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Bob Dylan - The Times They Are A-Changin'

2012-02-03T23:10:00.003+08:00

Recently, I am reading "Steve Jobs" by Walter Isaacson. I quite enjoy the reading, I can always get into the world of the books depicted by the authors using my imagination. I am like zooming into the past of Steve Jobs, just like what you watchin Harry Potter. Haha.

What makes reading the book fun is I can search online the songs and people mentioned. By doing this I can gain more understanding on what the issues discuss in the book and sink deeper into their times. =)

Undoubtedly, Steve Job's favourite singer was Bob Dylan, but he said his performance was not that good in his later years. I have just started to listen to Bob Dylan's songs. This song "The Times They Are A-Changing'" is a very famous song in their generation, and the lyrics are meaningful too.

Steve Jobs used the second phrase as opening during the launch of the first Macintosh in 1984.XD

Come gather 'round people
Wherever you roam
And admit that the waters
Around you have grown
And accept it that soon
You'll be drenched to the bone.
If your time to you
Is worth savin'
Then you better start swimmin'
Or you'll sink like a stone
For the times they are a-changin'.

The line it is drawn
The curse it is cast
The slow one now
Will later be fast
As the present now
Will later be past
The order is
Rapidly fadin'.
And the first one now
Will later be last
For the times they are a-changin'.Come mothers and fathers
Throughout the land
And don't criticize
What you can't understand
Your sons and your daughters
Are beyond your command
Your old road is
Rapidly agin'.
Please get out of the new one
If you can't lend your hand
For the times they are a-changin'.Come senators, congressmen
Please heed the call
Don't stand in the doorway
Don't block up the hall
For he that gets hurt
Will be he who has stalled
There's a battle outside ragin'.
It'll soon shake your windows
And rattle your walls
For the times they are a-changin'.Come writers and critics
Who prophesize with your pen
And keep your eyes wide
The chance won't come again
And don't speak too soon
For the wheel's still in spin
And there's no tellin' who
That it's namin'.
For the loser now
Will be later to win
For the times they are a-changin'.

北海锺灵中学第12届毕业生｜聚餐晚宴宣传短片

2012-02-02T18:39:00.002+08:00

Nahh! This is the full version of the short clip!

My part is reduced to a few only, and got one screen I was walking from right to left, my head faced the other direction. Can you recognise it was I?Haha, too bad, my big head had blocked You Jing completely from view.XP

It was a nice experience and a priviledge to take part in this short clip.

However, I think they didn't put in the toilet-bombing part in the short clip, which was a 'trend' in their times. And you see 2 guys were punished to stretch their arms straight with Paus in hands, Mr. Ho said he really punished that 2 guys with the same way 10 years ago. That kind of punishment was carried out only once due to the boys bought Paus from the canteen for the girls in class after recess. Haha. The price for being gentlemen.Erm, I think I did buy bread for a girl from canteen after recess time too, or I accompanied her to canteen during lessons, or both. Haha. But normally I asked girls like Rou Yi ah, Yan Fen ah, Fish ah to buy back for me.XD Let them be the gentlewomen. Err, that girl, I am sure she is not that special girl who comes across in your mind. I don't feel like disclosing who she is here due to some reasons, I feel uneasy to do that. She aka ~~dead rope~~. Got it?XD

Alright, what exciting and unforgettable memories we had, to be recalled after 10 years?If I am to direct a video clip like this, I will include the craziest things I was involved with. We did not bomb the toilets, but we made smoke bombs in the science lab. We were not punished or caught by the authorities,even though we ponteng sekolah and just like that *proud. Haha.

So let's do it!!

Back from the library, after 3rd of December.

Hasta La Vista Neri

2012-02-01T16:16:00.001+08:00

Ah, still remember when Neri reached Malaysia this time I was in Youth Camp, her sister asked us out for dinner with her but none of us could. Haha, too bad. I was thinking that she would stay here for quite a long time. Yea, it was indeed a long time, but time flies, remember? And she is now flying too! Flying back to Austrialia.

No, I am not going to fall into nostalgia again. No more reviewing back what she had done with us. I used to know I am too emotional, too sentimental, at least as a guy I am. I can't bear the feeling of losting something, friends, time etc. Last time when I came back to Penang during holidays and went back to KL again, I would feel like crying. The first time I experienced such heart-breaking feeling was in 2001, when I was taken back to my own home, separated from my grandma after living with her for 6 years. Even though we were not far at all, and we still see each other everyday, but I just couldn't bear that. Later on in my life I experienced much more of this.

However this time, I don't feel like emo. Haha. I can imagine Neri's expression when she reads this and she will probably be thinking " What the!? You don't miss me at all?" haha. I do miss you a lot kay, but I am not really going to sit in front of my desk and think it over and over again, picturing your plane flies over my condominium, listening close to any noise from the sky, then only I realize, your plane is supposed to fly towards another direction.XD I can't pretend the airplanes in the night skies are like shooting stars too.Of course we hope you can stay with us for a longer time, but you gotta go.

Why.

I start to learn that you know reaching-leaving, come in and out, is part of parcel of life. We had a very nice time when you were here, we didn't have war and we were perfectly in peace. So, that is not much for me to regret of. You are going to come back, don't you?

I anticipate you arrival, I accept your departure.

I took 17 years to learn about this. We are the sole soujourners on this earth. We came to this world alone ( except the twins in America, whatever they do wherever they go they're together, but perharps not for toilet's time.) Similarly we are going to die alone too. Is there a kingsize coffin? Since we can reach this earth alone, why must we have company every minute? I am not saying we don't need friends, but we must be clear that friends won't forever by your side, even though they are forever alone. Ha.

A few days before you left, you helped to make my 18th birthday celebration a success. It was a great one, I don't know why I keep repeating, haha. The noon time lunch was really a nice plot. XD You all were too clever. I surrender. But I need to clarify here, I was not disappointed for the watermelon cake and lunch k. If you all didn't offer me that in the afternoon I would probably sit at home and wait for the night surprise. Haha.

Now, Neri's not here anymore, QQ and Pokok are in jail, J ,Wee Rock and Mingboy are locked up in the classroom, Yan Fen starts to work, Fish is in the aquarium, the original Citra Team just left Rou Yi and me who are 'free mobile'. I am working too but I am totally free in the afternoon. Haih, how ah Rou Yi? Your mum says she doesn't want to see you at home right, we find something to do ba.

Okay,

HASTA LA VISTA NERI!!

Underworld : Awakening

2012-01-30T21:48:00.000+08:00

Underworld! The first 18 PL movie we watched in GSC LEGALLY!

We will never forget the day, which proved that we're adults once again.

I was already in Lunar New Year ( my dad said saying Chinese New Year is a little bit racist.) holiday mood on that friday, you know when you start to work you will thirst more for holidays to reach by crossing out dates on the calendar ever than during your schooling days.

Pokok was back to drive us out again!! It was so excited, not because of we were going out again, but we were going out like a family. Sitting inside Pokok's Citra you will have that feeling. His car is large and comfy enough to fit 7 persons. We need not to reach a destination by separate cars. The most amazing thing was even though I kept making noise, Pokok could still brought us there safely. Haha.

UNDERWORLD : AWAKENING is a significant movie to me because finally we can enjoy the thrill of an above 18 movie without fear. Let the officers go up and down to check for 'intruders', we are not afraid to show our identity card anymore. Do you still remember a month ago what happened there at the entrance of GSC?15 of us were blocked and chased.

That friday, when we entered the ticket check point, all of us felt excited. Before that we would be nervous to pass through it, we acted like an adult, we were afraid of being called to show IC. But now on that day, we just headed to it without any plans and strategies, no more what a guy pairs with a girl to act like a couple or any nonsense. We were even hoping that they would check our ICs, we clutched our ICs in hands and ready to 'show hand'. We slowed down our paces, waiting them to call us. However, they seemed like not going to check. Hmm, quite disappointed. At last, they requested our ICs! Yeah! We gladly showed them! In our hearts we thought : " Want to see ah, nahh, see until you're syok!"

Somehow they knew our thoughts, returning us the cards and said " Wahh, baru lapan belas ah." with a grin.

This experience was fantastic! You will enjoy that moment one day if you are still under 18. Be patient. Then you will miss the days when you need to break in like robbing a bank.

Okay~enough adventures. Let's talk about the movie.

In fact I don't like scary and horror movies. If not the sake of 18 PL, I will not risk my heart to be stopped one or two second. Lucikly it was not a ghost movie, or else I would close my eyes until the movie ended. It was just a little bit , er, bloody. Anyway I still could bear it. All I did was picturing myself as a surgeon, I am trained to see all these bloody scenes.

But it was really really bloody. The way they kill, I advise you to choose alternative ways if you want to murder someone one day. Haha.Firstly, you need not to shock yourself with the opened wounds and bones.

I never watch the prequels before. The good part of it was I could still catch up with the story line. It's all about humans, vampires and werewolves again. The war between these creatures in Underworld was far exciting than the Twilight Saga. The way the vampires fight with the Lycans, wow, was much more watchable and cool than how they fight in Breaking Dawn. There were a lot of actions, unlike mere pushing and yelling in Breaking Dawn.

One common thing I found from 2 movies was, all vampires seem to have the same jumping high and fast motion super power. Perharps this is the typical characteristic of a vampire? Just like they are afraid of sunlight and drink blood to sustain life? On the other hand, werewolves are not quite the same. The werewolves in both movies need not to wait until full moon to transform.

Anticipating Resident Evil and G.I. Joe this year!

18 PL

2012-01-29T00:11:00.000+08:00

Thud thud.Finally I am 18! I need not to worry about being caught by those officers in GSC when we watch above 18 movies again! Yeah! I am considered an adult! Facebook introduced me some new privacy settings for adults. This means I have to bear responsibilities, I am not a child anymore. I know it is very hard for me, but this is the rite of passage which I have to go through, I will not fear, I will not be afraid.

27th of January 2012!! A wonderful day. I shall not forget the 24 hours of the day.

Last year we did crazy things, we KRS group celebrated in the school compound. We built up fire and had a BBQ illegally. Haha.

This year! Something even crazier, I called it insanely great!

I don't know where to begin the story. I am afraid my english will ruin the grand surprise they intended to give. From the photos on Facebook you can see.

It was really a surprise for me. Haha. I heard that you all wanted to disappoint me by having a small celebration only. Perharps you all always hear that I keep on stressing on my birthday. In fact I am only joking all the time. I really don't expect such big celebration. But without you all taking it seriously I would not have such amazing birthday!haha.

I only expect to have a meal with you all and that's all. So the watermelon with candle and lunch at Kun Thai had done the job. I was not disappointed lah. You all didn't forget my birthday and willing to spend time with me, I really appreciate that. You see, not everyone is willing to show up or perharps they have their own events.

Fish said I am too hard to be fooled. Well, indeed yes. hahaha. I am too sensitive to the changes of surroundings, just like Rou Yi said I am very sensitive to the camera shots. It is just a matter to continue to find out what's wrong or let the plans go on. XP However, even though I sensed something wrong, but you all made an effort to distract me from it.

I was wondering why suddenly Neri asked Rou Yi to go to the kitchen.

I was wondering why you all shouted when Jing entered the kitchen.

I decided to take a look but Rou Yi and Wen Nee kept on talking to me.

I was wondering why Neri, Jing and Fish just disappeared from Teacher's car during the second round. Yan Fen said that's something wrong in Jing's house, so teacher dropped her off. But why Neri and Fish jumped off the car too? Yan Fen stopped me from asking more questions by saying I can't accept they didn't say goodbye. Ya, why they didn't call up and say something? I wanted to give one of them a call to show some concern, but I was afraid they would shoot me again.

So I shifted the attack to teacher. I asked her why they were. She answered they had some stuff to do. I continued to ask where she dropped them. And guess what, teacher answered : " I DON'T KNOW!"

You don't know where you drop them? Wow. Haha. I knew that was something else happening. However, I laughed it off, lazy to care about it.

You all were preparing the watermelon in the kitchen. You all were doing cards in J's house.

Ohya, thank you very much for your underwear too!!I will wear it everyday without washing it until next year!yeah!!

You all really planned hard for this, especially Neri, stealing my dad's number from the beginning. And you all were willing to take the risk too!!That I will by personality try hard to find out what's going on and you know I am ego enough to not to be fooled. Haha.I guess its because of that small celebration, it camouflaged your big surprise.As I said I thought we would have a meal and just like that.

And the last event of the day was Karaoke at Rou Yi's house. Fish ah, those amazing videos just upload to your blog enough la. Actually Facebook also can lah. I don't mind.=)

THANK YOU TO ALL OF YOU!!!

I WILL NOT DISAPPOINT YOU!!!

HAPPY 18TH MATTNIFICENT BIRTHDAY MATT!!

