Friday, 30 December 2011

Before 2011 Ends

New Year is just around the corner, I am not that excited as usual and I am still sick. In fact, I am afraid of the coming 2012. No, the world will not end in 2012, but the our lives will somehow change.

Do you realize that you will never need to get up early in the morning, dress in your school uniforms and climb up to the fourth floor to your class? If you are going to college, your classmates will never be the same again.

When the clock strikes 00:00 and everyone is shouting "Happy New Year!", it signifies a brand new life to us. The countdown event may be the last event for us to gather with the same past and the same origin. We will find a time to gather again, we sure do, but that time we will have different stories with us to tell,nothing we can share in common. Those days, those hard times we experienced together will not replicate. We will never study together in library again.

And of course, everyone goes on with his or her own way. Studying, working or national service.

However, life goes on. This is what Jeffrey told me 3 years ago. We can't avoid the changes and the only way to get rid of it is to adapt to it. We will have new friends but we won't forget the old friends.

Let us embrace the future, let go all the sadness and frustration. The view from this hilltop is fantastic, but please don't stop here. Pick up your backpack when the sun rises, continue your journey of life. Be courageous to walk down the slope so you can climb a higher mountain. Your friends and companions may choose other routes, there is absolutely no reason to follow them.

On Saturday night we will gather at different spots with different people, shouting


I am ready to take the risk, waiting the perfect timing to reach.

Wednesday, 28 December 2011


Thud, thud. Not to worry, I'm still alive.

Sometimes you will feel a sign before something like disasters or accidents to happen. Maybe. Is it your instinct? Or your sixth sense? Perharps it's from God, sending you a warning, speaking to your heart very softly. And, like any other, I used to overlook it, muffling down the inner voice. Don't think too much Matty, nothing will happen.

This was just an ordinary day. The sun rised and went down. But before he hid himself completely behind the hills, ... ....

We were setting off to my grandma's house.At the lobby of my home my dad passed me the car keys and asked me to drive. I was wearing pants with no pockets, so I didn't bring my wallet and I held my phone in hand. Funny, it has been a long time I didn't drive my family out, and when the chance was offered I left my driving licence behind. I thought for awhile, why.

Out in the road, turned left. Oh no, it's Wednesday night, pasar malam. I reminded my dad. Should I? You could still squeeze through the market.He turned back and chose another route.

Going on smoothly.I leaned on the left door with my left shoulder as I used to, spinning my phone, never know what was I expecting of.

RED LIGHT ahead!Dad made a right turn to avoid it. I thought it was not neccessary. Silence reigned. Maybe my mum had fallen asleep.

Almost there, last right turn to cross. I saw the lights, a few were slow far behind the opposite way, but one was moving fast. Ah, I thought we needed to wait.

Yea, I thought.

The car did not come to a rest. It took a turn. What?!

I felt the time had stopped. In a second, my mind was turning and thinking fast. My dad should have stepped on the pedal hard to make a fast turn. However it seemed to be so slow. Why my mum wasn't screaming as she used to? Should I shout?

The light slowed a little bit and it yawed left and right. Wow, so near, with a passenger.Finally, I made up my mind to shout for a warning but it turned out to be a scream of fear.


I threw my body to the right and put my hands behind my head immediately. Of course, eyes closed.The car stopped after a few seconds.Ah, let me think, fight or flight reaction? Well, I am trained.Yeah.Haha.

I felt an impact on my left shoulder.Tiny pieces showered on me from behind, like scenes in the movies.A huge impact huh. When I opened up my eyes again, glass debris all over the cushion, my clothes and my body. I heard my mum crying in prayer. My dad went off. I looked back, a man lying there with blood.

" I don't want to see!I don't want to look!Oh Jesus preserve their lives!Oh Jesus!" My mum cried louder.

I dared not to move, you see, all the shattered pieces around, a slightest move will pierce into my delicate skin. I turned my head to the left, there was a small hole, the window had turned into a frame of diamonds, sparkling. My mum asked me to call the ambulance.I saw someone outside holding a phone. I called my aunty instead.

Don't worry my friends, no one died.

I can still laugh, I can still joke.



Thank you Neri for your comforting call, which was not comforting at all. It was more like a mum nagging to her son. I told you I was not the driver!Oh please.Haha. Thank you!

How I hope this was just a story, maybe his story, or her story, just don't be mine.

It was not a bad thing at all to have such experience. But I really don't like the consequences. I am still not clear what protocol my family will trigger. Don't worry, there is no such thing as Ghost Protocol in my family. Perharps I will be grounded for a few weeks? Ah yes, what my grandma repeated to me over and over again right after that :

" Matthew Zai!Popo always tell you do not sit your friends' cars!!You see!"

I replied her calmly :" My father was the driver just now ... ..."

So, kindly please drop your supplements to me at my room window, I must lie low for awhile at home. Haha. Thank you so much.


Dear mum and grandma, I love you all. I saw your white faces.<3


Forget about how much fun we had yesterday together,I miss the sea and the boat ride!Yeah! The only flaw of the trip was we didn't overnight. Allow me to clarify here, I didn't emo due to whatever reasons lah. I was sick, having sorethroat and fever and you all knew it.I am consicous and I live in the present.XD

With the condition like this, how am I able to run around in the field for paint ball? So I turned down the paintball game and chose to rest whole day at home.

