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放荡够了,我这性子是该收了。

RUNNING OUT OF TIME

Wuuahhh~I am really running of time now.

REALLY!

I have no time to do my bloody homework.

I have no time to read my books.

I have no time to study.

I have no time to watch tele.

I have no time to online.

I have no time to blog!

Sorry for not updating so soon. I AM RUNNING OUT OF TIME. And as you know connect to the net means burning a few hours away. I can't afford that. Driving lesson had taken away my several precious afternoon time. And I couldn't believe that next Wednesday I am going to go for forum competition!! ABOLIDEBOH!

I am scared, I am tired,I am worried, I am nervous, I am full of fear...

Lord Jesus, take away all these from me, this is my prayer Lord, let me have Your peace in my heart, let me feel Your presence, as I know deep in my heart I shall not depend on myself, not even my confidence nor experiences, I must depend solely on You. You know I long for Your sovereign in my heart. Lead me and guide me in my life as I commit my life into Your mighty hands. Do not forsake me Lord almighty, let Thy will be done!By Your power I stand, by Your bread I live, by Your grace I dwell.I pray that Jesus, You'll be with me every moment every second, to help me to protect me!As I look back, I see Your blessings upon me, grace upon grace shower on me.You are Lord, You are King, You are Jesus!In Jesus almighty Name I pray, Amen.

=)

Yet, last night I went to COCLB's concert. I think last night was better than last year's.haha. The play I love most is Sui Jing's "Winter Hunt".XD Sui Jing was so cool k, solo leh. It was an unforgettable moment.=)

And we guys were forced to let go our places for the parents visitors due to oversold of tickets. Haiz, that was the priviledge to be Rou Yi's friends. So we moved to staircase there to continue to rest of the concert.

Suddenly, Xu Huan and Jasmine came to find us, they gave me a teddy bear, which was bought my Wei Qi's aka dead rope's mother, to be given to her on stage. The girls really acted so cowardly, it was their best friend's performance but they did not dare to show their love to her.

Hence, as you may have guessed, I was the one appointed by them to go up to stage and hand it to her. Yea, a guy walked up alone with a bear and handed it to a girl on the stage. Romantic hor.What might the teachers say?the students? I have no idea seriously.

After that, Yan Fen sms me to thank me. Praising that I did a great job -________-' You know I did that with sacrifices of tonnes of other girls tears??hahahahaha.XP

You might think that was funny, really funny indeed.

If you think laughing at me will cheer you up, be glad to continue then.XP

YO I'M BACK!

I know it's too late to say this, but the fact is I'm back from China Fu Jian He Shan High School. XD

Wow~Jeffrey, I guess is you who impersonated me and posted that post which is full of nolstagia.

WELCOME BACK!You blogged again, yeah, after 3 years, you crapped something again!

However, stop emo-ing Jeffrey, and please don't post behalf on me again, my friends did confuse.XD

Yeah~the time we were together really full of fun and surprises. Yan Yi and I love to make laugh of you and do funny tricks on you. I remembered tailing you behind during recess was our routine mission. hahaha~ We just like to do so.

Like you said, you punished me to pump 20 times during the Shinobi National Competition. Haiya, you were the chairman of the club ma, a 14-year-old young baby chairman. What I wanted to tell you is, I never care about that before. We left Yan Yi alone in school for 3 days. He must be really lonely.haha.

Yes, I remembered too that occasion we nearly started a fight.haha. I think Yan Yi and I irritated you as usual, maybe that time you really experience some hard time, you just bang me on the notice board behind the classroom with YOUR PREFECT BADGE pinned on your shirt. It was hard. I wanted to swing my fist back but my consciousness stopped me from that.

Even though so, WE ARE STILL BEST FRIENDS!

Sometimes I also think during the middle of the chilling night, when everyone is in slumberland and I am the only soul awaken, HOW DO OUR FRIENDSHIP SUSTAIN??after so many quarrels, so many fights and so many tricks been done? Even I had left you 2 and the girls gang for 3 years, the bond is still there.

There.

No one can see it, but I feel it, we experience it, through every moments we meet, across many miles.

My dear friend, life goes on, this is what you told me when I left 3 years ago.

Life goes on.

I hope that you put down your burden, pick up your courage and, go on.

I knew what you've been going through this few years. Those hard times, as we shared before, I experienced it too last years. The battle and the evil part of mankind.Let us work hard together, encourage one another, and finish the race. YOU'LL NEVER WALK ALONE.

By:

Far Beyond but close in heart,
Matthew

"Our finger prints don't fade from the lives we touch."