I Love Hong Kong 2012

2012-01-25T23:00:00.000+08:00

喜上加喜！

2012 会不会像2011那样充满回忆、艰辛和冒险？可能会吧，不，一定会，绝不让这三百多个日子白白平淡从十指间溜走。平平淡淡，从来没有和我有过交集。我个人比较喜欢轰轰烈烈，干什么都一样，搞得很夸张。就像那天柔仪大姐说的一样，低调从来不和我画上等号。这样的我，你是不会了解的，但你说不了解不代表不喜欢。我觉得没有不喜欢也不意味着喜欢。

好了，说说这部戏吧。我觉得农历新年一定要看贺岁片才会过得更加有意义，不是吗？来点搞笑的是最好。但是近来的片子虽然多，但未必好看。本土贺岁片可能没那么精彩，但能让我们感同身受，产生共鸣。

有曾志伟的戏肯定不会闷，就算拍得真的很废很无里头，你也会在笑破肚皮上了厕所之后才发现的。

唯一让我无法接受的是，他们拷贝了《那些年，我们一起追的女孩》。哈哈。当主题曲《那些年》前奏响起，我就大感不妙。

不过，这还是一部不错的电影，虽然有一点黄色。

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我在初一看这部电影。应该说是年初二凌晨吧。震杰在傍晚六点突然拨电给我，不久我便在他的车上了。到油站加油掀开了另一场没有精心设计的外出的序幕。我们兜兜转转载了斯豪就在他家讨论好去处。

最后还是约不着其他人，我们三只好上路了。到了戏院，比较早的戏票都卖完了，就买了凌晨一点二十五分的。看了看手表，距离好戏开场还有几个小时，就到处兜寻找晚餐。

享受了另一番浪费车油的乐趣，我们十点在自动城（auto city ）的寿司王吃宵夜吧。

三个男人饭后一起绕着小市走呀走，聊呀聊，感觉还不赖。XD 我们还在太阳路购物商场内的一处坐在地上谈心事呢。

回到家已是三点半了。听说我下车之后震杰还被警察拦截。

这一回这么“早” 回到家，妈妈没有说什么，其实也得到了她的恩准，只不过被外婆念了三天三夜而已。

重回路上

2012-01-19T22:57:00.002+08:00

你别来无恙。

被骂在所难免，工作总会遭上头的责骂，唯独我没这个成长的机会，我工作时都在叫妈妈的。忍辱是我要学的，负重已学了一些些。但有时真的沉不住气。

最近看着镜子，头上的三千烦恼丝已长到了三千寸。科学家说，地壳是不停地运动并相互挤压。这促成了山的形成，也说明了山是会不断地长高。唔，我的头发也一样。一层一层地盖着，蛮重的，而且也越来越乱了，长得太没规矩了，从前像鸟窝，现在像草丛。除此之外，还接到了许多投诉，说是时候除草了。哎，说真的不是我不想除啊，农历新年快到了，我是怕太早修剪会早长啊。

好了，又离题了。

车祸后的车总是怪怪的。重新坐上驾驶座的感觉也很怪，可以说是战战兢兢吧。少芬姐约我们吃饭，哪来推辞的理由，放工后我浩浩荡荡地驱车载了柔仪（还蛮喜欢跟她聊天的，尤其是当她自恋地说她是环球小姐，或者说她的莫林，真的很滑稽。）、媛芬和鱼儿到阿帕思（Apex）去会合。

咱们在车上聊得狠兴致，虽然停车时由于某种“特殊的情况”花上了些时间。她们这一般是非常有纪律的乘客，决不大声尖叫。哈哈。捏你啊，你啊，别伤心啦，你的危机意识很强而已，如果世界明天末日，记得通报以下哦，让我可以到班台可啦处看最后一个日落。谢谢。

说到到海边看日落，少芬姐说什么到班台不屑（Pantai Bersih）去？啊，我的童年是那里的夕阳和海风陪我度过的呀。那里的太阳总是躲到光大的背后。

对了，少芬姐穿着小圆点的衣服提了三块蛋糕来。我还大费周章地推断哪块最好吃呢。谢谢您啦，祝我生日快乐！

这一次的午餐虽没能像上次一样跑几站，但我们还是聊得很开心。下一个节目是这班姐妹看我剪头发。她们很想看看草丛蜕变成美丽花园的过程，亦或是见证神山的伫立。很可惜，静霓无法参与这神圣的一刻，我得先送她回家。

车子缓缓走着，突然发现快没油了！媛芬说得对，开车不怕迷路，只怕没了油！没油就意味着失去安全感。失了安全感就等于没了安全。你猜在这样艰难、千钧一发的时刻我做了什么呢？不是拨电求助，而是当机立断地撑到加油站添油。够厉害吧。XD

可是到了加油站问题又来了，该添多少呢？一番深思熟虑之后，帮了哥哥打了十令吉的。这个地方就是上次我处女添油时只添了四十仙的案发现场。真是的，有够丑。可喜的是，这一次有了招待员帮我的忙：

阿里：Guna kad?

我：Tidak, guna cash. (sorry,no card.)

阿里：Nak berapa?

我：10 cukup la.

阿里：Ok,wahh, dalam kereta semua Ah Moi ah.

我：Tidaklah, semua kawan sahaja.(我不知道为什么我酱讲，好像有点答非所问耶)

阿里：Pergi Penang ke?

我：Tak adalah, lari-lari di sini saja.(walao A 十块钱的油能到槟城咩)

过后我们又浩浩荡荡地理发去。柔仪大姐介绍的，她是想把我的公鸡头搞成像她的头盔头吧？对了，柔仪啊，我不习惯在理发时这样的情况下说话，我知道你不习惯没有我的声音，你就忍忍吧。

她们过一会儿就去买饮料了，然后站在玻璃墙外盯着我看。这是我人生第一次同朋友一起理发，准确的说是被观看，而且还是跟一群女的。

好了，我过新年的头，就这样了。其实还真的很帅气啦。谢谢柔仪大姐！

Happy Birthday Khai Cheat!

我还在努力。

The Opening Ceremony of St. Joseph @ Gurney Paragon

2012-01-17T16:14:00.001+08:00

I will tell you about Qnet next time, but I wonder it worths to be here or not. My left leg was in, but I used my right leg to jump out of it. Haha. Next time, if I still remember, will tell you the story.

All of you often go to Gurney Plaza, I am pretty sure of it. Have you ever noticed some years ago, probably you were still young and just like monkeys, there are some old buildings along the Gurney drive beside the Plaza? I have totally no impression.

There was a church with the name Saint Joseph. I think the building is under the supervision of UNESCO heritage, that's why when they built Gurney Paragon the building is preserved.

I love Gurney Plaza, I think I will vote her as the best shopping mall in Penang if there is such ranking. =)

However, I feel like I started to love Gurney Paragon, she is younger and prettier, haha, giving you a different feeling. The cheapest condominiums at Gurney Paragon cost RM2.4 million. WOW! Nevermind, I will try my best to own one since I like to gaze at the sea.

Okay, why there isn't anybody asks me why on earth I attended the opening ceremony of St. Joseph at Gurney Paragon?

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My brother and his partner's company had been invited to the event. The two young directors were given a chance to demo their products there. So his partner's girl friend and I went to help unofficially and were proud to be the first unofficially workers.

They used our Flux chairs from Holland as the VVIP seats on the stage.

Nah, this one. Want to have a try? Visit my house ba.

I really thank my brother for giving me such a chance to attend the event. It was not because I can see Mr Lim Guan Eng in person, but I was in the midst of successful businessmen and entrepreneurs. The event was very class. In fact, I learnt many things and my mind was further broaden ( Open big eye border ). The way they communicate, the way to present your products, the place was splendid. This experience is memorable.

Yeah, one day I will be an entrepreneur, one day I will be one of them. XD

This event is a start.

Airport - Go Positive

2012-01-13T16:41:00.001+08:00

WOW, first time I saw the new Penang airport. The last time I went to airport they were still renovating the building. I would say it's a nice handsome piece of work.=)

Goodbye Leong Jia Jung and Leong Jia Siang. We know each other since year 2001. Erm, how many years already ya? Hold on, I go press calculator see. 2012 - 2011 = 11. 11 years!!

We are not that close, but at least we were classmates. I thought twice should I go to the airport with Jun Xian and Tze Xiuan. I went.

Airports - People fly in and off. Friends and families who are at the arrival section can't hide their eagerness to meet their love ones. On the other side the daparture section is engulfed with sad and cloudy mood. But it does not neccessarily to be like that.

Okay. Don't worry, I am not going to say how will I miss the twins. To be frank I have no such feelings. We are not that close. We had no much topics to chat, I just kept throwing french fries into my mouth at McD. They are unusual pair of twins, with weird characters and weird ways of doing things. Haha. The reason I post this is not to elaborate my feelings towards them upon flying off the Florida nor badmouth them. It's about seeing some event with another point of view.

They're considered lucky to have the chance to go overseas and start a new life. If now were 2011 and before, I would sigh and lament that I don't have such opportunities. Er, plus a little bit of jealousy.

But now is 2012, the same earth, the same Penang, the same event, the same me but with a different mindset. I can feel I am changing, and this feeling is insanely great ( Steve Jobs loved this phrase ) ! After so many storms in my life over the 5 years, so much pain and those adversities I had gone through, I doubted did I grow? Now I can say it firmly, I am growing.

I started to have so-called positive mental attitude. Everyone is talking about thinking positively, every book teaches how. However, do you really know how it works? To me it works like this : When you meet something bad or something devastating, of cause you will feel discouraged and sad. You'd try to think positively, but failed. Over time, you will start to neglect it, you will feel nothing about it, it is like you get numb with it. You will just keep quiet and don't care, don't feel sad and don't feel good either. I call this transition period. Haha. When you are in this stage, press on, you are almost there. Okay, keep implanting positive thinkings, some time later you'll find yourself thinking the opposite of the problem. You will start to realize you will automatically think the bright side of the problem, not to comfort yourself, but you are confronting it and you carry the hope. That's it.

I am still practising, not that strong yet. But I know I can bear more pressure and stress. =)

You take your plane and you fly off, good luck I wish you. I have my own path and I am taking it alone. I don't have the chance given but I can create one myself. I used to find a companion to walk along with me, perharps I don't want to be alone. But I realize no one can't stick to me where ever I go, we have different goals and directions, I need to be totally independant.

No one is going to cut off my right arm if I don't go to USA. No one is going to take away my bicycle if I don't go for A levels. No one is going to put me in jail if I don't succeed ( But I will be the winner of my life ). XD

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Another thing I saw was, how the twins treated Jun Xian. I am always proud to say that I am walao A si pek deng kind. I am mild and my boiling point is quite low. You know what, I think Teh Jun Xian has no boiling point. They treated him more like a servant than a good friend. I was totally dumbfounded when I saw how they talked to him. They were leaving, Jun Xian was like a housekeeper and Ahmad, he was assigned with jobs like sending this book to who, top-up phone money, collecting books fees from the library, do this and do that. I noticed this outrageous phenomenon a day before, Jia Siang ordered Jun Xian to take his bag from his car when Yan Fen arrived.

Argh, don't worry my friends, I will help you to do the chores listed above too, but I will give you a slap and bang your head to the wall if you say it in a harsh way. I have no image, you can laugh at me as you wish, but please, I am a human being with dignity.

Maybe this is their way of interaction, or Jun Xian owes them RM100000000000000. Who knows? XD.

PS : Jia Jung kept calling GIRLS to say good bye and asking them what they want from USA. I thought he just called one girl. My sister told me he called her friends too. =0 GUYS, do you receive any calls from them? XP

NOTICE

2012-01-10T21:16:00.000+08:00

Attention to all my faithful friends and readers!

Argh~Recently I received many complaints about my blog.Haha. Perharps the word complaints is a little bit strong. Okay, comments I should say - my posts are freaking lengthy!!

In fact, I constantly receive such comments.

Well, don't worry, I am not grumbling or what, there is absolutely no right or wrong on this matter. Through the book " Whatever you think, think the opposite" I learnt that there is no good or bad decisions and perharps opinions too. I am trying to practise "Judge less, accept more".

NOTICE

I am not giving in. XD I will still type a long long post, with the opening, content and conclusion paragraphs, the stereotype essay format. To me it's is my style of blogging, in spite of practising the usage of the languages, it's a full desription of my view towards an issue or an event.

Some say they feel lazy to scan through lines by lines, words by words. They prefer short posts with pictures and photos. I know reading is quite tiring sometimes especially from a screen. You have your reason and I am perfectly alright with it. I do respect your opinions, my friends. However, I feel that I am not going to that style yet, I won't say never.XP I am quite stuborn, remember?Haha. And I won't lose myself. I believe some may enjoy reading it.

WIN - WIN

Since I respect your opinions, and I don't want any of you miss out my interesting life ( Maybe, haha ) , I come out with a win - win solution. I will try to insert some pictures related to my ideas, and I will bold and underline and highlight and enlarge the summary. Okay with that?XD So you can just scan through with a glance!And for your information, there is a rating bar below the post, do rate it.=) Thank you. Any feedbacks and suggestions please don't hesitate to type a comment. Yeah. Your cooperation is highly appreciated. Thank you for your support.

P.S. I did try to make it more formal like a notice. X)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ROU YI DA JIE!!

十八 - 花样年华

The Darkest Hour

2012-01-05T23:02:00.000+08:00

Argh! Red FM keeps on promoting this movie. " Aliens from elsewhere invaded Russia and attacked humans, 5 survivors ......." When you listen to the advertisement you will absolutely be attracted to enter the cinema for the movie, their tricks succeeded then.

I watched it with Zhen Jie and Seok Hui last year's last week. Zhen Jie highly recommended it that time because according to him newspapers were giving nice and positive introduction on it. So we went in.

Okay, this is what I reacted : I really wanted to walk out after 5 minutes.

Do you remember the movie Skyline in 2010? Ya, the same type.

Aliens from elsewhere conquered earth for the minerals. The movie didn't tell where the aliens were from, they just dropped from the sky and just like that. Everyone's screaming and running for lives. Then the remnants were trying to fight back. The end of the movie was they knew many survivors in other places were starting to counter-attack the aliens. And it's not scary either.

NO HEAD, NO TAIL.

I don't like it. It does not satisfy my curiosity ( plus good explanation ) towards the origin of the aliens and the conclusion.

Trailer!

2012-01-04T23:01:00.001+08:00

This is the movie clip's trailer I mentioned that day, I am in it!YEAH!

Seriously I think this clip is very brilliant, hope the movie will be good also.XD And my face will appear more!HAHA. You will definitely recognize me with my signature mountain-spiky-hair!

By the way, Neri's selfvideo is so cute!!Like acting a drama or what weih. It's so much different from the way you talk to us kay! I must admit you speak too fast in your accent and I hardly catch what you are saying.Haha. But at last I got it lah.

-JUDGE LESS,ACCEPT MORE-

First Day at Work

2012-01-03T23:02:00.004+08:00

Many of you have started working or studying. Congratulation to you if you make it to college! I want to study too!Ya I almost get into Inti to study HSC but, no.Haha.

Tomorrow school is going to start, I can't bear seeing my sister in uniform and school bag to return to school. How I wish I can go back, to meet up with you guys everyday, doing nonsense and pranks, joking about everything. We still can hang out, but not on a day to day basis like we had in school right? It's okay, although I can't have a proper education at least in 3 months time, I can start home-schooling myself.XD I will do a lot of reading, touching every subject every topic to fill up my brain. Borders is the first place I want to conquer, with Starbucks of course. Yeah!

Okay, let's talk about what actually happened during my first day at work after 3 years. I tried to look some part-time jobs in Sunway, but then my mum offered me to teach at her kindergarten as a Chinese teacher. Okay then, it's just half day, I can do my own stuff in the afternoon. However, I take it as helping her, not hoping to get the pay. She is my mum man and I am sure she won't scold me.Haha.

I reached there with my mum at 7am. My time is from 9am to 12am. I continued to read my Steve Jobs until the kids were ready. I taught 4-year-old kids first. First day of school, what would you usually do in class? Self introduction and getting to know each other.

I asked one of the kids :" What is your name?"

She stared at me with innocent eyes. After a few attempts, I was fed up.

I asked the next one the same question :" What is your name?"

" Name!" She repeated with a broad smile. Argh.

I asked the third one, which I knew his name.

"Are you Firaz?"

" NO." He didn't bother to look at me. Perharps, this is humour?