As always, unexpected events keep on crashing into my life, making my life exciting.XD I received a message from Hong You Jing to ask me to go to school to involve in a simple movie making. I gladly accepted the request, ya, although I was sick, but I told him I might be late. Haha. You all know I love to act and direct movies.

I reached school with school uniform (which I dug a few metres down my home to get it,) and saw the other actors and actresses were doing some foolish movements on the field. I had a fever, and walking into the school compound with school uniform made me felt even worse. I joined the crowd, not knowing what was the movie about, I just followed what they were doing.

There was a large group with different layers of students, haha, but mostly were seafood form 3 guys (opps) and a few form 5s. As the time went on I came to know what was it all about. Year 2002 school leavers are celebrating their 10th year of graduating, and they wanted us to help them to make a short video for the event.

It was no fun at all.

Why?I am not the main character.Ha Ha Ha. Just joking.

The director and cameraman took more of the seafood kids, with dyed hair and seafood dressing styles. They seemed to like them so much. The pros like those from Drama Club and us ( hehe) were left aside watching them.

Yeah, we were just the crowd or the so-called 'Pedestrian A' in Chinese that you usually see in the movies.

Although it's quite boring, I tried to adjust my mood and observe what could I learn. I observed how they took the shots and the tools used. One of them was in the team of Malaysian Chinese Movie "Tian Tian Hao Tian" a.k.a. "Good Day". So I take it as an experience and felt being treated like an actor. Haha. They bought breakfast, tea and lunch, for over 30 of us.

The video will be on Facebook next year after Chinese New Year. I hope my face will appear more and some famous directors will notice my talent. HAHAHAHAHA.Who knows?XD

Today was a good day, even though I don't like the ending part of it.

Mission:Impossible-Ghost Protocol

 Yeah,I watched this movie for twice,once with friends and once with family during Christmas.

I think most of you have watched this movie too, so I will just skip the synopsis part.
 In fact, the main objective of my parents to go out for a movie is that we can hang out together as a family. My parents don't enjoy watching movie much, usually we will watch some animation movies, at least the cute characters will 'distract' my parents from dozing off.XD

However, this time was so special. Because of I was watching the movie for the second time, I had free time to look around to see others' expressions during the sudden bombing part (HAHAHAHAHA). It was quite fun though, seeing others shock faces (I know I am lame.). Before entering the cinema, I was afraid that my childish mum would not be able to understand how the plot proceeds. I was amazed that she could follow the story line well and she was so eager plus nervous to know what come next. She kept nudging me and asking questions like, " Is their plan successful?" "Did he die?" .

When the movie ended I was shocked to see my parents discussing the movie.

Mum :" So agent Hunt's wife still alive?"

Dad :"Ya, I think so."

Mum :" The assasin Moreau is whose girl friend?Agent Thant's right?That's why he is so angry when that woman kicked her down."

Dad :" No lah, Moreau is not Thant's girl friend lah."

Mum :" Then why is Thant so angry."

Dad :" Its because they are losing one asset."

Mum :" What do you mean by 'asset'?"

Matty:"An asset is ... ..."

Of course, such high standard question which my mum asked cannot be answered by my dad.XD

Well, familiar with this picture?

There is a question I like to ask, the sticky gloves which he uses to climb the tallest tower are produced by which country? 

Perharps they are made in China.Haha.Or they are pirated. That's why halfway climbing his right glove malfunctioned, leaving him the left one to finish the tough climb. Oh, dear USA, don't take your agents' lives as a joke.XD

This is a brilliant movie, it captured my parents' attention.=)

Monday, 26 December 2011
















Saturday, 24 December 2011

The V Team

I wanted to update my blog everyday but I failed to do it. Again I say, life after SPM is much busier, I sleep at around 12am everyday. Too many events to attend, I think I should cut down some.

Yeah~The V team.

Jeffrey,Yan Yi, Wei Yang, Hao Yi, Wen Qi, Li Yen and Yi Ting came all the way from Petaling Jaya to visit me and for vacation. They are so-called "V Team".XD

They plans to set up a branch here at Penang and I am the agent.Haha.

Ohya, thank you Tree and QQ for helping me to fetch them from Queensbay to Gurney Hotel, they said you all are nice people.XD

Yan Yi and I at Gurney Hotel.

We planned to travel around on Dong Zhi with the Innova we rented. However, due to the road accident happened in Johor my mother and grandma banned me from travelling with the car. My grandma bribed me with RM50 and my mum warned me strictly : Go or you never step in this house again.

So I thought of a brilliant idea, my dad will fetch me with his own car and he can lead their car to travel around (since GPS proved to be useless, thanks to Wee Rock).

We went to Batu Ferringhi Sandy Beach, and I couldn't believe that Jeffrey never set foot on sand before. The last thing I knew about him was he couldn't cycle.Haha. Yan Yi was attacked by a racist jelly-fish. Why it was racist?It's because among all the tourists like Indians, Malays and Europeans, he a Chinese, was the only one who got stung in the same sea.XD

Wei Yang and I and the motorcycle.

At first I thought Wen Qi is just as crazy as 3 years ago when I first met her. I was wrong. She becomes more and more like a mafia. Haha. So bear in mind that never try to fool her. She is definitely not an oil-saving lantern ( 省油灯).


Liyen and Yi Ting.

Ah, Li Yen, still as tiny as 3 years before. My fault.Will earn more money to buy you milk.Drink more Anlene lah Liyen.

