Sunday, 1 January 2012

Embrace 2012!


What a year we had, from the beginning to the end, it's full of hardship and joy. We spent our 17, and now we are considered 18. We fought the SPM war last year, yet there are more tough wars ahead waiting for us. We are separated physically, but we both know we will never forget each other.XD

Today is the first day of 2012, a fresh new year. No point zooming back to the past, let bygones be bygones.=) I wish to take this chance to apologize to those I ever hurt, whacked, scolded etc. If I accidentally made you jealous by talking to your crush ( HA HA HA HA), or I pranked you too much ( YEAH ), sorry and I will be careful next time but you need to be careful also because I will continue to prank you. XD Everyday is Aprilfool to me!

Let us look foward to 2012!

What are your new year wishes?

As I said in the previous post I was afraid of the coming 2012, but then I decided to adjust myself to embrace it. Leaving all the negative thoughts behind. Sometimes all you need to do is to change your point of view, and you will feel better.

To me, 2012 is still covered by fog, I can't see clearly what is on my way and my target. Many of you have signed up courses, but my future is still a big question mark. You can consider me a failure because I still don't know which field should I enter.Engineering?(by the way Shao Fen Jie says I have an engineer-look.XD) Medicine?Or any other possibilities?However, I know I will get on the road one day. Paul Arden in "Whatever you think, think the opposite" says :"DO IT, THEN FIX IT AS YOU GO.Too many people spend too much time trying to perfect something before they actually do it.Instead of waiting for perfection,run with what you've got,and fix it as you go." ya, this is it. What are you waiting for? The best chance?The best climate?The best person?So if I ever make a decision on education, stop commenting, I do appreciate your concerns, but there is no absolute right or wrong decisions, every option has it's pros and cons, agree?

The next thing I want to challenge myself is, GET OVER THE PAST. I am a optimistic person, ya I am. But I kept looking back. I could just sit and think about yesterday for the entire afternoon. I love to joke, but you will be amazed sometimes I will emo too. So I make up my mind to be really happy, stop thinking about the bad things, grab the time to live life to the fullest!I don't want to waste my time and energy to bother what others think. I will be neutral too, accept everyone's behaviour, whether it is good or bad. You must realize everyone has his or her weaknesses, just close one eye and don't criticize,( Don't learn it up too. ) don't make yourself suffer. I must really practise "Be There", which means be 100 percent in what you are doing at the time. Spend the time with quality, if not you will regret again.Thank you Neri for confiscating my phone last night. Haha.

Overall my new year wishes are have a happy family, a fullest life,a new target and your heart etc. XD maybe.