-______________-

It's so hard to control them. I really admire my mum having such tolerance, not patience. Firaz loves to teach others how to play a toy. He tries to be a teacher. He can be a leader someday.

Then I changed period to teach elder kids. They were more disciplined and organized. I gave them Chinese spelling to recall their last year's lessons. One of the girls kept shooking her head saying "I don't know I don't know!" Even you had taught her, she still refused to learn. Then she drew a square and told me it's a circle (wow). I drew a circle and asked her what's that, she said it's a square (cool).

One of the girls is very clever. She wrote faster than others and started to laugh at people who were slower. She tried to be one step further than others, then other clever kids also wanted to follow her. The class turned into a turmoil.

One thing in common however, for the kids - they love to colour.

I think I didn't give so much trouble to my teacher when I was at their age. Haha. They are horrible kids!

Hope tomorrow will be better! Yeah!

Sherlock Holmes : A Game of Shadows

2012-01-02T21:46:00.001+08:00

Thumbs up!XD I watched this with friends right after we went Pantai Kerachut, with our smelly bodies full of the smell of salt from the sea and the salt we excreted. This is one of the nice movies I watched in 2011. It is like mission impossible in 20th century, although it talks about how a detective solves a case but it is more to accomplishing a mission impossible to me. In fact, there are many similarities between Sherlock Holmes and Mission Impossible 4 - Their enemies are trying to bomb the world, they travel from place to place too.

The movie is pretty exciting, from the beginning to the end, full of suspense and it takes away your breath. I love to watch movies which require you to think, not just a show feast for your eyes. This is it. You need to think fast if you want to catch up with the story line. Someone said it is boring but I totally disagree. I am ready to watch it a second time!

Holmes is a genius, no doubt about that, and every genius seems to have some mental defectiveness, they tend to act in a strange way, perharps that's why they are genius.Haha. The way Sherlock speaks, the way he behaves and the way he thinks.

Let me ask a question again, why are all the main characters so rich?

One thing that I admire him is his steadiness and calm when facing heart-breaking events. When he knows his lover is killed, he remains calm and he does not show any weak sign to his enemy. Ya, his face changed, but his thoughts are still sharp and clear. I learn that sometimes we must really put away our personal emotions for the greater good.=)

Dr. Watson, you will never suggest he is a doctor looking at this poster. Oh yea. Nowadays Hollywood has changed the stereotype image of the doctors huh.He is a doctor with exceptionally good fighting skills.XD A doctor need not be quiet and mature, its proven by Dr. Watson. He can fool around and have the courage to adventure too. If I am to become a doctor, I want to be one like him! Yeah.

Embrace 2012!

2012-01-01T17:14:00.003+08:00

GOOD BYE 2011!And for 2012,NEW YEAR NEW HOPE NEW ADVENTURE!

What a year we had, from the beginning to the end, it's full of hardship and joy. We spent our 17, and now we are considered 18. We fought the SPM war last year, yet there are more tough wars ahead waiting for us. We are separated physically, but we both know we will never forget each other.XD

Today is the first day of 2012, a fresh new year. No point zooming back to the past, let bygones be bygones.=) I wish to take this chance to apologize to those I ever hurt, whacked, scolded etc. If I accidentally made you jealous by talking to your crush ( HA HA HA HA), or I pranked you too much ( YEAH ), sorry and I will be careful next time but you need to be careful also because I will continue to prank you. XD Everyday is Aprilfool to me!

Let us look foward to 2012!

What are your new year wishes?

As I said in the previous post I was afraid of the coming 2012, but then I decided to adjust myself to embrace it. Leaving all the negative thoughts behind. Sometimes all you need to do is to change your point of view, and you will feel better.

To me, 2012 is still covered by fog, I can't see clearly what is on my way and my target. Many of you have signed up courses, but my future is still a big question mark. You can consider me a ~~failure~~ because I still don't know which field should I enter.Engineering?(by the way Shao Fen Jie says I have an engineer-look.XD) Medicine?Or any other possibilities?However, I know I will get on the road one day. Paul Arden in "Whatever you think, think the opposite" says :"DO IT, THEN FIX IT AS YOU GO.Too many people spend too much time trying to perfect something before they actually do it.Instead of waiting for perfection,run with what you've got,and fix it as you go." ya, this is it. What are you waiting for? The best chance?The best climate?The best person?So if I ever make a decision on education, stop commenting, I do appreciate your concerns, but there is no absolute right or wrong decisions, every option has it's pros and cons, agree?

The next thing I want to challenge myself is, GET OVER THE PAST. I am a optimistic person, ya I am. But I kept looking back. I could just sit and think about yesterday for the entire afternoon. I love to joke, but you will be amazed sometimes I will emo too. So I make up my mind to be really happy, stop thinking about the bad things, grab the time to live life to the fullest!I don't want to waste my time and energy to bother what others think. I will be neutral too, accept everyone's behaviour, whether it is good or bad. You must realize everyone has his or her weaknesses, just close one eye and don't criticize,( Don't learn it up too. ) don't make yourself suffer. I must really practise "Be There", which means be 100 percent in what you are doing at the time. Spend the time with quality, if not you will regret again.Thank you Neri for confiscating my phone last night. Haha.

Overall my new year wishes are have a happy family, a fullest life,a new target and your heart etc. XD maybe.

2102 YEAR NEW HAPPY!

Before 2011 Ends

2011-12-30T09:44:00.004+08:00

New Year is just around the corner, I am not that excited as usual and I am still sick. In fact, I am afraid of the coming 2012. No, the world will not end in 2012, but the our lives will somehow change.

Do you realize that you will never need to get up early in the morning, dress in your school uniforms and climb up to the fourth floor to your class? If you are going to college, your classmates will never be the same again.

When the clock strikes 00:00 and everyone is shouting "Happy New Year!", it signifies a brand new life to us. The countdown event may be the last event for us to gather with the same past and the same origin. We will find a time to gather again, we sure do, but that time we will have different stories with us to tell,nothing we can share in common. Those days, those hard times we experienced together will not replicate. We will never study together in library again.

And of course, everyone goes on with his or her own way. Studying, working or national service.

However, life goes on. This is what Jeffrey told me 3 years ago. We can't avoid the changes and the only way to get rid of it is to adapt to it. We will have new friends but we won't forget the old friends.

Let us embrace the future, let go all the sadness and frustration. The view from this hilltop is fantastic, but please don't stop here. Pick up your backpack when the sun rises, continue your journey of life. Be courageous to walk down the slope so you can climb a higher mountain. Your friends and companions may choose other routes, there is absolutely no reason to follow them.

On Saturday night we will gather at different spots with different people, shouting

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

I am ready to take the risk, waiting the perfect timing to reach.

Just For Laughs Gags - Accidental Shooting Prank

2011-12-29T10:35:00.001+08:00

Just for laughs!!!XD

I'M STILL ALIVE!

2011-12-28T22:54:00.000+08:00

Thud, thud. Not to worry, I'm still alive.

Sometimes you will feel a sign before something like disasters or accidents to happen. Maybe. Is it your instinct? Or your sixth sense? Perharps it's from God, sending you a warning, speaking to your heart very softly. And, like any other, I used to overlook it, muffling down the inner voice. Don't think too much Matty, nothing will happen.

This was just an ordinary day. The sun rised and went down. But before he hid himself completely behind the hills, ... ....

We were setting off to my grandma's house.At the lobby of my home my dad passed me the car keys and asked me to drive. I was wearing pants with no pockets, so I didn't bring my wallet and I held my phone in hand. Funny, it has been a long time I didn't drive my family out, and when the chance was offered I left my driving licence behind. I thought for awhile, why.

Out in the road, turned left. Oh no, it's Wednesday night, pasar malam. I reminded my dad. Should I? You could still squeeze through the market.He turned back and chose another route.

Going on smoothly.I leaned on the left door with my left shoulder as I used to, spinning my phone, never know what was I expecting of.

RED LIGHT ahead!Dad made a right turn to avoid it. I thought it was not neccessary. Silence reigned. Maybe my mum had fallen asleep.

Almost there, last right turn to cross. I saw the lights, a few were slow far behind the opposite way, but one was moving fast. Ah, I thought we needed to wait.

Yea, I thought.

The car did not come to a rest. It took a turn. What?!

I felt the time had stopped. In a second, my mind was turning and thinking fast. My dad should have stepped on the pedal hard to make a fast turn. However it seemed to be so slow. Why my mum wasn't screaming as she used to? Should I shout?

The light slowed a little bit and it yawed left and right. Wow, so near, with a passenger.Finally, I made up my mind to shout for a warning but it turned out to be a scream of fear.

~~BANG!~~

I threw my body to the right and put my hands behind my head immediately. Of course, eyes closed.The car stopped after a few seconds.Ah, let me think, fight or flight reaction? Well, I am trained.Yeah.Haha.

I felt an impact on my left shoulder.Tiny pieces showered on me from behind, like scenes in the movies.A huge impact huh. When I opened up my eyes again, glass debris all over the cushion, my clothes and my body. I heard my mum crying in prayer. My dad went off. I looked back, a man lying there with blood.

" I don't want to see!I don't want to look!Oh Jesus preserve their lives!Oh Jesus!" My mum cried louder.

I dared not to move, you see, all the shattered pieces around, a slightest move will pierce into my delicate skin. I turned my head to the left, there was a small hole, the window had turned into a frame of diamonds, sparkling. My mum asked me to call the ambulance.I saw someone outside holding a phone. I called my aunty instead.

Don't worry my friends, no one died.

I can still laugh, I can still joke.

I'M STILL ALIVE!

WOO HOO. PRAISE THE LORD!

Thank you Neri for your comforting call, which was not comforting at all. It was more like a mum nagging to her son. I told you I was not the driver!Oh please.Haha. Thank you!

How I hope this was just a story, maybe his story, or her story, just don't be mine.

It was not a bad thing at all to have such experience. But I really don't like the consequences. I am still not clear what protocol my family will trigger. Don't worry, there is no such thing as Ghost Protocol in my family. Perharps I will be grounded for a few weeks? Ah yes, what my grandma repeated to me over and over again right after that :

" Matthew Zai!Popo always tell you do not sit your friends' cars!!You see!"

I replied her calmly :" My father was the driver just now ... ..."

So, kindly please drop your supplements to me at my room window, I must lie low for awhile at home. Haha. Thank you so much.

I'M STILL ALIVE!YEAH!

Dear mum and grandma, I love you all. I saw your white faces.<3

Acting

2011-12-28T18:26:00.000+08:00

Forget about how much fun we had yesterday together,I miss the sea and the boat ride!Yeah! The only flaw of the trip was we didn't overnight. Allow me to clarify here, I didn't emo due to whatever reasons lah. I was sick, having sorethroat and fever and you all knew it.I am consicous and I live in the present.XD

With the condition like this, how am I able to run around in the field for paint ball? So I turned down the paintball game and chose to rest whole day at home.

As always, unexpected events keep on crashing into my life, making my life exciting.XD I received a message from Hong You Jing to ask me to go to school to involve in a simple movie making. I gladly accepted the request, ya, although I was sick, but I told him I might be late. Haha. You all know I love to act and direct movies.

I reached school with school uniform (which I dug a few metres down my home to get it,) and saw the other actors and actresses were doing some foolish movements on the field. I had a fever, and walking into the school compound with school uniform made me felt even worse. I joined the crowd, not knowing what was the movie about, I just followed what they were doing.

There was a large group with different layers of students, haha, but mostly were seafood form 3 guys (opps) and a few form 5s. As the time went on I came to know what was it all about. Year 2002 school leavers are celebrating their 10th year of graduating, and they wanted us to help them to make a short video for the event.

It was no fun at all.

Why?I am not the main character.Ha Ha Ha. Just joking.

The director and cameraman took more of the seafood kids, with dyed hair and seafood dressing styles. They seemed to like them so much. The pros like those from Drama Club and us ( hehe) were left aside watching them.

Yeah, we were just the crowd or the so-called 'Pedestrian A' in Chinese that you usually see in the movies.

Although it's quite boring, I tried to adjust my mood and observe what could I learn. I observed how they took the shots and the tools used. One of them was in the team of Malaysian Chinese Movie "Tian Tian Hao Tian" a.k.a. "Good Day". So I take it as an experience and felt being treated like an actor. Haha. They bought breakfast, tea and lunch, for over 30 of us.

The video will be on Facebook next year after Chinese New Year. I hope my face will appear more and some famous directors will notice my talent. HAHAHAHAHA.Who knows?XD

Today was a good day, even though I don't like the ~~ending part~~ of it.

Mission:Impossible-Ghost Protocol

2011-12-28T18:03:00.000+08:00

Yeah,I watched this movie for twice,once with friends and once with family during Christmas.

I think most of you have watched this movie too, so I will just skip the synopsis part.

In fact, the main objective of my parents to go out for a movie is that we can hang out together as a family. My parents don't enjoy watching movie much, usually we will watch some animation movies, at least the cute characters will 'distract' my parents from dozing off.XD

However, this time was so special. Because of I was watching the movie for the second time, I had free time to look around to see others' expressions during the sudden bombing part (HAHAHAHAHA). It was quite fun though, seeing others shock faces (I know I am lame.). Before entering the cinema, I was afraid that my childish mum would not be able to understand how the plot proceeds. I was amazed that she could follow the story line well and she was so eager plus nervous to know what come next. She kept nudging me and asking questions like, " Is their plan successful?" "Did he die?" .

When the movie ended I was shocked to see my parents discussing the movie.

Mum :" So agent Hunt's wife still alive?"

Dad :"Ya, I think so."

Mum :" The assasin Moreau is whose girl friend?Agent Thant's right?That's why he is so angry when that woman kicked her down."

Dad :" No lah, Moreau is not Thant's girl friend lah."

Mum :" Then why is Thant so angry."

Dad :" Its because they are losing one asset."

Mum :" What do you mean by 'asset'?"

Matty:"An asset is ... ..."

Of course, such high standard question which my mum asked cannot be answered by my dad.XD

Well, familiar with this picture?

There is a question I like to ask, the sticky gloves which he uses to climb the tallest tower are produced by which country?