Wei Yang, the prefect who helps students to hide handphones during spot check, is more yellow-minded. He can relate anything to the yellow-page.It seems QQ has a big rival, Wei Yang's eyeballs won't stop to search girls. He is good at driving though, to and fro to Batu Ferringhi 3 times in one day.=)

Yi Ting, I really can't accept the way her chinese name writes. Anyway, it's just a common name,it becomes special to someone due to some unknown reasons. Yi Ting showed motherly characteristic throughout the outing. She was so caring, making sure everyone was in good condition.

It's so good to spend time with you guys, 3 years has gone but our friendships remains to the end. You know I just can't describe the feeling by words, and I know even though I can write it out here, you will not get exactly right how I feel, it is my experience, it is deep in my heart.The way you speak, the way you joke and the way you play, will etch in my mind until the next time we meet again and to be refreshed again.

Perharps long distance love really doesn't work, but long distance friendships do work. MNJ and V Team ( included the 3 Musketeerz) prove that right.



Watch out for rain deers.

Friday, 16 December 2011







上午9点:在交通渐繁忙的路上,享受开车的乐趣。载了捏你(nehh,NERI lor)到媛芬大姐的家开会。半路引领天明哥抵达目的地。




下午1时:ROUND ONE - 好久没有吃擂茶了!到韩国上网的大树发了短讯给天明,天明不知不觉地回了两封,花了四令吉。芮菁只吃‘擂’,‘茶’给天明喝光了。我们哗啦哗啦了很多。

下午2时15分:ROUND TWO - 不知哪个该死的主意(不会是我吧?),到了旧市(Old Town 也)喝什么下午茶。大伙儿继续哗啦哗啦。突发奇想办个部落格大赛,在限定的时间内疯狂完成一篇博文为胜者。哈哈。


下午4时半:ROUND THREE -在光华小学后面吃拉萨和暧昧红豆冰。哎,我吃辣时狼狈的样,眼不见为净。这是芮菁教不会我的事。










Tuesday, 13 December 2011

Room Tidy Up

According to my planner I am supposed to tidy up my room today, but thank God it doesn't state there I must clean it thoroughly.Hehe.I know many of you have done it right after SPM, clearing the books off the racks and some of you may even release your craziness by burning it. My advice is here is Penang, Go Green ya.

In fact, I really have no idea where to start. I think I have already well adapted to the messy environment.XD Nearly a month I have been surrounded by books and papers. I am afraid after I clean it I may not get used to the cleaner environment.Haha.

I decided to start with clothes. My grandma sent me many packets of clothes from my old house. I just stacked them up at the corner of my room.

The books and papers!Where should be their second home is a problem too. I don't want to send some nice useful stuffs to the orphanage, so I force my sister to foster them.XD

After a wholeday doing the rough chores, all done!And well done!




Nice right? Yeah, it is visibly nice at a glance.=)

But how about the drawers?


Some tiny things all I throw into the drawers and cupboards to hide them from my view.

Like I said :"整理,是一个持续不断的过程。", "Tidying is a routine process." I can't finish all in one day. I will deal with the drawers another day.Yeah~another day.

Ohya, THANK YOU MY DEAR UNCLE FEE. He loves me so much since I was a kid. I can still remember he always put me on his neck when I was 3 or 4.=) I think I will probably break his neck if he try to do the same thing again.Haha. Well, when he travelled to USA last week he bought me the first Skechers of my life. It's the latest model. He bought the first pair with orignal price but second pair half price. It is US$70 but the price here is about RM400 according to him.It is cheap compared to the price here.THANK YOU VERY MUCH UNCLE.XD

I like the colour and design.=)

There is a 'S' there.=D

My grandma asks me to keep it until next Chinese New Year. Haha. I will rather take it as Christmas gift.XD

Monday, 12 December 2011


Hahaha~today was quite a meaningful day to me. I really spent some quality time with NJ. I got my first scholarship offer of my life. Yeah. I maybe not taking it, but it is a success!

At Jing's castle we created our MNJ blog.XD And it strikes 91 pageviews up to now.Haha. Just like grand opening of a store, we get supports from all of you. Thank you so much. Hope that from today onwards, more and more people will visit us. Do sound like starting a business right. However, we will only post about the events we attend, involve and laugh together, our own respective blogs are still working.

This is the blog address :

In fact this blog is actually a combined blog too. Jeffrey, Yan Yi and Matthew the so called 3Musketeerz founded this site but they leave Matty to manage it, the other two are just put their names.It doesn't matter anyway.=)

Suddenly found this song, i think it will lift your spirit when you hear this.XD


Sunday, 11 December 2011

Arthur Christmas

 My mum surprisingly wanted to bring us for a movie when she saw the trailer of Arthur Christmas 2 weeks ago. That time I was busy cramming everything in for SPM Biology and was shocked when those words blurted out from her mouth, nearly caused me to vomit out all the facts I had swallowed.

So after 2 weeks, we watched it today at Sunway Carnival Mall. It had been a long time since we watched a movie together.

 I love Christmas as you all know it. In spite of the parties and presents, Jesus came to the world more than 2000 years ago.XD

Obviously, "Arthur Christmas" is a comedy just like others animation movies. The storyline is quite good and it is very creative. It talks about a Santa Claus family - Grand Santa, Santa and his two sons, Steven and Arthur. Santa is quite old but he is not ready for retirement. On his 70th Christmas Operation, his elder son, Steven helps him to distribute all the presents to all the kids worldwide during Christmas eve by the latest IT. Of cause you don't expect Santa to move around with a sleigh in the 21st century, he has a spaceship named S-1.XD They have soldier elves to operate like S.W.A.T., sneaking into every homes to send presents before the sun rises.

