Sunday 29 July 2012

我们这一斑


犹记得去年的新学年开始时,我逐一介绍过高三理一劳苦功高的老师们。如果少芬姐很害怕,亦或是很好奇我对她最初的印象的话,不妨搜索那一篇帖子。

今年啊,我只有四个科目——生物、化学、物理和数学。看是少了六科,难度却增加了六倍。每天都会看见那四科的讲师,也许你会觉得闷,其实有时候会,但有时候不会(我到底在说什么)。我发现每次一到上课时间老师迟进班我就有点开心,55分钟一堂课再延迟开始就会很快结束。过后,我就一直凝视我亲爱的手表。

好了,其实有幸教导我的讲师都是男的。为了显示本人并不是种族主义者,我不会直接道出他们的种族。讲师们登场的次序不分先后,也不分贵贱(虽然有个讲师很贱)。

首先登场的是我的生物讲师——Mr Villas Agas。起初我以为他的爷爷和我的爷爷是同乡,但看他的名字就知道不是。他的身世引起了我们全班的好奇,我每天都在观察他,细心地捕捉他每个动作和表情。现在已经有一些头绪了,但还不是时候公布调查报告。

他讲课不错,真的不是他的错。所谓“有个讲师很贱”,正是平头Agas也。他总是不停地问问题。一道又一道。至于被点名回答的,最佳答案是“抱歉,我不是很懂。”。为什么呢?这是因为他会一直问你为什么到你不知道为什么。总之,上课前最好先吞完课本。对了,你还得消化,要不然绝对无法回答他的问题。啊,纠正一下,就算你把课本搅成汁喝,以为这样会消化得比较快,其实不然。答案不会在课本。而他又怎么够贱?他竟然拿问题和我们打赌。怎么个赌法呢?若没有人能够答对,他就减少给我们课堂笔记。这位身世有待解开的讲师,在短短的四个星期内就把我们两课的笔记赌走了。

接下来请允许我介绍我们的物理讲师——Mr Subra。他是舞蹈俱乐部的顾问,体型庞大,眼睛炯炯有神,很厉害踢足球,很难想象他是物理讲师。由于他的母亲不允许他上正规训练,所以他的跳舞技术是自学的,不错吧?如何自学呢?他说他是看电影学的……对,是宝来坞电影,那种拍戏拍到一半就开始跳舞,然后跑到香蕉树后探头的电影。足球也是他的爱好,上星期的某一天他才因参加比赛而第二天带伤上课。他幽默风趣,有我的一半,上课不会太烦闷,上课的第一天就像我们介绍所谓的Subra Law(苏博拉定律)。

教导我们化学Mr Premanand也是我们的班导师。他除了尽最大的努力尝试向我们解释神秘的化学作用(有些化学作用真的很难懂,发生的时间也难以捉摸,比如说三个星期。),也负责我们其他的事务,简单来说就像班主任一样。他是新来的,还比我们迟到一星期,严格说起来他是我们的学弟呢。哈哈。他来自稻乡,很喜欢穿白衣,一副白兔牙,配上他惺忪的眼睛就像极了卡通白兔。他也蛮风趣的,只是上课时有点……嗯……不在状况内,错漏百出。对了,他在自我介绍时说,Pre的意思是爱,manand的意思是快乐。看起来,他真的很爱快乐。

柯腾说过:“十年后,就算我连log都不知道是什么,也可以活得好好的。”这句话在我上数学课的时候一直萦绕在我的耳边。

最后粉墨登场的是当然是数学讲师——Mr Dena。他也是刚出道不久吧,之前是一名工程师。我的同学说他有点像咖啡猫,每天挺着柔仪大姐常说的啤酒肚上课。数学从来不是我的强项,而我在身边的统统计算得比计算机还快。所以啊,我常常有答案,却没有算草。哈哈。

这就是《我们这一班之导师篇》。下一次,同样时间,同样频道,我们再见。

敬请期待,《我们这一班之同学篇》!

好了,我知道这一篇不算长,有点不符合我平时的篇幅标准。对不起啦,只用一只手打完半篇是很花时间的。XD


想起妳  天空就慢慢倾斜

拥有妳  快乐才如此强烈



Monday 23 July 2012

The Amazing Spiderman



It have been a long time since I post about movies. Haha. I still watch movies, but recently my mood to blog is overcame by laziness.