Perharps they are made in China.Haha.Or they are pirated. That's why halfway climbing his right glove malfunctioned, leaving him the left one to finish the tough climb. Oh, dear USA, don't take your agents' lives as a joke.XD

This is a brilliant movie, it captured my parents' attention.=)

不一样的圣诞

2011-12-26T00:39:00.003+08:00

今年的圣诞，似乎有点不一样。

我最喜欢的节日有两个，第一个是农历新年，另一个就是圣诞节了。别说我爱红包和礼物，本少爷才没那么肤浅没文化呢。撇开节日气氛、派对、圣诞老人、耶稣降生等等不说，这两个节日恰恰一个象征一年的开始，一个拥抱一年的结束。我们在年头所计划的，到了年尾也该会检讨看看有多少已经成功落实了吧。

这两个节日对我而言有个共同点，就基于这个共同点让我非常喜欢这两个节日。它们能深刻地唤醒我的记忆，那并不是纯粹地翻开储存在脑海里的冰冷回忆，而是掏空心底深处炙热的历史回顾。这种感觉，新年时是看着挂满红色的街头和贺岁歌而涌上心头，圣诞节时则是在平安夜里倚着窗看星星倒数时感触良多。

平安夜的宁静是可以彻底洗涤一个人的心的，让你享有片刻安详，让你有空间去思考。思考什么呢？思考人生；思考生命。噢，我想我这样思考下去会变成苏格拉底的。

好了，回到主题。

今年的圣诞，似乎有点不一样。

怎样一个不一样呢，我花了较少时间仰天独自哀悼时间的流逝。可能那些的满腹惆怅都在毕业典礼和写在作文上了吧。

其次，有了你们这大班朋友，我不孤单。

再者，我收到了一份不寻常的礼物。原来，圣诞老人未必会把礼物放在圣诞树下，多查看你家的信箱吧。我手握这份礼物，很重。打开来看，看见书上留的字，心里荡漾着说不出的感动。

我只能说谢谢。

我知道，我背负着许许多多的盼望及期待，虽然有时被压得喘不过气，但我不会轻易放手，不会就这样放弃。我会继续地往前走，走啊走，走啊走，直到看见你们欣慰的脸和不住地点头。

这本书，我会带着走，它是贵重的，并不是因为它有550布满密密麻麻的页数，而是在第三页上写满了最真诚的祝福和承接着所有人对我的期盼。我答应我会努力的。将来我会向世界宣告，影响我的并不是贾布斯，而是您这位恩师。

容我再次说声谢谢，及圣诞蒙福。

一日为师，终身为母。

The V Team

2011-12-24T17:09:00.000+08:00

I wanted to update my blog everyday but I failed to do it. Again I say, life after SPM is much busier, I sleep at around 12am everyday. Too many events to attend, I think I should cut down some.

Yeah~The V team.

Jeffrey,Yan Yi, Wei Yang, Hao Yi, Wen Qi, Li Yen and Yi Ting came all the way from Petaling Jaya to visit me and for vacation. They are so-called "V Team".XD

They plans to set up a branch here at Penang and I am the agent.Haha.

Ohya, thank you Tree and QQ for helping me to fetch them from Queensbay to Gurney Hotel, they said you all are nice people.XD

Yan Yi and I at Gurney Hotel.

We planned to travel around on Dong Zhi with the Innova we rented. However, due to the road accident happened in Johor my mother and grandma banned me from travelling with the car. My grandma bribed me with RM50 and my mum warned me strictly : Go or you never step in this house again.

So I thought of a brilliant idea, my dad will fetch me with his own car and he can lead their car to travel around (since GPS proved to be useless, thanks to Wee Rock).

We went to Batu Ferringhi Sandy Beach, and I couldn't believe that Jeffrey never set foot on sand before. The last thing I knew about him was he couldn't cycle.Haha. Yan Yi was attacked by a racist jelly-fish. Why it was racist?It's because among all the tourists like Indians, Malays and Europeans, he a Chinese, was the only one who got stung in the same sea.XD

Wei Yang and I and the motorcycle.

At first I thought Wen Qi is just as crazy as 3 years ago when I first met her. I was wrong. She becomes more and more like a mafia. Haha. So bear in mind that never try to fool her. She is definitely not an oil-saving lantern ( 省油灯).

Liyen and Yi Ting.

Ah, Li Yen, still as tiny as 3 years before. My fault.Will earn more money to buy you milk.Drink more Anlene lah Liyen.

Wei Yang, the prefect who helps students to hide handphones during spot check, is more yellow-minded. He can relate anything to the yellow-page.It seems QQ has a big rival, Wei Yang's eyeballs won't stop to search girls. He is good at driving though, to and fro to Batu Ferringhi 3 times in one day.=)

Yi Ting, I really can't accept the way her chinese name writes. Anyway, it's just a common name,it becomes special to someone due to some unknown reasons. Yi Ting showed motherly characteristic throughout the outing. She was so caring, making sure everyone was in good condition.

It's so good to spend time with you guys, 3 years has gone but our friendships remains to the end. You know I just can't describe the feeling by words, and I know even though I can write it out here, you will not get exactly right how I feel, it is my experience, it is deep in my heart.The way you speak, the way you joke and the way you play, will etch in my mind until the next time we meet again and to be refreshed again.

Perharps long distance love really doesn't work, but long distance friendships do work. MNJ and V Team ( included the 3 Musketeerz) prove that right.

ALL THE BEST V TEAM!

HAPPY CHRISTMAS EVE!

Watch out for rain deers.

考试后的一天

2011-12-16T00:43:00.002+08:00

刚破晓的天空依旧深黑带蓝，没创意；太阳似乎会照旧从东方的地平线升起，没志气。我机械式地准时6点起床，不知怎么地，有股冲动把我的手握起了手机，眼镜也没带上，眯着眼，当所有人还在酣睡（除了芮菁，她说她4.20am起床割胶，我想，面子书继开心农场之后几时又多了个开心胶园？），我发了封短讯给她。

可能视力模糊，竟然按跳了一格发送给我最亲爱的妈妈。

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我冲出房间，希望可以赶在妈妈看见之前把它删掉。但，我晚了一步。

啊！真是大意。我尝试再度睡着，不断地告诉自己，发出去的，就像投入大海，不必渴望得到回复，却是得到回复的最快方法。是相对论吧？

上午9点：在交通渐繁忙的路上，享受开车的乐趣。载了捏你(nehh,NERI lor）到媛芬大姐的家开会。半路引领天明哥抵达目的地。

上午10点：柔仪大姐终于来了。我本能地找个地方躲了起来想吓一吓她。不成功。

上午11点30分：尊敬的少分姐莅临了，由于第一次的不成功，我决定秉着失败乃成功之母的精神再度躲起来。还是被发现了，噢。

中午12点30分：会议快要圆满结束，可爱的芮菁小姐还是连影子都见不着。肚子已经奏起了交响乐。

下午1时：ROUND ONE - 好久没有吃擂茶了！到韩国上网的大树发了短讯给天明，天明不知不觉地回了两封，花了四令吉。芮菁只吃‘擂’，‘茶’给天明喝光了。我们哗啦哗啦了很多。

下午2时15分：ROUND TWO - 不知哪个该死的主意（不会是我吧？），到了旧市（Old Town 也）喝什么下午茶。大伙儿继续哗啦哗啦。突发奇想办个部落格大赛，在限定的时间内疯狂完成一篇博文为胜者。哈哈。

下午4时：天明带芮菁走了。我们也该回了，却有个家伙高唱‘今天不回家’。游了游花园，路过QQ（静谦也）家，我的随兴与即兴发作了，按了按他家门铃，等他冲凉后，我们又寻找食物去了。虽然少了天明和芮菁，却多了个QQ。

下午4时半：ROUND THREE -在光华小学后面吃拉萨和暧昧红豆冰。哎，我吃辣时狼狈的样，眼不见为净。这是芮菁教不会我的事。

下午5时半：放了媛芬，我取了车，送了捏你，回了家。人数逐渐减少，和少分于乒乓桌一决胜负，双Q独自自high打桌球。由于天气湿度低，地上滑，空气污染等，在加上本少爷身为东道主，应该孔融让梨，就这样输了。

傍晚7时：大家到我的寒舍歇歇喝点饮料补补体力。

傍晚7时30分：一块儿到健身房操练操练。

晚上8时多：曲终人散，分道扬镳。

这一天，充满了惊喜，所有进行的活动都没有经过精心的策划，全是随心四处走。终于体会到了什么是自由，明白了什么是生活的意义。

难得有时间、有朋友一同聚在一起，没有任何的压力，却也不至于处在无重力状态。当我抵达那遥远的未来，我会记得有过这么一天。

我会尽量适应没有你的生活，我不想成为你的累赘。可能我怎样看待她，你也那样看待我。但放弃之前总该给自己一个交代。

噢不；还没；我还不打算消失。

绝—不—退—场

Room Tidy Up

2011-12-13T23:42:00.001+08:00

According to my planner I am supposed to tidy up my room today, but thank God it doesn't state there I must clean it thoroughly.Hehe.I know many of you have done it right after SPM, clearing the books off the racks and some of you may even release your craziness by burning it. My advice is here is Penang, Go Green ya.

In fact, I really have no idea where to start. I think I have already well adapted to the messy environment.XD Nearly a month I have been surrounded by books and papers. I am afraid after I clean it I may not get used to the cleaner environment.Haha.

I decided to start with clothes. My grandma sent me many packets of clothes from my old house. I just stacked them up at the corner of my room.

The books and papers!Where should be their second home is a problem too. I don't want to send some nice useful stuffs to the orphanage, so I force my sister to foster them.XD

After a wholeday doing the rough chores, all done!And well done!

T-H-A-L-A!!~

BEFORE

AFTER

*CLAP*CLAP*CLAP*

Nice right? Yeah, it is visibly nice at a glance.=)

But how about the drawers?

NO!

Some tiny things all I throw into the drawers and cupboards to hide them from my view.

Like I said :"整理，是一个持续不断的过程。", "Tidying is a routine process." I can't finish all in one day. I will deal with the drawers another day.Yeah~another day.

Ohya, THANK YOU MY DEAR UNCLE FEE. He loves me so much since I was a kid. I can still remember he always put me on his neck when I was 3 or 4.=) I think I will probably break his neck if he try to do the same thing again.Haha. Well, when he travelled to USA last week he bought me the first Skechers of my life. It's the latest model. He bought the first pair with orignal price but second pair half price. It is US$70 but the price here is about RM400 according to him.It is cheap compared to the price here.THANK YOU VERY MUCH UNCLE.XD

I like the colour and design.=)

There is a 'S' there.=D

My grandma asks me to keep it until next Chinese New Year. Haha. I will rather take it as Christmas gift.XD

BORN!

2011-12-12T23:24:00.000+08:00

Hahaha~today was quite a meaningful day to me. I really spent some quality time with NJ. I got my first scholarship offer of my life. Yeah. I maybe not taking it, but it is a success!

At Jing's castle we created our MNJ blog.XD And it strikes 91 pageviews up to now.Haha. Just like grand opening of a store, we get supports from all of you. Thank you so much. Hope that from today onwards, more and more people will visit us. Do sound like starting a business right. However, we will only post about the events we attend, involve and laugh together, our own respective blogs are still working.

This is the blog address : http://mnj-life.blogspot.com/

In fact this blog is actually a combined blog too. Jeffrey, Yan Yi and Matthew the so called 3Musketeerz founded this site but they leave Matty to manage it, the other two are just put their names.It doesn't matter anyway.=)

Suddenly found this song, i think it will lift your spirit when you hear this.XD

Arthur Christmas

2011-12-11T19:45:00.001+08:00

My mum surprisingly wanted to bring us for a movie when she saw the trailer of Arthur Christmas 2 weeks ago. That time I was busy cramming everything in for SPM Biology and was shocked when those words blurted out from her mouth, nearly caused me to vomit out all the facts I had swallowed.

So after 2 weeks, we watched it today at Sunway Carnival Mall. It had been a long time since we watched a movie together.

I love Christmas as you all know it. In spite of the parties and presents, Jesus came to the world more than 2000 years ago.XD

Obviously, "Arthur Christmas" is a comedy just like others animation movies. The storyline is quite good and it is very creative. It talks about a Santa Claus family - Grand Santa, Santa and his two sons, Steven and Arthur. Santa is quite old but he is not ready for retirement. On his 70th Christmas Operation, his elder son, Steven helps him to distribute all the presents to all the kids worldwide during Christmas eve by the latest IT. Of cause you don't expect Santa to move around with a sleigh in the 21st century, he has a spaceship named S-1.XD They have soldier elves to operate like S.W.A.T., sneaking into every homes to send presents before the sun rises.

However, for all the technologies and gadgets they use, they miss out one child. They only discover it after the Santa return to their HQ at the North Pole. Santa and Steven don't care about it at all. On the other side, Arthur, full of love and care, set off with Grand Santa on the old sleigh (produced in year 1864 if not mistaken.haha) to deliver the left out. His adventure begins.

I love that slippers!It can sing and you see the eyes so cute!

One of the reason I like the movie is we usually don't have the idea that Santa has a family, and he can retire and pass on the job to his son.

As you can see he is the wrap star, dressed like a ninja.I forgot how many presents he can wrap in 3 days. He can wrap a bicycle with 3 pieces of gift paper.XD

My mum said "The Polar Express" is nicer.haha.

Okay~happy holidays and Merry Christmas!!

JOY TO THE WORLD!

Pasca SPM

2011-12-07T20:57:00.001+08:00

Finally, SPM is over. The days of staying up late to study will temporarily vanish in my life, at least for several months. I would say overall it was a good one, thanks God.

Argh, what should I do now??

As usual I have piled up many things to do after examination, like tidy up my room, after exam lah; clean the old books, after exam lah;do some reading, after exam lah; blog, after exam lah, etc. You know you will think you will have plenty of time to do the chores, this is very logical right, but the fact is you will naturally feel whatever you do after SPM is a time wastage. Haha.

Just like now, I am like running a race and I have finished it, so I am targetless. It is like holding a compass but the needle just can't stay still and show where is the North. I need sometime to settle down and reorganize my thoughts, then I will start the race again.

As many of you know, my mum don't allow me to drive before and during SPM, her reason is I will get distracted if an accident happens. Well, just last night, I told her I am going to drive all the way down to Johor Bahru and come back. She smiled and said okay. Guess what she says today:

" What??To Johor?DON'T JOKE LIKE THIS THEW THEW,CANNOT DRIVE!"

" Okay okay, I am just kidding, I will just drive around the area."

"NO!I SAY CANNOT DRIVE!AND DON'T ASK WHY!"

What?! After SPM she has no more solid reasons, so she just forbids me to ask why. What a cool mum I have.

Tomorrow will be the first Christmas party I will attend, hope to have a good time with our classmates. And of course to whom it may concern, I wish you luck.=)

OH YA, NERI IS COMING BACK!! 3 DAYS TO GO!! XD

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!

It is like tossing a coin, the result will be just head or tail. Face it or don't toss it. And I am ready to risk it, even that means getting a tail.