Hi guys, its like freaking long since I've blogged, so...here I am matt. XD Sry I stopped blogging for so long ( 3 years? i think?), so sry. Ermm, since all the post below are in chinese, I'l sapu the english part k matt? XP

Alright I'l cut the crap and start blogging bout whatever that comes through my mind, cause I finally noticed that its a lot better than facebook where ppl post some random stuff like : I LOVE **********, and everyone goes crazy about it, but in the end he/she will just say, "Nahhh, its I was just joking." =.=''.

OKOK I KNOW IM CRAPPING A LOT. (Forgive my cacat-ness in blogging, rusty edi XD) So....I was watching this movie yesterday "Remember Me" by the really hot guy in twilight (nv ever registered his name in my brain, and no im not gay-.-) and yeahh he said this really chunted thing that I would like to share.

"OUR FINGER PRINTS DON'T FADE FROM THE LIVES WE TOUCH."

Yes matthew, I still remember that you and yan yi took my bag and put it right infront of the class while I wasn't in class and you scared the hell outa me when I came back. GOOD JOKE =_=

But, I also remembered the days where we would have fun and stuff, even the days when I bash you up and made you pump in shinobi. hehe.. =P

Ok back to the topic, erm its a really interesting show, its sorta like a romance movie but, it also has those kinda family and life stuff in it, so when you're really bored and start to wonder what to do, WATCH IT.

* Is there anyway to makeup to a broken promise? just asking. LOL

CHINA!

At this time I should be sleeping since I need to be at school at 5am tomorrow morning.

But why am I still here??

Of course is to farewell with my dear friends!!

Couldn't type in Chinese due to lacking of time.

I will be back on next Saturday.So please don't worry me too much despite the rumours of disasters circulating around.I promise I come back with 1 big head, 2 eyes, 2 nostrils, 2 ears,2 arms,2 legs, 1 mouth and 1 RADIANT SMILE.=)

Do miss me by the way.hahahaha~I know you all would but just feel shy to express it. I know well in my deep heart.hahahahaha.XD

Okay, that's it.

HAPPY HOLIDAYS WOO HOO MATT!

FRIENDS, STORY ON THE WAY!

After'Math' 数学之后

啊哈，推开沉重的大门，踏入已经很久很久没有探访的部落格，地上盖着厚厚的灰尘，是时候打扫了吧。由于该死的考试，部落格没时间投稿，造成许多人的不便，加上让许多忠实歌迷朋友久等，再此向各界说声抱歉。

想些什么呢？我的生活绝对精彩。但如此多的美好充满笑声的时光，总不能一字不漏的吐在这儿吧。数学之后～这个标题马上闪过。由于这次考试最后一科是数学，考完了。所以就叫Aftermath 吧。XD

一语双关，考完数学就好像Aftermath一样。数学啊数学，不过是一加一等于二罢了，虽然有些人说是三，还有些人问不是四吗？说是一的人也很多。但无所谓，总之不会是decimal，也不会是fraction。

什么？你说我神经！？有人连一加一也会算错？

haiyo，这个世界无奇不有，每个人所处的环境时间地点都不一样。

你说一粒苹果加一粒苹果就有两粒苹果。

一只老虎加一只鹿还是剩一只老虎。

但一个男的加一个女的就会有三个人。

至于会说是四的人，原因我还搞不清楚，可能他的女朋友生了双胞胎吧··· ···

你看你看，又离题了。

我呢，一加一等于二。从小到大都是这样。到了中学没有一加一了，简单的数学给老师搞复杂了。数学越出越难，学生越不能做，老师越开心，真是变态。考完数学，就像灾难过后，有人哭，没有人笑（不包括我）。我们需要重建，倒下的尊严要重新建立，破碎的信心要再凝聚；不能就这样让老师继续嚣张。（Like)

说到考试，不可不提我们考试的座位。去年，芮菁、震杰、伟齐和我在后面形成天下无敌考试无聊唱歌吵闹U-shape阵。曾经红遍两岸三地、获奖无数的我们，今年由于震杰的单飞而大不如前。虽然主唱剩我一个，背景音乐笑声还是芮菁，锣鼓依然罗伟齐，我们好是很开心。震杰由于翅膀不够硬，只飞到我右边的右边，我们还是不理会别人，隔空喊话。不知道有多少人不爽。

今早，Cikgu Zul 还站在锣鼓旁边，为我们献唱上海滩和校歌。

这次的考试，总是胡思乱想，不能专心，考试一直错，所以我一直节哀。

节哀、节哀、节哀。不知道是节哀顺变，还是顺便节哀。但大家看到我总是开开心心，吵吵闹闹，不信我在悲哀。haiz···

不过，无论如何，不论吹什么风，不管淹什么水，我都可以没当一回事，继续唱我的，继续说我的，继续笑我的。XDD

有时不能一直做天才，当当白痴没什么不好。哈哈。哎哟，不错哦！

星期五去学车咯，看我如何骂回Muthu！你papaya！！=X