However, for all the technologies and gadgets they use, they miss out one child. They only discover it after the Santa return to their HQ at the North Pole. Santa and Steven don't care about it at all. On the other side, Arthur, full of love and care, set off with Grand Santa on the old sleigh (produced in year 1864 if not mistaken.haha) to deliver the left out. His adventure begins.

I love that slippers!It can sing and you see the eyes so cute!

One of the reason I like the movie is we usually don't have the idea that Santa has a family, and he can retire and pass on the job to his son.
As you can see he is the wrap star, dressed like a ninja.I forgot how many presents he can wrap in 3 days. He can wrap a bicycle with 3 pieces of gift paper.XD

My mum said "The Polar Express" is nicer.haha.

Okay~happy holidays and Merry Christmas!!


Wednesday, 7 December 2011

Pasca SPM

Finally, SPM is over. The days of staying up late to study will temporarily vanish in my life, at least for several months. I would say overall it was a good one, thanks God.

Argh, what should I do now??

As usual I have piled up many things to do after examination, like tidy up my room, after exam lah; clean the old books, after exam lah;do some reading, after exam lah; blog, after exam lah, etc. You know you will think you will have plenty of time to do the chores, this is very logical right, but the fact is you will naturally feel whatever you do after SPM is a time wastage. Haha.

Just like now, I am like running a race and I have finished it, so I am targetless. It is like holding a compass but the needle just can't stay still and show where is the North. I need sometime to settle down and reorganize my thoughts, then I will start the race again.

As many of you know, my mum don't allow me to drive before and during SPM, her reason is I will get distracted if an accident happens. Well, just last night, I told her I am going to drive all the way down to Johor Bahru and come back. She smiled and said okay. Guess what she says today:


" Okay okay, I am just kidding, I will just drive around the area."


What?! After SPM she has no more solid reasons, so she just forbids me to ask why. What a cool mum I have.

Tomorrow will be the first Christmas party I will attend, hope to have a good time with our classmates. And of course to whom it may concern, I wish you luck.=)



It is like tossing a coin, the result will be just head or tail. Face it or don't toss it. And I am ready to risk it, even that means getting a tail.

Saturday, 5 November 2011


毕业歌响起,人家过往的一幕幕出现眼前,也哭得一把眼泪一把鼻涕 (我讲的就是传说中的AhJing),我却不知是该哭还是该笑,坐我前面一排的有人好像很想要哭,死都要哭,却哭不出。他一直哽咽,哽到脸都涨红了,终于有点泪。算是他成功了吧?我不是很想笑他,只是放过我别那么随波逐流好不好,没泪没关系,本笑爷是笑着进去,笑着出来的。




最有感觉的离别是form2吧。和他们那种单纯义气热情简单浓厚真诚正直的友谊说byebye还真难。他们百般留我,到现在知道我所面对的一切后还再怪当初是我要离开。我笑着说我不后悔。 对,绝不后悔。我这里的朋友是我用真诚的心交回来的,把敌人化为朋友。我知道你们很多当初都讨厌我,不爽我。现在没有了,可能还有,我都要谢谢你们,感谢你们对我无厘头的包容,如果因为我的大头在上课时挡到你而让你成绩退步,真的不好意思。当让,当时谁会笑着离开自己的女朋友?XD



对我来说,朋友真的是一生一起走,友谊不是在毕业就画上休止符的。这样,我还有什么好哭得呢,我不为友谊哀悼。人生过去有那么多的回忆,你可以现在回味你昨天干了什么,上一秒在做什么。你也可以计划你明天要干什么, 下一秒要做什么。你看见了吗?昨天其实和明天一样遥远,仰望明天和回忆昨天没什么差别,就差在观念的不同和人生态度。


世上有三件事 - 自己的事,别人的事和老天的事。现在的人如此烦如此忙就是因为他们不管自己的事,管太多别人的事,担心着老天的事。























Monday, 31 October 2011


















你又来了,问我:“Thewthew, are you angry with mummy?”

“NO.” 没望你一眼。

“I know you are. Okay, I know you'll be upset if you are not going. You can go." 轻轻带过你转身就走。






Friday, 28 October 2011

Who Are You?

Okay, most of you probably under exam pressure now ('most of you' means I am not included, as I am in holiday mood!XD), after a whole tough week of studying, take a break and release your stress!

Here is a joke I heard from Hui Wen yesterday :

A few days ago, Prime Minister Mori was given some basic English conversation training before he visits Washington and meets President Barack Obama.

The instructor told Mori Prime Minister : "when you shake hand with President Obama, please say, 'How are you?' Then Mr. Obama should say, 'I am fine, and you?' Now, you should say, 'Me too.'Afterwards we, the translators, will do the work for you, you need not to worry."

When Mori met Obama, he mistakenly said, "Who are you?"

Mr. Obama was a bit shocked but still managed to react with humour, "Well, I'm Michelle's husband, ha-ha..."

Then Mori replied, "Me too, ha-ha..."

There was a long silence in the meeting room.


Oh ya! I received 2 text messages reminding me to sit tight and study since my last post! So touched!