吾乃北钟第二十一届毕业生

2011-11-05T15:40:00.001+08:00

毕业歌响起，人家过往的一幕幕出现眼前，也哭得一把眼泪一把鼻涕（我讲的就是传说中的AhJing），我却不知是该哭还是该笑，坐我前面一排的有人好像很想要哭，死都要哭，却哭不出。他一直哽咽，哽到脸都涨红了，终于有点泪。算是他成功了吧？我不是很想笑他，只是放过我别那么随波逐流好不好，没泪没关系，本笑爷是笑着进去，笑着出来的。

但，笑着出来之后却再也笑不出了。原来，最难的，是自己弄自己笑。

毕业典礼，许多人都在谈论着，发表他们的感言，相信你也看到显了。抱歉，我实在没有如乔布斯那样激动人心的三个故事。

但是，我的这一天，绝对与众不同。我其实真的没什么感触，搬了那么多次家，换了那么多所学校，今天流着泪说再见，明天嘴笑着说哈咯。

最有感觉的离别是form2吧。和他们那种单纯义气热情简单浓厚真诚正直的友谊说byebye还真难。他们百般留我，到现在知道我所面对的一切后还再怪当初是我要离开。我笑着说我不后悔。对，绝不后悔。我这里的朋友是我用真诚的心交回来的，把敌人化为朋友。我知道你们很多当初都讨厌我，不爽我。现在没有了，可能还有，我都要谢谢你们，感谢你们对我无厘头的包容，如果因为我的大头在上课时挡到你而让你成绩退步，真的不好意思。当让，当时谁会笑着离开自己的女朋友？XD

媛芬说我像愤怒鸟，就当你的愤怒鸟一辈子吧。柔仪说公鸡头，就公鸡头吧。宝国说神山，就神山吧。

话说回来，我没哭没动容，你会觉得我pattern。

对我来说，朋友真的是一生一起走，友谊不是在毕业就画上休止符的。这样，我还有什么好哭得呢，我不为友谊哀悼。人生过去有那么多的回忆，你可以现在回味你昨天干了什么，上一秒在做什么。你也可以计划你明天要干什么，下一秒要做什么。你看见了吗？昨天其实和明天一样遥远，仰望明天和回忆昨天没什么差别，就差在观念的不同和人生态度。

回首昨天不如仰望明天，仰望明天不如把握今天！！

世上有三件事 - 自己的事，别人的事和老天的事。现在的人如此烦如此忙就是因为他们不管自己的事，管太多别人的事，担心着老天的事。

好了，说真的毕业典礼我都在想将来我会变成怎样。十年后？二十年后？三十年后？我会不会像坐在台上的大哥大姐先生小姐们的成功？有颜回校见校长，有脸回家见家长？

11111这个日子我暂时不会忘记。

这天的有个时段我很下（down），可能是玩疯了（对，肯定是玩癫了），我不知道自己在难过什么。我真的不知道。你们认为的理由绝对不是我难过的理由。你们的理由听起来很合理，但我由衷地说那不是。

原来我是难受。哈！这种感觉，我领悟了什么是五味杂成。

难过、难忘，傻傻分不清楚。

原来原来，我是个无赖
秉着自以为是的无赖正义让你受苦了
想逞英雄，却成了痞子
当不成痞子，变成了傻子

我真的很特别，别人在礼堂伤心的时候，我笑。别人在快乐的时候，我悲愤的情绪涌上心头。

但是，我会很快很快地复原，就像那张照片般跳跃。纵然跌倒，屹立不倒。

看着这张照片，原来梦想在远方。

突然觉得婉婷不是我想象中的可怕，了解了她才知道她的可爱。她会让你开心起来，虽然不时对我翻白眼，如果你认为翻我白眼会让你开心的话，就继续翻吧。XD

朋友，我和你很像，各个方面都是。我刚来的时候就认定你会和我成为很好很好的朋友。几经波折，我们的友谊更真实。

虽然你嘴里时常酸我，你对我的话也很假意，我深知在我人生的低谷会遇见你。

你！！！！！

死都不要拍我！！

跳啦!跳啦！摔跤就笑你！

你和捏你（NERI），这里岂能容得下我想对你们说的？XD

谢谢你的美好，谢谢那天你帮我做的事。最信任的是你们。你不用担心，我不是容易受欺负的。

不用道歉，你没对不起我什么。不用谢了，我是甘心乐意地帮你的。我的心意，你心领了。那就够了。真的足够了。

人生就是不停地战斗

我还在战斗着。

（此文非比寻‘长’，请大家慢慢看，快考试了我不知道几十会再Blog。预祝大家旗开得胜，马到功成！）

STAY HUNGRY！ STAY FOOLISH！

求知若渴！虚心若愚!

妈，对不起，我爱你。

2011-10-31T00:30:00.003+08:00

从来不知道妈有多爱我，或许说，就算知道了大脑也无法对其进行分析。

从来不知道自己有多幼稚，17岁的人有着7岁的样，一副天真却再也不烂漫的样子。

更可悲的是，从来不知道自己有多任性，还以为任性只会在女孩身上找到。

从来不曾要求你的准许，我从哪里来，要往哪儿去，开口说说，只是通报你；先斩后奏，惯用伎俩。

从来不曾为身为母亲的你设想，把你半夜等我归来的影子当成月光照不见的地方，自私地把与朋友种种玩乐的回忆贪婪地带入梦乡。

你每日黄昏回家，轻轻推开房门，我背对着你，你总是伸手拥抱我，给我一个吻，有时我却显得不耐烦。我给你的拥抱，是双手轻轻拍在你的肩膀；我给你的吻，是手指轻轻碰你的脸颊再加上音响效果，为了更逼真还会沾点水。

天下的妈妈都爱自己所有的孩子，你也是。但我却深刻地体会到你最爱的是我。你陪我玩捉迷藏，当然也少不了向我吐心事。你说我懂事，却忘了再懂事我还只是个淘气的孩子。

咋看我们似乎感情很好。

我也觉得我很爱你。

但，就如我让许多对我有期望的朋友失望一样，我一次次地让你失望透顶，一次次地把你的心砸碎，拼起来，再砸碎。对你的教育政策非常不满，忘了你也是人，也忘了你都是为我好。

从来，我认为给你认识了不久，来来去去二三十年，给以驾驭于你。不管我想要什么，只要配合天时地利人和就可以得到。今天，我彻底彻底地错了。

半夜场没什么。

我拖到了晚上你心情比较好的时候开口，用了华丽的字眼，凭着大家见识过的不烂之舌，你对我微笑着，暗喻赞同。

不久，我走错了棋，拨了电话给慧文邀她，你听见了，大发雷霆。一声声责备我都什么时候了，还想着去玩。隐约听见几个失望字眼。

不说了，我逃离现场。心里很想去，任性地认为我应该去。

就如所料，你进来温和的说了几句，说什么从今以后不开电视直到我考完。荒谬！我对着电脑荧幕点头。你走了。

你又来了，问我：“Thewthew, are you angry with mummy？”

“NO.” 没望你一眼。

“I know you are. Okay, I know you'll be upset if you are not going. You can go." 轻轻带过你转身就走。

就在我以为争取不到的时候你让我去了？却把我推向自责的窘境。你终究把决定权交回给我，交回于我的良心。

我任性、幼稚、无知的良心。

我突然想到，如果我半夜去了，家里醒着的绝不是我一人，月光照不见的地方人未必看不见。

突然很热血，不想再看你流泪，不想再让你失望。好吧，你的梦，就我来圆吧。

妈，对不起，我爱你。

Who Are You?

2011-10-28T21:41:00.002+08:00

Okay, most of you probably under exam pressure now ('most of you' means I am not included, as I am in holiday mood!XD), after a whole tough week of studying, take a break and release your stress!

Here is a joke I heard from Hui Wen yesterday :

A few days ago, Prime Minister Mori was given some basic English conversation training before he visits Washington and meets President Barack Obama.

The instructor told Mori Prime Minister : "when you shake hand with President Obama, please say, 'How are you?' Then Mr. Obama should say, 'I am fine, and you?' Now, you should say, 'Me too.'Afterwards we, the translators, will do the work for you, you need not to worry."

When Mori met Obama, he mistakenly said, "Who are you?"

Mr. Obama was a bit shocked but still managed to react with humour, "Well, I'm Michelle's husband, ha-ha..."

Then Mori replied, "Me too, ha-ha..."

There was a long silence in the meeting room.

XD LAUGH OUT ALL THE STRESS!

Oh ya! I received 2 text messages reminding me to sit tight and study since my last post! So touched!

THANK YOU Rebecca and Neoh!

21 Days to Go

2011-10-23T18:28:00.001+08:00

21 days to go, another paper war begins!

Wow, I was literally shocked when my church member told me this morning!

A facinating number that amazes me all the time. First came in my big head was Green Day - 21 guns. Eh, now everyone is talking about GREEN right, even a band chose Green as their name too. What a trend. haha. Maybe we can form one Green Night, Green Sunday, Green Friday or Green Year would be the best.

"... one, tweenty-one guns, throw up your arms, into the sky..."

Nice song.XD It paints my colourful day to all green.

Yesterday we went to the library again, and had a farewell for Tree and Jun. We spent 3 hours for lunch. You might say there is no big deal, but we had lunch at PIZZA HUT!So much to talk, so much to read. I told myself I must focus on the notes I brought, and guess what I really focus on the same page for 3 hours.XD

What happened later was not so nice. Most of you know what happened. I will not elaborate much on this sad matter. Hui Wen's had an accident early in the morning, and she called yesterday as Doomed Day.haha.

Well, we went to Sunway in 2 separate cars, I sat on the front seat of Jun's CR-V during the return journey. When we were going down the spiral-way of the car park, I looked back to J and saw her looked quite serious. She developed a fixation on the way in front. So, I joked with her saying why she was so serious. That was the beginning. Now I forward the story time line to the last episode. Jun got distracted and scratched her dad's car with the concrete wall, quite serious. The left back part of the car had white stripes. Argh!

Okay, I have some responsibility to bear and I am not going to run away from it. I heard many comments on this matter, QQ and J those who were in the car reckoned it's part of my fault while others say I was not guilty. No matter what, I think I was wrong. J scolded me,yea she should.

On top of that, I felt so troubled to let Jun bore it all at home. She was in tears and her parents scolded her badly, but she told her mum that time there were only she and J in the car. I was speechless. WHY.

WHY.

To prevent me from getting the blame.

Nothing to so much... No need to say much... Sorry and thank you Jun.

Back to the topic. 21 to me another meaning is maturity. 21st birthday will be a big day for me, it's a rite of passage, meaning I have to be a real man and not a childish boy like now. J was right yesterday, I should behave more like a man. She taught me how to have a meal neatly at Pizza Hut. We made a promise then.=) Thank you J.

21 days to go for SPM. What is the implication?

START MY HARDCORE STUDIES NOW!!

I yelled this slogan for don't know how many times dy, someone please help me!

Okay~this post is getting rather long. I should stop now. Can you all do a favour for me? You all have my cell phone number right, please constantly text me : "Matthew don't waste time anymore! Sit tight and study!" XD Don't worry, the time you text me most probably I am idling.

ALL THE BEST! YEAH! HAPPY 21!

“你怎样笑都很好看！”

哇～～爽！到！QQ，你也很帅啦！

我会继续这样笑。

MNJ

2011-10-17T01:02:00.000+08:00

After a week I wrote the letter to LSJ, who is more keen to be known as J, I assumed the letter has reached her doorstep and she has read it.=)

Well, no reply from her yet. Maybe she needs months to go through it.

Wait a moment, I FORGOT TO PASTE A 50 CENTS STAMP!!hahahaha. Too bad.

I got many complaints that the letter was too lengthy, so do my other posts. Knowing that most of you carry out a hyper hectic life, you have no time to read it through word by word, I'm trying to make it short. Just TRY only.

MNJ

You've read the other two of the group posting about MNJ. Ya, I am hopping on the bandwagon too.

Perharps there are readers who are scratching their heads thinking what on earth is MNJ?Well, M for Matty, N for Neri and J for Jing.

Er...it is a new formed group, a gang, a band, a party, a company, a compound or whatever you may call it. We're quite flexible you see. I can see that many of you are frowning, dissaproving? oh don't worry we don't organize campaigns like "Occupy Wall Street","Occupy New York","Occupy Penang Bridge" or "Occupy Chung Ling". Occupying Chung Ling is a good idea though.

We are just a group of teenagers, to be precise, three teenagers who ... er ... chemically reacted and form a compound through friendship bond ( which is the combination of covalent and ionic bonds).

You may want to know more about how it happens, erm I need to check up with N and J first but I know it involves complicated formulae and theories which you may not understand even I tell you. So better don't tell.=)

Somebody asked how about the 3 Musketeerz??

Oh~I am glad there are people who still remember this.haha. The 3 Musketeerz is still there, no worries okay. But the 3 Musketeerz have not been holding a conference together for almost a year. Don't forget KL is a face-paced society. Just like Malaysia can join ASEAN, PBB and so on, we form groups to create a better world. Yeah.

Okay, someone starts to grumble. I am going straight to the point now.

Not much to say about myself, you all know me right. However many say that they know me more after reading the letter I sent to J. Hey, it is supposed to be her letter, private and confidential, why you all read it?

Neri, aka Neri Tan not tanned.AHAHAHA. Her skin is so fair!!

Sorry, I am going to spend quite a big page here since I dedicated such a long letter for J.=) If not Neri will feel she is inferior to J and become emotionally unstable, which will acitivate a series of nuclear chain reaction, in turn blow up the whole earth.XD Ops, she will definitely seek my live once she arrived at Penang International Airport this December from Australia.

I never think that we will be best friends when I first know you in 3A2. My impression towards you was "wow your English is freaking good." I couldn't see any interception point between our distinct lives. We were so different. In fact the entire year in Form3 we didn't talk much but who knows we are now so close? Thinking back, our friendship develops through blogs and facebook right?I remember last year each time I visited my blog, the counter showed number 3, I knew it one was you, another was Jing and one was me of course.Haha. How pityful . You started to comment on my cbox, clearing all the bushes that grew so tall after Jeffrey and Yan Yi abandoned the place. So, you are actually my web friend (网友)! I was so touched that someone cared for me during that period, you know what I was going through. When the people surrounding me were backstabbing me, you, from so far away actually cared for me.=) Now I know why. Maybe it's because you were facing difficulties too living and studying alone there at such a young age, so you can easily understood my feelings.

Okay, enough of "imbas kembali".