Yah, I just watched Spidey last friday with Wee Rock alone. I know many of you may have watched it much earlier but guess what, we watched it by RM4 per person in GSC. Yeah. Thanks to CIMB debit card, we enjoyed the buy one free one promotion.

The story line is like more or less same. A weak college boy got bitten by a spider, then his strength increases and he could climb walls. His uncle died because of him letting go a criminal. He wears a mask and goes after the criminals to take revenge. 

Even so, I like the amazing spiderman more than the previous one. This time Peter Parker is a lot more vibrant and playful, he is not that old dull boy slaving away in college any more. And he will have bruises too after a fight, showing that he is also human. 

The lizard monster reminds me a lot of the dinosaurs in Ultraman. Lol.

Sunday 15 July 2012

Some Nights


Yeah, I have another song which sings out my mood and my mind at this stage! I like the beginning part of the song. It is so vibrant and energitic. Somehow it has some resemblance with "We Are Young". It is like shouting out loud to release all your stress, even though I wonder I have any, or I have too much. Like I mentioned before, yelling songs is my favourite, I don't sing. Haha.


Some nights, I stay up cashing in my bad luck

Some nights, I call it a draw

Some nights, I wish that my lips could build a castle

Some nights, I wish they'd just fall off



But I still wake up, I still see your ghost

Oh Lord, I'm still not sure what I stand for oh

What do I stand for? What do I stand for?

Most nights, I don't know anymore...

oh woah, oh woah, oh woah oh oh
oh woah, oh woah, oh woah oh oh

Ya, some nights I stay up missing home, but not too long. I miss the days I have meals prepared at the table, and days I do not lay my hands on laundry. Oh, I miss the time I have for newspaper too. I am unaware of what's happening in the world now. Any meteorite hits the earth? Any war is happening? 

By the way, I don't see any ghosts, not yet. Haha. I do wonder what do I stand for, what is my passion. Perhaps being a medical officer is not the perfect choice for me. I can't stand the long working hours which demand much dedication and love. Or perhaps I can, just I underestimated my strength. Oh Lord, show me your will in my life.

This is it, boys, this is war - what are we waiting for?

Why don't we break the rules already?

I was never one to believe the hype - save that for the black and white

I try twice as hard and I'm half as liked, but here they come again to jack my style



And that's alright; I found a martyr in my bed tonight

She stops my bones from wondering just who I am, who I am, who I am

Oh, who am I? Oh, who am I? mmm... mmm...

THIS is war!! I realize I have used many parables to illustrate how my life will be in this 18 months. Er, to be exact, just 17 months. My academic calendar shows that the whole December 2013 is vacation.

This is war, what are we waiting for? To be killed like the tributes in The Hunger Games? This is war, the battle to be won by pens. I can choose to flee to the safe place first, however, at last I need to have face to face combat. I am trying hard to change my study style for 2 weeks dy, apparently I need more time to. I can't slack like in Form 5. I need to be a lot of hardworking. I am too far from my comfort zone. Even so, I don't want to ask "why don't we break the rules already?" one day, I am definitely not the obey-all-rules guy. I need to focus too. FOCUS. If you know what I mean. I can't  afford to be distracted. However, I feel like I will not be able to resist when it comes, watching it invades.

Well, some nights, I wish that this all would end

Cause I could use some friends for a change

And some nights, I'm scared you'll forget me again

Some nights, I always win, I always win...

I do wish that all this would end!!!I miss the days I have no stress. Even though I know well I can't do that for all of my life. Lying on the lush green field seems luxurious now. Don't worry I won't betray my dear friends, I won't use you all for a change for my own good. =) Of course, I am not scared you will forget me. Every night, I am winning. XD

But I still wake up, I still see your ghost

Oh Lord, I'm still not sure what I stand for, oh

What do I stand for? What do I stand for?

Most nights, I don't know... (come on)



So this is it? I sold my soul for this?

Washed my hands of that for this?

I miss my mom and dad for this?



No. When I see stars, when I see, when I see stars, that's all they are

When I hear songs, they sound like this one, so come on

Oh, come on. Oh, come on, OH COME ON!



Well, this is it guys, that is all - five minutes in and I'm bored again

Ten years of this, I'm not sure if anybody understands

This one is not for the folks at home; Sorry to leave, mom, I had to go

Who the fuck wants to die alone all dried up in the desert sun?



My heart is breaking for my sister and the con that she call "love"

But when I look into my nephew's eyes...

Man, you wouldn't believe the most amazing things that can come from...