THANK YOU Rebecca and Neoh!

Sunday, 23 October 2011

21 Days to Go

21 days to go, another paper war begins!

Wow, I was literally shocked when my church member told me this morning!


A facinating number that amazes me all the time. First came in my big head was Green Day - 21 guns. Eh, now everyone is talking about GREEN right, even a band chose Green as their name too. What a trend. haha. Maybe we can form one Green Night, Green Sunday, Green Friday or Green Year would be the best.

"... one, tweenty-one guns, throw up your arms, into the sky..."

Nice song.XD It paints my colourful day to all green.

Yesterday we went to the library again, and had a farewell for Tree and Jun. We spent 3 hours for lunch. You might say there is no big deal, but we had lunch at PIZZA HUT!So much to talk, so much to read. I told myself I must focus on the notes I brought, and guess what I really focus on the same page for 3 hours.XD

What happened later was not so nice. Most of you know what happened. I will not elaborate much on this sad matter. Hui Wen's had an accident early in the morning, and she called yesterday as Doomed Day.haha.

Well, we went to Sunway in 2 separate cars, I sat on the front seat of Jun's CR-V during the return journey. When we were going down the spiral-way of the car park, I looked back to J and saw her looked quite serious. She developed a fixation on the way in front. So, I joked with her saying why she was so serious. That was the beginning. Now I forward the story time line to the last episode. Jun got distracted and scratched her dad's car with the concrete wall, quite serious. The left back part of the car had white stripes. Argh!

Okay, I have some responsibility to bear and I am not going to run away from it. I heard many comments on this matter, QQ and J those who were in the car reckoned it's part of my fault while others say I was not guilty. No matter what, I think I was wrong. J scolded me,yea she should.

On top of that, I felt so troubled to let Jun bore it all at home. She was in tears and her parents scolded her badly, but she told her mum that time there were only she and J in the car. I was speechless. WHY.


To prevent me from getting the blame.

Nothing to so much... No need to say much... Sorry and thank you Jun.


Back to the topic. 21 to me another meaning is maturity. 21st birthday will be a big day for me, it's a rite of passage, meaning I have to be a real man and not a childish boy like now. J was right yesterday, I should behave more like a man. She taught me how to have a meal neatly at Pizza Hut. We made a promise then.=) Thank you J.

21 days to go for SPM. What is the implication?


I yelled this slogan for don't know how many times dy, someone please help me!

Okay~this post is getting rather long. I should stop now. Can you all do a favour for me? You all have my cell phone number right, please constantly text me : "Matthew don't waste time anymore! Sit tight and study!" XD Don't worry, the time you text me most probably I am idling.



哇~~爽    !   到   !QQ,你也很帅啦!


Monday, 17 October 2011


After a week I wrote the letter to LSJ, who is more keen to be known as J, I assumed the letter has reached her doorstep and she has read it.=)

Well, no reply from her yet. Maybe she needs months to go through it.

Wait a moment, I FORGOT TO PASTE A 50 CENTS STAMP!!hahahaha. Too bad.

I got many complaints that the letter was too lengthy, so do my other posts. Knowing that most of you carry out a hyper hectic life, you have no time to read it through word by word, I'm trying to make it short. Just TRY only.


You've read the other two of the group posting about MNJ. Ya, I am hopping on the bandwagon too.

Perharps there are readers who are scratching their heads thinking what on earth is MNJ?Well, M for Matty, N for Neri and J for Jing. is a new formed group, a gang, a band, a party, a company, a compound or whatever you may call it. We're quite flexible you see. I can see that many of you are frowning, dissaproving? oh don't worry we don't organize campaigns like "Occupy Wall Street","Occupy New York","Occupy Penang Bridge" or "Occupy Chung Ling". Occupying Chung Ling is a good idea though.

We are just a group of teenagers, to be precise, three teenagers who ... er ... chemically reacted and form a compound through friendship bond ( which is the combination of covalent and ionic bonds).

You may want to know more about how it happens, erm I need to check up with N and J first but I know it involves complicated formulae and theories which you may not understand even I tell you. So better don't tell.=)

Somebody asked how about the 3 Musketeerz??

Oh~I am glad there are people who still remember this.haha. The 3 Musketeerz is still there, no worries okay. But the 3 Musketeerz have not been holding a conference together for almost a year. Don't forget KL is a face-paced society. Just like Malaysia can join ASEAN, PBB and so on, we form groups to create a better world. Yeah.

Okay, someone starts to grumble. I am going straight to the point now.


Not much to say about myself, you all know me right. However many say that they know me more after reading the letter I sent to J. Hey, it is supposed to be her letter, private and confidential, why you all read it?


Neri, aka Neri Tan not tanned.AHAHAHA. Her skin is so fair!!

Sorry, I am going to spend quite a big page here since I dedicated such a long letter for J.=) If not Neri will feel she is inferior to J and become emotionally unstable, which will acitivate a series of nuclear chain reaction, in turn blow up the whole earth.XD Ops, she will definitely seek my live once she arrived at Penang International Airport this December from Australia.