Now we are so close, even time and space can't limit the three of us. I love to talk to you two NJ, like you said I can just express myself freely without worrying my image too.Haha. Your voice is so different and unique, it carries some kind of tone which the people here do not have.Argh, I don't know how to describe. I may hurt you sometimes ( erm, actually quite often) but I know you won't care but deep in your heart there left a scar. For example, when you came back last time, I went to watch Transformers 3 but not meeting you for lunch. That was one of the worst things I have ever done. Sorry.But I know you will just take it as childish-guy-is-like-that right?XD

I think the place and the environment you are in now shape and mould you to be so mature, seriously. You're like the Big Sister, shielding MJ. Even when we're discussing our problems, you are like the Master of Ceremony, guiding us through the agendas.

Ya, MN don't share the long history like MJ, but does that matter? Absolutely not.!Deep in my heart I know NJ will not betray me, NJ will never put a sword on my neck or point at me with a gun. That day when we were chatting via Skype, I was so grateful towards you, your advices and your support. Especially on that matter (you-know-what), I can feel that you really support me. I was not expecting that much from you on that particular matter.

Now, I know what you are going through there miles away from us miles away from your home, but remember this : be bold and trust in the Lord. Although MJ keep on stressing that N is like a big sister for MJ, feel free to talk to us about your problems. M will surely be able to find an amazing way to solve it.XD

You are really, really, really good.

I know you're very disappointed with me sometimes, please forgive me, I will try my best not to let you down again ( I wonder how many times I told you this...haha). I know you have high expectations on me, just like my mum, and I promise I WILL LIVE UP TO IT!

I am waiting for your next return to Penang this December, anticipating!XD

Please refer to the post below. Your cooperation is appreciated.

I promised you I will not online for a week.=)

TO LSJ

2011-10-09T18:34:00.000+08:00

Dear GLSJ:

LSJ. You sure know who am I referring to.

LSJ, is an acronym of your name, is a short form, is a symbol of you when I was small. Just please don't ask me why. Maybe it's because last time in primary school we needed to refer to somebody secretly (again, kindly don't ask me why.Lame people have lame reasons.), idiots also know using the person's acronym will be the best way.

Yeah, we know each other since kindergarten!I frantically searched through my mum's kindergarten album when I heard you were at my mum's school some years back , and found one.Though I don't know where is it now.Ha.What an old old friend!But the time we actually met and truly know each other 'consciously' was in the year 2002 I think. We were in the same class and you were sitting beside me for 2 years in a row and the third year I prayed 'oh God not she again' and God heard it and I regretted it deeply(again, lame people have lame reasons.Don't ask questions.). What happened through the years we grew up, we both know best in our hearts. Some crazy childish thoughts, some feelings and some remorse. You were cute and cheerful.

Ah, I am surprised you still remember that!!Exactly the time!Right after I shifted to Kulai, Johor I got my first and only handphone number until now, eager to keep in touch with you, but we ended up quarrelling. It was the first time I was being rude to you and I hope it would be the last.=) That time you were annoyed by the guys gossiping about you and me. I understand.

How we reconciled? I forgot the time. Haha. Yea, pretending nothing happened is always the key to save a relationship.XD However, obviously we went through different paths. You had your own problems and I had mine. Almost the same time line I think, we fell for other persons. And the outcomes were different too.

You are still a cheerful girl in my eyes, no matter what you say, like what we didn't see the real you or something like that. Nothing is gonna to destroy you or take away all your happiness and joy. Not even a guy.All you need to do is LET GO. You might think that I didn't go through what you do, but I assure you I fully understand the feeling. I am not saying this out of comforting and sympathy, I meant it. STAY FOOLISH, forget all the sadness and frustration. It's very easy, just you must be willing to take the first step to shut the window to that. I had gone through bad times and difficulties during these five years which you can't imagine. You see, shifting to Johor then Perth then Petaling Jaya then back to here. All the places, I needed to start all over again, making new friends, be strong against jeers and laughs. Even though I was back to my hometown, it was not that familiar to me anymore. There were helpless times for our family, alone out there miles away from the rest, we overcame it together at last. Something bad happened which we concealed even to our own relatives, buried deep in our hearts and minds. Of course I am not going to say it here, the time has not come yet.

However now I look back all the years (wow,feel that I am speaking like Steve Jobs lol), the events happened somehow shape and mould me into what I am now. And I am still on the change, to be a better person. Every single event, little by little they built up my character and my thoughts. As you know I changed school for 3 times in 3 years, I developed good adaptation skills to the environment, and to the people around. That's why some people said I am highly sociable. They said this in a sarcastic way but it's ok for me. =) Adversity creates strong people, how true it is. Now I am immuned against the jeers!Hahaha.

Well, yea I have changed. But one thing I can't change is I am kind hearted. I always have the impulse to solve and help out others problems. I regard this as genetic heredity now. Cool.I inherited this characteristic from my dad, who can give a lift to a worker in a shop by the roadside. My dad knows him because he sees him everytime when he was shopping in the mini market. To be precise my dad don't know him at all. -.-" When I came to this school, I was cheated and felt strongly someone was taking advantage of my hospitality and kindness. I told you before. I tried to be adamant and turn my back to them but without realizing I was giving them a hand again. Later on I learnt that as Christians we must not only love our love ones ( since everyone in the world can do that, of course.) but also our enemies (which I don't think everyone in the world will).And we are the light and salt of the world, should be a blessing for others.

I helped you LSJ out of my protective instinct. As your best friend I know I must not refrain from you and let you alone bear it all the devastating problems. Do not feel guilty or embarrassed, I consider this as an insult as WE ARE BEST FRIENDS. XP

What are Best Friends??

BEST FRIENDS ARE THOSE WHO WALK WITH YOU ALONG THE ROAD.

BEST FRIENDS ARE THE ONES YOU CAN TURN AND CRY FOR.

BEST FRIENDS ARE ALWAYS THERE EVEN THOUGH YOU FORGET ABOUT THEM WHEN YOU HAVE A CRUSH.

BEST FRIENDS WILL NEVER EVER QUIT FROM YOUR LIFE.

BEST FRIENDS ARE FOR YOUR HARD TIMES.

BEST FRIENDS ARE FEW BUT ARE SUFFICIENT FOR YOU.

Please bear in mind that, no more asking Neri and I to quit.Grrr. Chasing us away like houseflies. You may ask me why, why I become your best friend?

Well, I don't know, but I sense a bond between you and me.

Last time we were , erm, you know, but now we can still being so good to each other, don't you feel amazing?

You can overcome this, Neri and I know for sure. Trust yourself as we trust you.=)

LSJ, let it remains as the symbol.

love,

Matty.

May the good Lord bless you.XD

Perharps you didn't realize, you have helped me a lot too.=)

Steve Jobs

2011-10-07T17:06:00.004+08:00

While the world seems to be emo for the death of Steve Jobs, I have nothing to say about it. Jing and Neri are very sad about this, so does my cousin Zhong En who is a top Apple fan.

Indeed, he was an awe-inspiring character.The past he went through, the events he muddled through, are facinating enough, just like what he said in his speech 6 years ago. I need not to repeat the content of his speech again, just click the "play" triangle and listen attentively by yourself. This is the speech I mentioned on my post titled "Stay Hungry, Stay Foolish" the other day.

I can't help to notice that, of all the great successful people in the world follows a pattern :

Not-so-nice childhood /Lives in poverty/ambitious/ - by all means they enter university - by whatever reasons they DROP OUT FROM UNIVERSITY - some years later - SUCCESS

Bill Gates, Mark Zuckerberg the founder of Facebook and so on.

I have been directionless and uncertain of my future.When I am typing this, I think over it on my own. Yea, I am quite ambitious and poor~ Ya, I am struggling to get good results to enter tertiary education~... ...

!!!

The needle of my life compass stop yawing and stays still finally! A scorching fire ignited in my heart, I know what to do next, after I get into university.

DROP OUT FROM UNIVERSITY!

I have not been so motivated, since the trials ended I was frittering away all the time and couldn't get a new start. Here I am, ready to strive again! yeah!

Ha ha ha.Lame people like me need lame reasons to fuel up.

Alright, back to the speech. He said something like he recovered from cancer and he hoped he can live for some decades. It was 6 years back. When you heard that you will definitely feel something. Perharps on the spot the audience and he himself really truly believed he would live longer. However, no one can foresee the future.

Before that he said for the past 23 years when he woke up in the morning he looked into the mirror and asked himself :" If today was the last day of my life, what I want to do, what am I about to do, today." Did he ever ask this question the morning he died? How did he feel?When he was facing the real death and the last day for his life? We might think this is a nice and inspirational quote, but deep in our mind true enough we know we still have tomorrow. We will still procrastinate. I think, he would never know that was his last day, no one will know he or she is going to die, unless 1 hour before death knocks on the door for some cases.

Steve Jobs :" Stay hungry,stay foolish.I have always wish that for myself.And now, as you graduate to begin a new life, I wish that for you, 'stay hungry, stay foolish'."

Yeah, I guess we are considered about to graduate too. So before you begin your new life after graduation, I wish that for you too : STAY HUNGRY, STAY FOOLISH.

Press on.XD

Adventure on The Road!

2011-09-30T22:15:00.003+08:00

Yeah!Yesterday was the last day of the stressful SPM trials!!Although SPM is reaching in 45 days, let us just forget about it first. I was so excited as we were going to watch a movie in the afternoon, a large group of us! However during the last paper, I was really nervous. Erm, not quite for the exam but the fact that I would be driving on my own first time without my father supervision to Sunway!!It's a real sun way wasn't it?

My parents, I mean my mother, always over protect me sometimes, she thinks that it's still dangerous for me to drive alone, with a big car like Camry. While all my friends have their own cars, and they are really mobile.

A day before I was like asking my dad in a simple manner :"Ddy, tomorrow do you need your car? I am going to Sunway to watch movie with my friends..." If you scrutinise the sentence structure, you will sure find some clues I was hinting to my dad that I would like to drive alone there. AH!Like father like son, he got it.XD with the right and accurate frequency and a resonance occurred.WOO HOO!

"You need to get your permission to hang out with friends first."

And I asked and my mother and she allowed. Of cause I didn't tell her that I would be driving.hahax. Matty decided to break the rule!To strive for freedom!To be rebellious!XD

~~Little did I know I will pay the cost.~~

Well well, yesterday I brought Chen Xin home for lunch. 2.30pm, once we reached the ground floor of my condominium, Itik and Angie reached too.

They can't believe I would drive them there. Keep repeating are you sure!? Zhen De Ma!

" Hey Matthew are you sure you can drive us safely there?I didn't tell my mum you are drivng us there, cause if she knew She won't let me be here. Chen Xin, did you buy insurance?" Itik murmured.

So and so we got in the car, Chen Xin, another driving licence holder, sat on the front seat as coordinator. Angie, also one with the licence, but just merely a prove to show that she is of age to drive, at the backseat. Thud thud, Itik, the girl who doesn't even know where to slot the car key, at my back.

"Matt because I am sitting in your car so I must tighten the seatbelt.I don't do that usually." She said again.

"Do you need a helmet as well?" I asked, politely.XD

Come on, trust me can ah, I know you do, If not you won't be here. I mean you all.

Kay, no mistake is allowed. I told myself in heart. Can't throw my own face in front of her.I mean the girls.hahaha.And let Chen Xin laughs.

Yeah!!Off the road we go!!Along the way, I did quite well, and gained confidence in myself, knowing that it's just so simple, knowing that I can be independant, knowing that I can drive without my parents yelling. Perharps their shouts will make the journey more dangerous?Aha ha ha ha.

When we finally parked the car nicely, ready to step down. My phone rang!A dear name appeared on the screen yet it was so strange and unusual to appear at such a time : MUMMY.

ARGH!NO WAY.SHE CAN'T KNOW WHAT I HAVE DONE.MY DAD WON'T BETRAY ME!MY PLAN WAS TO RETURN HOME BEFORE SHE DID!

Scolded.She was so angry that she just yelled at me. Saying both my dad and I were good at concealing stuff from her knowledge. I think my dad was a victim too. My mood spoilt, but I must put my emotion aside and enjoy the day.

When the rest of them reached, we watched Johnny English. Later then Chen Xin, Teik Yong, Wen Jiong and I went to buy birthday present for Xue Kai. Just about to leave, Itik called to ask some guys to assist them to finish up the Pizzas at Pizza Hut. What?!3 girls dining but you ordered 2 regular pizzas?cool...

I was about to leave, since I must send Chen Xin and Teik Yong back to school to catch the afternoon session bus back to Kepala Batas there. Somehow we walked to pizza hut direction.

Oppss, it's 6.30pm!If there were a traffic jam, even if we flew also can't reach there before 7pm. I geared up and took the highway. Speeding within the speed limit. I managed to reach school about 15minutes later. WOW.haha.shhh.Don't tell parents.

Reached home and my dad brought me to Sunway again to watch Abduction with them at 8pm.

Heyy, luckily now, after a day, my mum's anger ceased!I am safe!XD

And guess what!Ah Jing turned up as a surprise to all!With her brand new camera!Still fresh, just out of the factory I think.haha.When are we going to start our movie Ah Jing?As soon as possible ya! Hope you really enjoyed last night with us! To see what incredible photos Ah Jing has snapped, click the link to her blog then!XD

I brought you there safely.=)

Abduction

2011-09-30T21:17:00.002+08:00

Well, our next movie after Johnny English was Abduction. Starred by future action movie actor Taylor Lautner.

Before watching it, the plot summary is exciting enough to pull me to the cinema. The plot summary says a guy named Nathan finds his own photograph on the US missing children list website, and then he sets off his adventure. I was thinking : what?How can one finds himself on the missing persons list?Even if he was a missing child, now he has a family and his name should be cancelled from the list right.

The plot is really a thrill I must say. I can't really guess what comes next in the cinema. You know many movies follow the same pattern of story line, you can even know exactly when and where the couple kiss, who is the one behind, who is the bad guy and how the bad guy dies at last and so on.But not this one, The mystery in your mind remains until the middle part, and the answers uncover in an unexpected way.

For guys, you will start to think will you face the same fate like Nathan? We are about the same age with him now, can we cope with all he has gone through? Luckily, the answer is :

IT IS JUST A MOVIE!

FROM A DREAM FACTORY NAMED HOLLYWOOD!

I would like to watch it a second time.=)

Johnny English

2011-09-30T21:02:00.000+08:00

Johnny O Johnny. All that I know about him, I mean the actor, is from Mr Bean. I have heard of Johnny English but never got a chance to watch its previous films. Yesterday right after our last day of SPM trials, 12 of us went to Sunway Carni to release stress.

