lot better than facebook where ppl post some random stuff like : I LOVE **********, and everyone goes crazy about it, but in the end he/she will just say, "Nahhh, its I was just joking." =.=''.

OKOK I KNOW IM CRAPPING A LOT. (Forgive my cacat-ness in blogging, rusty edi XD) So....I was watching this movie yesterday "Remember Me" by the really hot guy in twilight (nv ever registered his name in my brain, and no im not gay-.-) and yeahh he said this really chunted thing that I would like to share.

"OUR FINGER PRINTS DON'T FADE FROM THE LIVES WE TOUCH."

Yes matthew, I still remember that you and yan yi took my bag and put it right infront of the class while I wasn't in class and you scared the hell outa me when I came back. GOOD JOKE =_=

But, I also remembered the days where we would have fun and stuff, even the days when I bash you up and made you pump in shinobi. hehe.. =P

Ok back to the topic, erm its a really interesting show, its sorta like a romance movie but, it also has those kinda family and life stuff in it, so when you're really bored and start to wonder what to do, WATCH IT.

* Is there anyway to makeup to a broken promise? just asking. LOL