I never think that we will be best friends when I first know you in 3A2. My impression towards you was "wow your English is freaking good." I couldn't see any interception point between our distinct lives. We were so different. In fact the entire year in Form3 we didn't talk much but who knows we are now so close? Thinking back, our friendship develops through blogs and facebook right?I remember last year each time I visited my blog, the counter showed number 3, I knew it one was you, another was Jing and one was me of course.Haha. How pityful . You started to comment on my cbox, clearing all the bushes that grew so tall after Jeffrey and Yan Yi abandoned the place. So, you are actually my web friend (网友)! I was so touched that someone cared for me during that period, you know what I was going through. When the people surrounding me were backstabbing me, you, from so far away actually cared for me.=) Now I know why. Maybe it's because you were facing difficulties too living and studying alone there at such a young age, so you can easily understood my feelings.

Okay, enough of "imbas kembali".

Now we are so close, even time and space can't limit the three of us. I love to talk to you two NJ, like you said I can just express myself freely without worrying my image too.Haha. Your voice is so different and unique, it carries some kind of tone which the people here do not have.Argh, I don't know how to describe. I may hurt you sometimes ( erm, actually quite often) but I know you won't care but deep in your heart there left a scar. For example, when you came back last time, I went to watch Transformers 3 but not meeting you for lunch. That was one of the worst things I have ever done. Sorry.But I know you will just take it as childish-guy-is-like-that right?XD

I think the place and the environment you are in now shape and mould you to be so mature, seriously. You're like the Big Sister, shielding MJ. Even when we're discussing our problems, you are like the Master of Ceremony, guiding us through the agendas.

Ya, MN don't share the long history like MJ, but does that matter? Absolutely not.!Deep in my heart I know NJ will not betray me, NJ will never put a sword on my neck or point at me with a gun. That day when we were chatting via Skype, I was so grateful towards you, your advices and your support. Especially on that matter (you-know-what), I can feel that you really support me. I was not expecting that much from you on that particular matter.

Now, I know what you are going through there miles away from us miles away from your home, but remember this : be bold and trust in the Lord. Although MJ keep on stressing that N is like a big sister for MJ, feel free to talk to us about your problems. M will surely be able to find an amazing way to solve it.XD

You are really, really, really good.

I know you're very disappointed with me sometimes, please forgive me, I will try my best not to let you down again ( I wonder how many times I told you this...haha). I know you have high expectations on me, just like my mum, and I promise I WILL LIVE UP TO IT!

I am waiting for your next return to Penang this December, anticipating!XD

Please refer to the post below. Your cooperation is appreciated.

I promised you I will not online for a week.=)

Sunday, 9 October 2011


Dear GLSJ:

LSJ. You sure know who am I referring to.

LSJ, is an acronym of your name, is a short form, is a symbol of you when I was small. Just please don't ask me why. Maybe it's because last time in primary school we needed to refer to somebody secretly (again, kindly don't ask me why.Lame people have lame reasons.), idiots also know using the person's acronym will be the best way.

Yeah, we know each other since kindergarten!I frantically searched through my mum's kindergarten album when I heard you were at my mum's school some years back , and found one.Though I don't know where is it now.Ha.What an old old friend!But the time we actually met and truly know each other 'consciously' was in the year 2002 I think. We were in the same class and you were sitting beside me for 2 years in a row and the third year I prayed 'oh God not she again' and God heard it and I regretted it deeply(again, lame people have lame reasons.Don't ask questions.). What happened through the years we grew up, we both know best in our hearts. Some crazy childish thoughts, some feelings and some remorse. You were cute and cheerful.

Ah, I am surprised you still remember that!!Exactly the time!Right after I shifted to Kulai, Johor I got my first and only handphone number until now, eager to keep in touch with you, but we ended up quarrelling. It was the first time I was being rude to you and I hope it would be the last.=) That time you were annoyed by the guys gossiping about you and me. I understand.

How we reconciled? I forgot the time. Haha. Yea, pretending nothing happened is always the key to save a relationship.XD However, obviously we went through different paths. You had your own problems and I had mine. Almost the same time line I think, we fell for other persons. And the outcomes were different too.

You are still a cheerful girl in my eyes, no matter what you say, like what we didn't see the real you or something like that. Nothing is gonna to destroy you or take away all your happiness and joy. Not even a guy.All you need to do is LET GO. You might think that I didn't go through what you do, but I assure you I fully understand the feeling. I am not saying this out of comforting and sympathy, I meant it. STAY FOOLISH, forget all the sadness and frustration. It's very easy, just you must be willing to take the first step to shut the window to that. I had gone through bad times and difficulties during these five years which you can't imagine. You see, shifting to Johor then Perth then Petaling Jaya then back to here. All the places, I needed to start all over again, making new friends, be strong against jeers and laughs. Even though I was back to my hometown, it was not that familiar to me anymore. There were helpless times for our family, alone out there miles away from the rest, we overcame it together at last. Something bad happened which we concealed even to our own relatives, buried deep in our hearts and minds. Of course I am not going to say it here, the time has not come yet.

However now I look back all the years (wow,feel that I am speaking like Steve Jobs lol), the events happened somehow shape and mould me into what I am now. And I am still on the change, to be a better person. Every single event, little by little they built up my character and my thoughts. As you know I changed school for 3 times in 3 years, I developed good adaptation skills to the environment, and to the people around. That's why some people said I am highly sociable. They said this in a sarcastic way but it's ok for me. =) Adversity creates strong people, how true it is. Now I am immuned against the jeers!Hahaha.