I think we have got the right movie to watch.XD

Okay, what expectations I have for this movie?Rowan Atkinson is a great comedian, and I grow up watching Mr Bean, I really can't imagine he plays in an action film. You know, with that kind of face expression on the poster, I am interested to rule out the truth.=)

When the movie starts off with the scene he is trainning in Tibet, I realize that this is a comedy, absolutely. We literally laughed our butts off through out the 1.5 hours. It's totally Mr Bean, just perharps the director thinks that it is not quite a nice name and change the title to Johnny English. Mr Bean is painted with a new identity, MI7 secret agent. However, the way he acts still couldn't run away from Mr Bean. Besides, many scenes in it reminds me strongly about scenes in Mr Bean too! Like the one Johnny playing his chair, rising it up and sinking it down, was similar to the time when Mr Bean went to the Dentist and playing the couch there. The way Johnny cooks also very alike with Mr Bean.

Now let's talk about the plot. Mr Bean?As a MI7 secret agent?? ha!You knew from that your job in the cinema is to laugh, laugh and laugh.

Johnny is the lousiet secret agent I have ever seen. Very much contrary with his senior, James Bond, Johnny is definitely much much inferior. I think I can do better than him! The way he responses to enemies and critical situations, you will sure doubt his ability.You will have the impulse to knock his head or even run into the screen to replace him to accomplish his mission. Driving a helicopter so low and following the ground road?I think many will put secret agent as their first choice career after watching the movie. One funny point is, his enemies are hundred times wiser and stronger than him, but at last the ending follows evil-cannot-defeat-good rule. And this is MI7 man! This organization is dead cool, carrying out every mission successfully and never be in a mess. However, in Johnny English you might be worry for the security and safety of British government with agent like that.

By the way, like I said it's a comedian, just ignore the not so logical plot, and LAUGH!

STAY HUNGRY!STAY FOOLISH!!

2011-09-08T21:19:00.000+08:00

This is the quote I heard it from Steve Jobs, the creator of what you are holding in hand, or perharps you are using one of his products to view this post. He is not the one who created this quote, I forgot where is it origin.

And I have decided to take it as one of my mottos.XD

STAY HUNGRY!

Hungry for knowledge, hungry for all the things happening. Find a job or something where your passion lies. If you haven't found it yet, keep on searching until you found it. Press on and don't give it up. DIVE into the job which you are very interested for long.

Of cause, this phrase suits me so well that I always can't feel the satisfying growl in my stomach after every meal. In fact, my stomach has stayed hungry all the while.=)

STAY FOOLISH!

Foolish??Mind you, I always think that I am considered an interlligent one. I have a funny and deep feeling that I am better and clever than others, which sometimes turn into pride. However now, I have decided to stay foolish. And yes, it's STAY foolish, not ACT foolish.The good feeling about myself I said earlier has not faded however,turns into strong confidence.haha~

This phrase struck me on many aspects. The first is I shall always be humble to listen to others, to learn from others. Secondly, it teaches me not to show off my tip-of-the-iceberg wit. I must learn to hold my toungue in whatever situation, this can't prevent me from any form of criticism or any unpleasant listeners. Besides, I have a chance to listen what people might say. Thirdly, I think I am already on the way doing it, we should not accounted everything seriously. I don't mind people take advantage on me, I choose to be silent when people accuse me, I tend to do good to others and make myself a blessing to all around me.You might think I am bullied. You might think I am foolish to do the extras, but let it be how foolish I am. And I am really not hoping for any reward or return.

Stay foolish as I am!

Let me ask a question which I can't find the answer

A fly drops into a Holy Cup. Will the fly becomes holy, or the Holy Cup is contaminated?=) HAHAHAHA!

I can't finish sejarah, I can't finish Biology,Chemistry and Physics. I can't finish all the syllabus. But I can still S-M-I-L-E !!

Since we are busying preparing for exams, let those who read this post wear a smile while leaving this site.XD

ALL THE BEST GUYS!CALL IT A DAY!

Thanks for everything,girl ,as if you will ever visit this blog...Live life to the fullest.

《那些年》

2011-08-23T21:29:00.003+08:00

好久不见，你别来无恙？原本决定在SPM进入倒数100天之后就暂时搁笔不乱post，不乱写，不乱哈啦东西了。谁知这个决定撑了两个星期就被懒惰的第一个我和好玩的第五个我彻底推翻，比北约推翻卡达菲还快十万八千倍呢！

“又回到最初的起点，记忆中妳青涩的脸。”

不知道为什么（pronounced as WAI SHE MO)最近很疯《那些年，我们一起追的女孩》，虽然这里还没上映，十个我都迫不及待很想抢先看。可能是我很喜欢九把刀？或是吧，但我绝不是他的最佳粉丝，我没坠入他小说世界里然后去杀人。不，不，NO，NO， TIDAK！我没有酱恐怖，我没有酱变态。BuKaN SaYa 十个我都不是。我还看藤井树。

也许是这部电影容易让人着迷及产生共鸣吧。让人有种甜甜又带点感伤。恨不得在中学结束前坠入爱河，来个只在乎曾经拥有，好让中学学生生涯不留白。但是，我说但是，不是说你想坠就有浪漫的爱河给你慢动作定格闭着眼划开河面Per-fect动作100分，比较可能的是落入光华小学旁的大水沟，伴随着哗啦哗啦沟渠水四溅。

“好像再回到那些年的时光，回到教室座位前后讨你温柔的骂。”

说这部电影让我产生共鸣（所谓共鸣就是resonance，能在一瞬间散发我全部的能量），打破砂锅追根究底可能觉的电影里男主角所做过的我都有干过吧。

譬如说他在同学在睡午觉的时候撒黑板擦的粉末，本人，也就是第四个和第八个我就曾经用粉笔在同学的椅子上画TIC TAC TOE，他坐下来时果然就这样印上去了。哈哈哈哈哈哈哈！那时觉得超好玩的。也许当时的目的不是为了吸引某个人的注意，纯粹是好玩、幼稚。

这首主题曲《那些年》，蛮好听的。第五个我很喜欢。=）

“我就是幼稚，才会追你这种用功读书的女生，我就是幼稚，才有办法追你那么久！”

幼稚

有人（其实是很多人）说我幼稚，妳也说过。

或许我真的很幼稚。有谁会活了17年却还系着小领带在班上胡闹？

我真的想过了。我们是两种不同的人，也活在不同的世界。无论我怎么冲，都进不了你的世界。我们之间没有交汇点。

怪开心的，也许是想通了吧。尽量不去在乎妳，不去理会妳。但是越是不要想，越是忘不了。

我是在放弃吗？该做个决定，有个了结。做好朋友就好，有妳真好。

请原谅我的幼稚，请原谅我的淘气；请原谅我没办法追妳那么久。

再个17年，我会想起这首歌。

“请让我继续喜欢妳……”

对不起，我还是会胡闹，会作出令人无法理解的幼稚动作。XD yeah！

最后的100天，冲刺终点线！

2011-08-06T07:28:00.004+08:00

什么时候，第一个我变得懒散起来。第二个我托着腮面向日落的太阳想了许久。第二个我望着那太阳的余辉，答案浮现眼前 -- 我本来就是懒虫一条。从来就没有变得懒散。唉，这个答案第三个我十分不满意，非常不满意，真的不满意，毕竟第三个我也有过勤劳。

总是有千万个理由，给第一个我把该做的事，该读的书都推迟了。这让很热血的第四个我非常不爽，他总是满腔力量，并秉着今日事今日毕的崇高精神完成所有的事。

其实，偷偷告诉你们，这篇的标题就是第四个我写的。其他的我看了都拍手叫好。大家额上绑着“必胜”的白布，突然变得很白目。终于，大家再次地团结一致，往共同的目标奔去。虽然根据我二十多年的经验，跑到最后只有富有运动细胞的第五个我背着嗓子不错的第六个我还在前进。因为大家跑步的时候总喜欢听MP3。

现在有了新的目标，这个目标很伟大，关乎大家人生的第一个十字路口，所以思考周密，且领导能力非凡的第二个我决定奋不顾身地鞭策大家前行，特别是懒惰的第一个我。他要求大家放下一切，不能再颓废下去，为今年的终极目标发奋，说大家从来没有认真过，是时候全力以赴了。这么多个我，点头的点头，叹气的叹气，哭泣的哭泣，感动的感动。哎呀，真是的。

就在这感人的时刻，第七个最会伊莫的我开始闹他的情绪，乱post伊莫status给人家骂。他总是在错的时间地点伊莫，说真的就算在对的时间地点他也是伊莫的。众多我之中，最大的也可能是唯一的共同点就是大家爱搞笑且幽默非凡。眼见没人理第七个我，他爆发了，要不赖在床上，要不霸厕所，害到其他的我不能做cake和冲凉。:/

第八个我，也就是最无厘头，最白目，最鬼马，最SIAO，最冷，最废的我，你们每次看到我Ki Siao，扮白痴等不寻常的Siao就是他搞出来的。他最喜欢和第七个我吵架，然后弄他哈哈大笑。酷吧。XD

第一个我虽然很愿意放下跟他伙儿水里水里去，火里火里去。但他放不下她。该不该放弃？该不该继续？全部我没有办法给他一个最好的答案。连聪明绝顶义气方刚的第九、第十个我这对双胞胎面对她时都头脑瘫痪，精神失常，语无伦次，患得患失。一封简讯，一个眼神，竟然可以攻破十个我的最强防线，抹杀十个安仔。

“怎么可以就让她这样地嚣张地牵动着我们？”身为双胞胎哥哥的第九个我喊道。

“我舍不得她……”第一个我颓废地说到。

“去死啦你，你几时变的如此颓废？都是她！”第二个我理论。

“你喜欢她是你的事……”第十个我出声了。

“她应该知道吧？但她并不因此而讨厌你。～没有你怎么办，像我现在无法入眠，多想要和你聊聊天～”第五个我轻声唱到。

“她真的知道？她真的了解？你确定？”第七个我又伊莫了。

“哎呀，敢爱敢恨，追她啦！冲冲冲！let's go!”第四个我蠢蠢欲动。

“对啦，失败总比没有试过还好，失败又怎样？一次跌倒后攀得比一次高！微笑面对失败！”第六个我笑道。

“她至少会在伤心的时候想起我……应该知足了吧？”第一个我醒了。

“给你发现了！”不知哪个我乱喊。

“安仔，因为陌生所以勇敢，因为距离所以美丽……”第三个我顿时领悟。

好了，可以了，决定了。算了，再见了。

朝着最后100天竞发！！

十个我，是最强的我。我就是我。喜欢不喜欢up to you。我绝不会因你而改变自己，也不可能因你而摒弃尊严。

ALL THE BEST!!

还是原来的那个我～

Ooi Lay Seik's Birthday!!

2011-07-27T21:08:00.003+08:00

I think I know this breaking news yesterday from Xue Kai that today is our beloved Modern Math teacher's Nth birthday. ( sorry I did not know her age as they say age is all women's secret) haha.

However hardly anyone prepared to celebrate with her or what in the morning when we reached the class since a few knew it was her birthday. Chen Xin our dear monitor bought a card, he signed and I brought it to birthday lady.

Somehow we got shocking news that 5SA3 was going to have a grand celebration with her. They bought a RM80 birthday cake, but was kept in the discipline room for 'protection' since the it is so costly right.hahahaha.

Then our class feel like we should act more than just saying "happy birthday".

It was not until the 9th period we guys started to think a way to surprise her on her 10th period Math. Jin Qian, Wen Jiong, Xue Kai, Wee Rock and me started to crap all kind of cool presentations. We needed to shift class for the 10th period to the lab at the fourth floor of B block. We planned to sing birthday song loudly to her on the other side. However Jin Qian and Jiong thought of writing 'Happy Birthday' in big letters.

We asked Wan Ting and Wei Qi to help us to lead the girls team over there to sing birthday song and to direct her to look at our side. Wei Qi agreed with a big smile. She was so excited to be conductor at all times.

10 more minutes to 10th period!We garnered papers and wrote big letters frantically together. This was the time we were so united in doing one thing and I like the feeling.XD

We grabbed any pens and markers and highlighters and splash out on the papers. Every letter was unique in shapes and colours since everyone made it together. The bell rang but we were still not ready yet.

Besides the letters, Itik drew a cake and I drew a big love and 18.=)

Wei Qi, the 100metre winner, sprinted across the building with all her might to get ready. We guys were left behind for the letters thingy.

I gave them a 'fall in' and asked them to be in line so Wee Rock can distribute the letters accordingly. We were so excited really as if we were preparing at the back stage for a stage performance. Hahaha.I yearned my head out of the door to see Wei Qi's signal.

Ah Ooi is often a bit late for the class. I waited her figure to appear at second floor. Our guys started to complain why so long. I decided to let them to keep their books first. Once I spotted her emerging at second floor, I yelled at them to be ready. Their shouting and actions really made me laugh. All of them were behind me, on my count to run out to show the letters.

She was on the third floor!!

Halfway staircase to Fourth!!

She was in CLEAR POSITION!

I pushed the door as if wanna to break it off and ran out to the right, our team of guys follow suited. We spread in one line with the letters and pictures on our hands waving and holding up high. She saw us and paused a moment, then waved back to us again. We started to sing Birthday Song, we were so high as if we were in some carnivals. And guess what it was after school! and everyone was watching at us Siao Kia .

We threw our faces from fourth floor, but its okay :) its worth!

At last we handed our letters to her. She said she had received flowers and cards for years but this time was the first time she received something like this. The room rang with applause.

We were creative and she was touched, she said.XD

yeah!!!What a thing so meaningfully we had done. GOOD JOB 5SA1!!

ALL CRAZY FOLKS!XDDD

By the way although sometimes her words are sharp and pierce through our hearts, she is still a good teacher and nice friend to us.

And we will do the same for other teachers right, just let us know ur birthday then.=)

Harry Potter and The Deathly Hallows

2011-07-21T20:06:00.002+08:00

Yo!so sorry for not crapping something here for quite a long time. I realised that I have been posting about movie critics ( actually just some comments -__-) thrice in a row. If this trend continues, this blog will turn into some professional movie critics blog one day.haha.

YEAH, I watched Harry Potter 7 part 2 yesterday 4.40pm, while others were possibly busy preparing for the Chemistry Quiz. Crazy right? This is me.XD

Still in vivid memory that I watched Part 1 with Itik, Sabun, Jit Ming, Brownie and etc. on the last day of school last year, also Itik's birthday eve. Feeling troubled just to think that the holiday mood is so far away from us now. What lies ahead is SPM, the burden is the heaviest to bear so far in my 17 years of life. In addition to it, SPM is just the first of all kind of challenges waiting for us out there.

