休息是为了走更长远的路

啊哈，这句话不知在几岁时看过，到了几岁时看到会背了，又到了几岁时背到会用了。我敢说这是我们最常用的名句精华之一。

说到名句精华，让我联想到华文，谈到华文就想起中国文学。哎，真的是对不起中国文学啊，对不住飞猛呀。由于今年全国没人考获A+，原本几乎爆满的中国文学班今天只剩下小猫两三只。也许之前老师以为华教有救了，刹那间，如海市蜃楼，飞猛的梦泡沫化，心如落地玻璃碎了。

依然坚持下去的，马上轰5SA1的我们太过现实，原本有接近半班的学生报考，到最后全部撤离贫瘠的中国文学。我想为我们班全体同学，当然包括曾是报考中国文学生的我们说话：对，我们已经做出了决定，见风转舵，所以请你们尊重我们的抉择。我们并不是不热爱华文，是时势无法让我们造英雄，不想飞蛾扑火，自取灭亡。我想大声说，虽然你们会认为这是由于郭韦乐同学退出而引起的骨牌效应，但是请想一想，难道身为北海钟灵中学精英的我们竟然会冲动并以幼稚的想法来做出一项抉择？一项关乎我们前途未来的决定？难道我们不曾想过，今年没人A+，明年必定如天上星星，海边沙粒般多？请不要怪罪我们。

至于我们会做出如此决定，我们有我们的理由。

你们说我们不讲义气？看看我与亲爱的慧文的面子书对话吧：

····· ····· ·····

我：义气不能当饭吃！

慧文：不能当饭吃就当面吃啊！

我：可是面吃了没饭饱啊！

慧文：那就吃三碗啊！STUPID~

我：可是中国文学不能分成三碗啊！

我：其实义气也不能分三碗···

好啦，又离题了。不要酱沉重好不好，轻松一点吧。反正没考又不会下地狱，考了又不会上天堂对吧。

休息，何为休息？休息就是rest 吧？rest就是rehat吧？好，menurut definisi daripada kamus dewan, rehat bermaksud cuti,mengaso.其实我也不明白词典里的解释，还好有华文和英文的解释，我才看得懂。=）rehat 就是rest，rest就是休息。

为什么要休息？为了有好精神？为了没黑眼圈？为了健康？

不不不，题目都告诉你了啦，是为了走更长远的路。

那什么是更长远的路？打个比方，假如今天有9节课，你的路真的好长。从第一节到放学，必须专心致志地听老师催眠，是很累人的。所以，身为精明学生的我们，应该要充分休息，才能活力一整天。

如果···睡觉是一种休息的方法···

我做到了！妈，我成功了！

我，终于在上可爱的physics时酣睡了。原本只想闭目养神，耳朵在听课，哪里知道越睡越熟，还梦见我在开车呢。我第一次真真睡着了。却让你们看见了，真害臊。大家都在注视着我和敬学伏在桌上‘休息’吗？当我开眼睛时，是看见Ah Jing的眼睛··· ···你的眼神，如此温柔，却没带走我的心跳。

此后到放学，我和敬学都精神奕奕！yeah！

嗨，说了这么多，还不是只想掩盖自己上课睡觉的事实···

哎哟，不错哦！XD

STILL

Hide me now
Under Your wings
Cover me
Within Your mighty hand

When the oceans rise and thunders roar
I will soar with You above the storm
Father you are King over the flood
I will be still and know You are God

Find rest my soul
In Christ alone
Know His power
In quietness and trust

When the oceans rise and thunders roar
I will soar with You above the storm
Father You are king over the flood
I will be still and know You are God

I find peace in my heart when singing and listening to this song, I have the assurance that I am not alone in this highways and byways of life. Anything I can turn to Him and have hope.=)

Sometimes when you suffered a great loss or a failure in your life, of cause there are grief and sadness. Fear will engulf you, surround you and finally swallow you up.

Just as you think your life will be as calm as the sea, a tzunami will happen suddenly, who knows?

Fear of failure. That's it.

I realize that life will not move on smoothly as we all hope, it is full of challenges and obstacles, learning to rise up again at where you fall is a nesscessity.

Perharps I did not experience failure so much, life had been so peaceful and successful to me.When it caught me off guard I was nearly defeated.I know there is God, He is always there, giving me strength and covering me.I shall not blame Him for the failure, He has His own reason for something to happen.Maybe He wants me to learn to be humble in life, giving up pride and don't be over-confident. =)

P.S. hey hey hey~yo, I want to clarify that this is not an emo post, later my entire chatbox will be full of complaints again.haha~Listen!I am not emoing k!Ah Jing, I hope you won't say I emo again when you run into me, just discuss the Singapore trip will do.XD

Lastly: HAPPY EASTER!HE LIVES!