Well, yea I have changed. But one thing I can't change is I am kind hearted. I always have the impulse to solve and help out others problems. I regard this as genetic heredity now. Cool.I inherited this characteristic from my dad, who can give a lift to a worker in a shop by the roadside. My dad knows him because he sees him everytime when he was shopping in the mini market. To be precise my dad don't know him at all. -.-" When I came to this school, I was cheated and felt strongly someone was taking advantage of my hospitality and kindness. I told you before. I tried to be adamant and turn my back to them but without realizing I was giving them a hand again. Later on I learnt that as Christians we must not only love our love ones ( since everyone in the world can do that, of course.) but also our enemies (which I don't think everyone in the world will).And we are the light and salt of the world, should be a blessing for others.

I helped you LSJ out of my protective instinct. As your best friend I know I must not refrain from you and let you alone bear it all the devastating problems. Do not feel guilty or embarrassed, I consider this as an insult as WE ARE BEST FRIENDS. XP

What are Best Friends??







Please bear in mind that, no more asking Neri and I to quit.Grrr. Chasing us away like houseflies. You may ask me why, why I become your best friend?

Well, I don't know, but I sense a bond between you and me.

Last time we were , erm, you know, but now we can still being so good to each other, don't you feel amazing?

You can overcome this, Neri and I know for sure. Trust yourself as we trust you.=)

LSJ, let it remains as the symbol.



May the good Lord bless you.XD

Perharps you didn't realize, you have helped me a lot too.=)

Friday, 7 October 2011

Steve Jobs

While the world seems to be emo for the death of Steve Jobs, I have nothing to say about it. Jing and Neri are very sad about this, so does my cousin Zhong En who is a top Apple fan.

Indeed, he was an awe-inspiring character.The past he went through, the events he muddled through, are facinating enough, just like what he said in his speech 6 years ago. I need not to repeat the content of his speech again, just click the "play" triangle and listen attentively by yourself. This is the speech I mentioned on my post titled "Stay Hungry, Stay Foolish" the other day.

I can't help to notice that, of all the great successful people in the world follows a pattern :

Not-so-nice childhood /Lives in poverty/ambitious/ - by all means they enter university - by whatever reasons they DROP OUT FROM UNIVERSITY - some years later - SUCCESS

Bill Gates, Mark Zuckerberg the founder of Facebook and so on.

I have been directionless and uncertain of my future.When I am typing this, I think over it on my own. Yea, I am quite ambitious and poor~ Ya, I am struggling to get good results to enter tertiary education~... ...


The needle of my life compass stop yawing and stays still finally! A scorching fire ignited in my heart, I know what to do next, after I get into university.


I have not been so motivated, since the trials ended I was frittering  away all the time and couldn't get a new start. Here I am, ready to strive again! yeah!

Ha ha ha.Lame people like me need lame reasons to fuel up.

Alright, back to the speech. He said something like he recovered from cancer and he hoped he can live for some decades. It was 6 years back. When you heard that you will definitely feel something. Perharps on the spot the audience and he himself really truly believed he would live longer. However, no one can foresee the future.

Before that he said for the past 23 years when he woke up in the morning he looked into the mirror and asked himself :" If today was the last day of my life, what I want to do, what am I about to do, today." Did he ever ask this question the morning he died? How did he feel?When he was facing the real death and the last day for his life? We might think this is a nice and inspirational quote, but deep in our mind true enough we know we still have tomorrow. We will still procrastinate. I think, he would never know that was his last day, no one will know he or she is going to die, unless 1 hour before death knocks on the door for some cases.

Steve Jobs :" Stay hungry,stay foolish.I have always wish that for myself.And now, as you graduate to begin a new life, I wish that for you, 'stay hungry, stay foolish'."

Yeah, I guess we are considered about to graduate too. So before you begin your new life after graduation, I wish that for you too : STAY HUNGRY, STAY FOOLISH.

Press on.XD

Friday, 30 September 2011

Adventure on The Road!

Yeah!Yesterday was the last day of the stressful SPM trials!!Although SPM is reaching in 45 days, let us just forget about it first. I was so excited as we were going to watch a movie in the afternoon, a large group of us! However during the last paper, I was really nervous. Erm, not quite for the exam but the fact that I would be driving on my own first time without my father supervision to Sunway!!It's a real sun way wasn't it?

My parents, I mean my mother, always over protect me sometimes, she thinks that it's still dangerous for me to drive alone, with a big car like Camry. While all my friends have their own cars, and they are really mobile.

A day before I was like asking my dad in a simple manner :"Ddy, tomorrow do you need your car? I am going to Sunway to watch movie with my friends..." If you scrutinise the sentence structure, you will sure find some clues I was hinting to my dad that I would like to drive alone there. AH!Like father like son, he got it.XD with the right and accurate frequency and a resonance occurred.WOO HOO!

"You need to get your permission to hang out with friends first."

And I asked and my mother and she allowed. Of cause I didn't tell her that I would be driving.hahax. Matty decided to break the rule!To strive for freedom!To be rebellious!XD

Little did I know I will pay the cost.

Well well, yesterday I brought Chen Xin home for lunch. 2.30pm, once we reached the ground floor of my condominium, Itik and Angie reached too.

They can't believe I would drive them there. Keep repeating are you sure!? Zhen De Ma!

" Hey Matthew are you sure you can drive us safely there?I didn't tell my mum you are drivng us there, cause if she knew She won't let me be here. Chen Xin, did you buy insurance?" Itik murmured.