Some terrible lies...ahhh...



oh woah, oh woah, oh woah, oh oh

oh woah, oh woah, oh woah, oh oh



The other night, you wouldn't believe the dream I just had about you and me

I called you up, but we'd both agree

It's for the best you didn't listen

It's for the best we get our distance... oh...

It's for the best you didn't listen
It's for the best we get our distance... oh...

Let's be courageous to fight for everyday!

Live life to the fullest!!


Sunday 8 July 2012

初次见面,你好!

咻,距离你们心里挣扎百般不舍默默含泪的送别已经一星期了,你们在北海的思念我在遥远的国度感受得到。鱼儿,我没很想家,


到泰莱报道的那一天,所看见的是不少熟悉的面孔,原来大家曾在不同的奖学金面试中碰过面。最后大家还是在此相遇,站在同一起跑线上,等待枪声响起的那一刹那。接下来的迎新周,每天遇见不同的人,伸出我同样的右手,说出我不变的名字,笑着听对方说他的名字,然后尴尬地笑着把名字忘记。不过,迎新周的第一天我们就成立了帮派,而且势力不断地扩张,频频的狂笑声让寂寞无奈。哈哈。看是美好的开始,我也看见了隐患。

初次见面,你好。

虽然在我抵达这里之前,我就努力地调整心理,告诉自己必须放下过去的成功,重新打出一记全垒打,但环顾四周看见一些呆滞的脸孔,不免轻敌。不过一周下来,他们一个个勇敢发问、领导团队、当众发言,所扮演的是我从前的角色。这才让我惊觉,其他四百多个同学的成绩都和我一样标青!心理建设终于完善,我不可能以过去的方式赢得未来的冠军。当你身处于一个环境里,你才能真正地适应改变,再多的想象也无法让你事先彩排。就像看一部电影,你始终体会不到主角在沙漠中的热。

也许是对泰莱抱着太高的期望和太多的想象,亲身经历了一番这里的生活,结论是幻想破灭。我上一次同一群同学拔腿奔向校车是五年前在宽柔中学,而我将会在接下来的十八个月重复我以为只发生在中小学的“赶巴士”。不仅如此,巴士座位要抢,乘升降机也得挣。这种生活和过去十几年在我脑海中形成的学院生活似乎没有挂钩。

正式上课的第一天,讲师就不断地提醒我们,不,是警告我们A水准课程有多难。刚灭了我们的信心,又想把我们随之而来的恐惧驱走,说我们是政府奖学金的得主,不会有问题。不瞒你说,迎新日的第一天我之前三个月的满怀期待已烟消云散,取而代之的是“闷”字。上了一天课,曾经的我雄红心壮志地想读书,当下的我很想念无所事事但无忧无虑的生活。哈哈。人有时就是这样的矛盾,再次应证了“失去才懂得珍惜”。

人在江湖,身不由己?我知道我应该接受这样的改变。虽然幻想破灭,但志气还在,我接受这一挑战。我依然是我,十八个月绝对不会过得苦闷烦躁。*胜利手势。

好了,不再吐苦水。说说我在这里第一个星期的生活。


在这里的第一个夜晚我没有睡得很好。可能是新环境所致,也可能是很兴奋。总之,我半昏迷半清醒地度过那一夜。每天早上5.45分起床,早上6.45分上巴士。



宿舍附近有超市,原本以为会三餐不愁,但谁愿意走至少十五分钟吃一顿饭?因此,楼下的印度mamak档的炒饭成了每天的晚餐,吃到想吐。说到食物,很难不提价钱。食物比较贵乃众所周知,我开始时真的很努力地省,一个星期下来差点崩溃

说到价格,就不得不提钱。钱!之前预算每天不花超过十令吉(婉婷大姐还在坚持着),不只不可能,还严重超支。楼下洗衣店洗衣一公斤要三块钱,所以我们都自己洗一些。Youtube应该有洗衣视频吧?来到这里我还是很“随机”,那天延毅放我回宿舍遇见要出发到双威金字塔,就和他一起搭巴士去了。对了,现在除了完成晨鑫的“梦想”以外,又多了一项任务:护花行动。在特定的时间,我和石头有时会护送婉婷、欣云、永慧和嘉盈进出。这也难怪,太多的黑人对女生是一种威胁。

纵使我没有很想家,也没有掉泪,但常常出现在眼前的不是熟悉的景色,会有点不惯。天天会打电话回家给妈妈,也找外婆聊聊。偶尔想想家也不错。