鬼也笑

啊哈！鬼也笑？ 听说这是《吓到笑》的part 2。我还没去看，可能也没得看了，最近真的比牛仔还忙，从中国寻根回来到现在，真的没有好好休息过。上个星期我没上到课，功课欠到一大堆。

老师就像大耳窿，今天的功课没交，明天的功课更多。唯一不同的是，功课你没跟她们借，她们却跟你讨。结果越欠越多，老师越追越猛。你死拼地抄，她们死拼的给。尤其是那只大猩猩，她给功课跟本不用经过大脑，就像念什么经酱念出来。当然，她讨功课也没有用大脑。你欠多少她压根儿不知道，多希望她是真的大耳窿。

今天我们上bio时终于可以拿拿刀，开开肚，看看老鼠的内脏了。英勇无比的我，当然是毛遂自荐、自告奋勇地穿上手套，为科学牺牲，冒着可能被老鼠咬的危险，为大家揭开皮下的面纱。戴着手套，我感觉到身为一名权威医师的威严；拿着剪刀，我知道一名医生对生命的责任。我深深的吸一口气，即将面对我人生首次对生物的解剖。我了解，这可能是我第一次，也是我最后一次，因为我天生就手抖··· ···

我并不害怕面对血淋淋的画面，只是双手不够沉稳及灵活···

首先，Ah Wan 叫我抓住老鼠的尾巴再把它放入装着Chloroform的瓶子里。这可过程就难熬，因为它垂死挣扎，死赖着瓶口不走。丽仙那组太太太太太太过残忍了，她们把它的肚子切开，并不是帮它接生。肚子一开起来，有7只可怜的鼠宝宝 在里面。我呢，就善良多了。在开始剪开它的皮肤之前，我还向它说拜拜，祝它一路好走。我问老师它会上天堂还是下地狱？老师不语 -.-

解剖的过程真有趣。XD 发生了许许多多的笑话。

说真的，当老鼠真的很可怜，还好我不是老鼠。如果我是一只白老鼠，我宁愿给猫咪吃十次，也不要给人类非礼我神圣的身躯。HNG～

老鼠！你真的好伟大！为了我们而死！我爱你！就像老鼠爱大米！

好了好了，又离题了。我不知道鬼看到会不会笑。听说整部戏鬼都没有笑，不知道为什么叫鬼也笑？真的是Ki Siao。那么问题来了，到底鬼会不会笑？ 你说会？不会？你又怎么知道？你连一只鬼都没看过叻。就算你真的很幸运在转角遇上了，你还没看清楚就已经跑快过世界纪录了咯，还管他Mai Leh有没有蒙娜丽莎的微笑？

So，鬼真的会笑吗？就让它来告诉你吧！ 来个appointment吧，鬼可是很忙的，不过没有牛仔忙。它们通常到处吓人，吓到人笑之后才有空。如果你真的真的很想知道鬼会不会笑，就讲个笑话给它听吧。XD哈哈哈。

祝你成功。希望听了你的笑话后，鬼-也-笑！

哎哟，不错哦！

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放荡够了,我这性子是该收了。

RUNNING OUT OF TIME

Wuuahhh~I am really running of time now.

REALLY!

I have no time to do my bloody homework.

I have no time to read my books.

I have no time to study.

I have no time to watch tele.

I have no time to online.

I have no time to blog!

Sorry for not updating so soon. I AM RUNNING OUT OF TIME. And as you know connect to the net means burning a few hours away. I can't afford that. Driving lesson had taken away my several precious afternoon time. And I couldn't believe that next Wednesday I am going to go for forum competition!! ABOLIDEBOH!

I am scared, I am tired,I am worried, I am nervous, I am full of fear...

Lord Jesus, take away all these from me, this is my prayer Lord, let me have Your peace in my heart, let me feel Your presence, as I know deep in my heart I shall not depend on myself, not even my confidence nor experiences, I must depend solely on You. You know I long for Your sovereign in my heart. Lead me and guide me in my life as I commit my life into Your mighty hands. Do not forsake me Lord almighty, let Thy will be done!By Your power I stand, by Your bread I live, by Your grace I dwell.I pray that Jesus, You'll be with me every moment every second, to help me to protect me!As I look back, I see Your blessings upon me, grace upon grace shower on me.You are Lord, You are King, You are Jesus!In Jesus almighty Name I pray, Amen.

=)

Yet, last night I went to COCLB's concert. I think last night was better than last year's.haha. The play I love most is Sui Jing's "Winter Hunt".XD Sui Jing was so cool k, solo leh. It was an unforgettable moment.=)

And we guys were forced to let go our places for the parents visitors due to oversold of tickets. Haiz, that was the priviledge to be Rou Yi's friends. So we moved to staircase there to continue to rest of the concert.

Suddenly, Xu Huan and Jasmine came to find us, they gave me a teddy bear, which was bought my Wei Qi's aka dead rope's mother, to be given to her on stage. The girls really acted so cowardly, it was their best friend's performance but they did not dare to show their love to her.

Hence, as you may have guessed, I was the one appointed by them to go up to stage and hand it to her. Yea, a guy walked up alone with a bear and handed it to a girl on the stage. Romantic hor.What might the teachers say?the students? I have no idea seriously.

After that, Yan Fen sms me to thank me. Praising that I did a great job -________-' You know I did that with sacrifices of tonnes of other girls tears??hahahahaha.XP

You might think that was funny, really funny indeed.

If you think laughing at me will cheer you up, be glad to continue then.XP