So and so we got in the car, Chen Xin, another driving licence holder, sat on the front seat as coordinator. Angie, also one with the licence, but just merely a prove to show that she is of age to drive, at the backseat. Thud thud, Itik, the girl who doesn't even know where to slot the car key, at my back.

"Matt because I am sitting in your car so I must tighten the seatbelt.I don't do that usually." She said again.

"Do you need a helmet as well?" I asked, politely.XD

Come on, trust me can ah, I know you do, If not you won't be here. I mean you all.

Kay, no mistake is allowed. I told myself in heart. Can't throw my own face in front of her.I mean the girls.hahaha.And let Chen Xin laughs.

Yeah!!Off the road we go!!Along the way, I did quite well, and gained confidence in myself, knowing that it's just so simple, knowing that I can be independant, knowing that I can drive without my parents yelling. Perharps their shouts will make the journey more dangerous?Aha ha ha ha.

When we finally parked the car nicely, ready to step down. My phone rang!A dear name appeared on the screen yet it was so strange and unusual to appear at such a time : MUMMY.


Scolded.She was so angry that she just yelled at me. Saying both my dad and I were good at concealing stuff from her knowledge. I think my dad was a victim too. My mood spoilt, but I must put my emotion aside and enjoy the day.

When the rest of them reached, we watched Johnny English. Later then Chen Xin, Teik Yong, Wen Jiong and I went to buy birthday present for Xue Kai. Just about to leave, Itik called to ask some guys to assist them to finish up the Pizzas at Pizza Hut. What?!3 girls dining but you ordered 2 regular pizzas?cool...

I was about to leave, since I must send Chen Xin and Teik Yong back to school to catch the afternoon session bus back to Kepala Batas there. Somehow we walked to pizza hut direction.

Oppss, it's 6.30pm!If there were a traffic jam, even if we flew also can't reach there before 7pm. I geared up and took the highway. Speeding within the speed limit. I managed to reach school about 15minutes later. WOW.haha.shhh.Don't tell parents.

Reached home and my dad brought me to Sunway again to watch Abduction with them at 8pm.

Heyy, luckily now, after a day, my mum's anger ceased!I am safe!XD

And guess what!Ah Jing turned up as a surprise to all!With her brand new camera!Still fresh, just out of the factory I think.haha.When are we going to start our movie Ah Jing?As soon as possible ya! Hope you really enjoyed last night with us! To see what incredible photos Ah Jing has snapped, click the link to her blog then!XD

I brought you there safely.=)


Well, our next movie after Johnny English was Abduction. Starred by future action movie actor Taylor Lautner.

Before watching it, the plot summary is exciting enough to pull me to the cinema. The plot summary says a guy named Nathan finds his own photograph on the US missing children list website, and then he sets off his adventure. I was thinking : what?How can one finds himself on the missing persons list?Even if he was a missing child, now he has a family and his name should be cancelled from the list right.

The plot is really a thrill I must say. I can't really guess what comes next in the cinema. You know many movies follow the same pattern of story line, you can even know exactly when and where the couple kiss, who is the one behind, who is the bad guy and how the bad guy dies at last and so on.But not this one, The mystery in your mind remains until the middle part, and the answers uncover in an unexpected way.

For guys, you will start to think will you face the same fate like Nathan? We are about the same age with him now, can we cope with all he has gone through? Luckily, the answer is :



I would like to watch it a second time.=)

Johnny English

Johnny O Johnny. All that I know about him, I mean the actor, is from Mr Bean. I have heard of Johnny English but never got a chance to watch its previous films. Yesterday right after our last day of SPM trials, 12 of us went to Sunway Carni to release stress.

I think we have got the right movie to watch.XD

Okay, what expectations I have for this movie?Rowan Atkinson is a great comedian, and I grow up watching Mr Bean, I really can't imagine he plays in an action film. You know, with that kind of face expression on the poster, I am interested to rule out the truth.=)

When the movie starts off with the scene he is trainning in Tibet, I realize that this is a comedy, absolutely. We literally laughed our butts off through out the 1.5 hours. It's totally Mr Bean, just perharps the director thinks that it is not quite a nice name and change the title to Johnny English. Mr Bean is painted with a new identity, MI7 secret agent. However, the way he acts still couldn't run away from Mr Bean. Besides, many scenes in it reminds me strongly about scenes in Mr Bean too! Like the one Johnny playing his chair, rising it up and sinking it down, was similar to the time when Mr Bean went to the Dentist and playing the couch there. The way Johnny cooks also very alike with Mr Bean.

Now let's talk about the plot. Mr Bean?As a MI7 secret agent?? ha!You knew from that your job in the cinema is to laugh, laugh and laugh.

Johnny is the lousiet secret agent I have ever seen. Very much contrary with his senior, James Bond, Johnny is definitely much much inferior. I think I can do better than him! The way he responses to enemies and critical situations, you will sure doubt his ability.You will have the impulse to knock his head or even run into the screen to replace him to accomplish his mission. Driving a helicopter so low and following the ground road?I think many will put secret agent as their first choice career after watching the movie. One funny point is, his enemies are hundred times wiser and stronger than him, but at last the ending follows evil-cannot-defeat-good rule. And this is MI7 man! This organization is dead cool, carrying out every mission successfully and never be in a mess. However, in Johnny English you might be worry for the security and safety of British government with agent like that.

By the way, like I said it's a comedian, just ignore the not so logical plot, and LAUGH!