Okaayyy~~come back to Hairy.XD

As you all know, this movie is the last of the epic. It took 10 years for the movies to be screened, so did the novels. I will skip the intro part since you all must have read N times on newspapers.

Make no mistake - this final movie displays big battles and full use of magic in the magical world, comparing to the previous movies. I have been ancitipating how the wizard war will look like and how the movie will present the final battle between Hairy and Voldemort.

All in all, it is quite nice for me. I think it would be exceptionally nice to those who don't read the novels. I read the novels for N times, so when I walked in the cinema to watch the movie, I was like rewatching it again. I know the outcome and what will happen next. You may be touched by some scenes of the movie, like the friendship of the trio;or feel sad that Hairy should die at last:even pity Severus Snape and marvel at his love towards Lily Potter.

But~I felt nothing at all. I know it is a happy ending.XD

I was actually guessing what scenes come next in the movie. Hahaha. I know the plot so well, I can even remember the dialog. However, quite a few times I missed. Why? The movie changes some of the plots. zzz.

My sister said the pace was so fast and she hardly digest the movie. All the things going on is actually happened in a year in the novel, but you feel like they settled all in 1 day.

The battle between Hairy and Voldemort is described plainly and simple in the novel. I am glad to see that the movie has so many cool and exciting dueling between them. However what the movie lacks is the feeling. The movie can't show to you the inner conflict of Hairy and the strong bond of love, it is just a magnificent fireworks show reflecting on your retinas.

Well, if you are interested, read the novels from 1 to 7, you will find it wonderful and touching, I assure you.=)

"Hogwarts will always give help to those who seek for it."

"The last enemy shall be destroyed is death."

TRANSFOMERS 3 - DARK OF THE MOON

2011-07-06T21:19:00.002+08:00

Yeah!Another Michael Bay's blockbuster!

Although we missed it last Saturday, I watched it this afternoon right after school with Zhen Jie, Sheng Qi, Yi De, Wei Hong and our pattern king Bali.

I changed my full uniform at 9th period. Sheng Qi fetched me and Bali at 2.10pm to Sunway where the movie began at 2.45pm. While waiting for Zhen Jie them to reach I managed to grab a waffle for lunch.XD

Okay~You all know the plot of Transfomers 3, so I skip it and straight to my viewpoints. Admittedly, I am not a pro movie critics like Zhen Jie. The impression TF3 gave me was "Wow". I can say its not boring. But if you ask me about the plots, the only thing I can say its quite creative, linking moon exploration with it. Although some critics say its very cheesy, overall its okay like others movie for me.

One thing is the metalic robots, or the so called Alien Intelligences, are so human. They are just like human wearing metallic coating. The way they speak, they act and they behaviour. They even bleed!hahaha.

Transfomers 3 also talks about betrayal. Sentinel Prime, which is the former Autobots leader, betrayed them because he wants to restore Cybertron by using earth resources. I think Optimus would not have foresee Sentinel's betrayal when he save him from the moon. He thinks Sentinel will show them how to end the war. He must be very sad and hurtful when Sentinel turned against him and killed his Autobots. In spite of feeling discouraged, he fights for human and fights for freedom. He did not give the traitor a second chance and he ended Sentinel's live. Optimus has totally lost his faith in Sentinel, that's why he kills him for the sake.

All in all, TF3 is quite an enjoyable movie, the fights between Autobots and Decepticons are magnificent.=) My mum say she may bring us for TF3 3-D.Yeah. I will watch TF3 for several times more, just to admire how the robots tansform from vehicles to robots. It's just so amazing, so mesmerizing! I really admire those designers, they are able to make every part of a car into a robot with all the elements like tyres, car mirrors, engines, exhaust pipes, doors and so on precisely shown. That's the reason the Transfomers kidnapped all the guys' hearts.

Autobots!Roll Up!

"In any war, there are calms between storms.

There will be days when we lose faith.
Days when our allies turn against us...
but the day will never come that we forsake
this planet and its people. "
Optimus Prime.

Green Lantern

2011-07-03T18:24:00.005+08:00

The Green Lantern Oath, which is to be cited by the Green Lantern everytime they recharge their rings.=)

Itik, Chu Xuan, Neri, Calvin, Wen Jiong, Khai Jie, Poh kok, Wei Hern and me went out together to celebrate Canteen's day.haha. Actually we planned to watch the blockbuster TRANSFORMERS 3, but as you know we couldn't get any tickets so we watched Green Lantern.

In fact I was not so keen to watch DC superheroes movies like Captain America, Ironman, Batman, Spiderman and so on. Don't you think the plots more or less are the same? Just different heroes posses different unique powers.

Normally the plots follow this pattern : An extremely low self-esteemed guy/A man with wealth, talents and flower hearted - Facing difficulties in life and relationship ( He may fall in love with a girl ) - One day he obtains super power or he is chosen or what - His life change - He has a new identity - He must keep his new identity in secret ( by wearing a mask and costume) if not he will be in danger or other reasons - To be fair, there must be super bad guys to act as his enemies - Fight Fight Fight, Bang Bang Bang - His enemies are always someone close to the superhero - He realises that - His enemies realise that too - His enemy also loves the girl the superhero loves - His enemy kidnap or try to compete the girl with him - He fights all the way to save her - His enemy is killed - He wins the girl's heart - The end, wait for the second episode.

Yeah!

I can be a director already!XD haha.

Undeniably, as the story line goes it brings out positive values. Everyone loves happy ending, loves to see how the superheroes win their girls' heart and kill the enemies. That's why we have so many superheroes.

Hal Jordan is same as Starke in the sense that they both are playboys. Hal Jordan is a character which is more real to us because of his frail humanity like us. He is not like Superman, which is strong and determined, nor Ironman who is always confident. He is irresponsible pilot who caused a massive redundancy in a company due to his mistakes. As the Green Lantern Ring chooses him to be the successor, he wants to give up immediately on the training ground, after being humilated. That's us, doesn't it? Giving up so easily when we start to do a thing which we are assigned to and find it difficult. Just like the Ring never make mistakes, it chooses Hal because there is something in Hal we cannot see. So there are somethings too in us, a great potential to be unleashed and save the world.

The Green Lantern uses his ring to bring out whatever he can imagine in mind. In order to be strong enough, one must have wide imagination so he can create many things to attack and defend. Imagination is what we are lacking now. We tend to follow all the protocols and procedures written on a piece of paper. When someone works in different ways, we see them as aliens. I speak nonsense, I joke nonsense, I say something you think is super lame, I have imagination you will never have. Imagination is powered by ideas, ideas are generated by nonsense. The time Wright brothers thought of flying like a bird, they said they spoke nonsense, too.

The things which are created by Green Lantern, must be further enforced by the Green Lantern's will, focus and determination. If not, whatever he builds are weak and can be destroyed easily. The stronger your will, the stronger your power. Even if you have great imagination but no perseverance to continue doing it, all will be in vain. If you think you can, no one can say you cannot. This is the most heard phrase, suggesting how strong is human will. But let us not forget God is sovereign in our life, no matter how hard we think, how much we focus, we can't work against God. God's plan for us will ultimately be fulfilled no matter how far we try to out run.

Fear. One of the themes in this movie is overcoming fear. We all have fear. We fear of bad things happening, we fear of poor results, we fear of lonliness, we fear of losing friends, we fear of dying. FEAR is what preventing us to step forward, devastating our faith and confidence. Overcoming fear is not easy, really, is not what you say. I experienced it before, it haunts you day and night, telling you that you can't. It makes you fear of fear itself. That's when you started to runaway. I tried many ways to get rid of it, when I hit the damn pole in drivng test. As I returned to the scene, I implanting positive messages into my mind, programming famous quotes, encouraging myself and so on. At last when I started off again my defends all collasped instantly, FEAR overwhelming totally. FEAR is so terrible, by man's strength it cannot be beaten. Finally I seek God. Truly, I didn't lie or what,this made things much better. Thinking Jesus was watching over me and He would never leave me alone, I faced it steadily. Even I failed a hundred times I will not be fear again. He is with me, whatever I do wherever I go. My guardian my true companion. I stop seeking for very very close friend now, what a shame as a born-Christian now only I realised I already have one before I ever born. He will never forsake me even I neglect Him, He is where my soul yearns to, He is right there when I need him. He will never badmouth me. He comforts me. He is everything. He is Lord Jesus Christ." Even though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil."

Green Lantern's light might be bright, but he needs to recharge the ring. The One in my heart, shines forever.

Welcome Back Neri!!

2011-06-26T20:30:00.003+08:00

WELCOME BACK NERI!

Neri, just imagine it is a giant size banner which is hung at the arrival gate.haha.

Ah,sorry for not countingdown for the last 2days,I didn't open facebook on Friday and Saturday.

I was at school from 7 to 6 and then straight away went to tuition until 9.30pm, a very tight and tiring schedule. KRS was holding Ujian Kenaikan Pangkat, we AJKs as stationers and examiners must stay under the scorching sun with the members. I as a discipline master of KRS, did a very lousy job yesterday. My body was there but my soul did not. First time in KRS activity I was not doing my best, I acted very irresponsibly and caused many problems. I neglected my role to supervise the members' discipline.

Why? Perharps I have heard seniors complaining that members are very undisciplined now, and they blamed me. As if I am the only one who is held accountable. Why they not blamed the school discipline teachers?It's a bare fact that the students of CLB are getting worse in all the aspects.

I assure you, CLB is deterioting, getting worse and worse. Teachers still keep saying what the best school of Butterworth, the school of elites, the brilliant students and all nonsense. They are just cheating themselves.

Feeling discouraged in this way, I indulged myself to be the same.hahahaha.Why should I care so much?Since no one cares? Halfway on my boring duty I ran away to chat wif Suat Boon, leaving a station with no one. As a result when I came back, scolded by Chen Xin, Zhen Jie, Jingxue and others. "YOU ARE SO IRRESPONSIBLE!WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN!" "Oh yea, I went for a walk."I answered calmly with some apologies.

Soon after they wanted to start another programme, I grabbed chance to run again, saying I wanted to photosat some documents, I went out of the school with Suat Boon. We actually went to Econsave after getting our work done. When we were back to the dull field, its time for Suat Boon to go back home. So I alone wandering around with no duty since I was not there when they had a fall in.

I felt like I was an extra one, they didn't need me at all. From the way they looked at me I sensed despise. Oh dear Matthew what were you doing. You know that kind of feeling, I knew that I was wrong but my soul was so rebelious. Although you might thing I am playful, but I will never do anything which is not right, which is irresponsible. I considered myself as a very responsible person, at least in KRS, acting as the one who is in charge of KRS disciplinary, I should be the role model of all 500 members and AJKs.

However yesterday, I ignored and neglected ALL. I was bored.

During the time I thought, why I became like that and I tried to find myself back. Am I acting so to show that what they were doing on me in my GS activity? I often thought being as good friends I should support every stuff he organized. Seemingly he did not think so, he did not being so supportive towards my club's stuff. He even jeered and laughed, exposing his true personalities for us to see.

After some struggle, I joined the Bomba test, which was backwood. I joined others under the 2pm sun to examine their cooking skills with wood fire. I nearly fainted due to the killing hot weather. After the test ended at 3pm, my soul urged me to rebel again. If they could simply ran away to do what they liked, why not I?

I went to play Ping Pong and never went back until the day ended. Seok Hui phoned me to call me back, yet my heart unmoved - I succeeded. I wanted to forgive, but was I taking revenge.

Neri, got several times I wanted to bring out my phone to text you, thinking that you might be in Penang at the moment, but I was distracted away. Sorry for disappointing you.

And Ah Jing, I am really sorry for the NIE magazine stuff. You guys looked high upon me, hoping a good work from me. I let you all down. Sorry, really sorry. I was not me. I was irresponsible...

Once again, Neri Carpe Diem - Seize the day!

P.S. - this is not a emo post k, please do not misunderstand. You can label it as apology letters.XD

Happy Papa's Day!!

2011-06-19T16:54:00.002+08:00

YO!Happy Father's Day to all fathers!!yeah.

This is the day for us his children to sit down to think, to appreciate what our fathers have done for us,from the moment we were borned.

Let's read the conversation between 2 brothers:

Jeff: Dear Dad, today is your day to sit back, relax and let mom and me do everything.

Achmed: Just like every other day of the year!

HAHAHAHAHAHA.

Anyway, we still can't take our fathers' work for granted, go hug him and say daddy :) I love you!XD

My dear dad, you are a tremendous figure in my life, the person I honour, although you will never know that, I appreciate you deeply in my heart. I learn a lot from you, and thanks for having you as my father =))

Happy Daddy's day papa!!!

Wake Me Up When Holidays End!

2011-06-10T08:14:00.006+08:00

FUYOH~Wake me up when h0lidays end!!Hahahaha.

Well, this is probably the last post for me during holidays. I have suddenly been informed that KRS trip to old folk's home,Chi Ji and Youth Park will be held on tomorrow. Sunday I need to pack things and ready to school dy.=)

Later 10am Khai Cheat will come to my place to fetch me to Bola-bola to play football.

View back my holidays, since I have a lot of time now without activities ( which I have mentioned lots of times.haha), meaning I have a lot of time to waste too. I spent 4 days morning and night at church to join Bible Courses. I learned a lot from the courses, 'Sovereignty of God' give answers to many questions asked like Why there are so many disasters like tzunamis and earth quakes happening all around the world if God is sovereign?Why this world is so evil since God of Love and mercy created this world Himself?

After watching the latest Pirates film, I decided to watch the 3 previous Pirates again. I actually included them in my holidays plan although I have no plans for holidays.hahaha.Lame right?

I watched the first one on last Sunday night, it is really nice and funny. Last night I continued the second 'the dead man chest' , this one is more eerie and dark compared to the first one and the fourth one. You will start to hate Jack Sparrow for his wickedness and he is so irresponsible. Tell you, you wouldn't see him as a hero but a coward. I wondered, although he is good at fighting skill,but his leadership is damn poor, how can such person be the captain of the ship?In spite of his poor leadership, his crews are willing to submit to his authority and remain faithful. Are they bound by loyalty or they simply respect him from hearts? Perharps this is the amazing part of Jack Sparrow. That is the reason why he was mutinied and always appear in the screen as a captain who has no ship. Little does he know the safest ship in the world is leadership?

Ya, I am going to watch Pirates of Caribbean 3:at world's end by tonight.XD I think I like the first and the fouth because Jack Sparrow acts more like a good man and hero.

Here I wish Neri all the best in her exams. Since she will be back soon, I have to polish my cutting skills so I can perform the best in helping Ah Jing in cutting vegetables at her party.Hahaha. In fact, I don't know how to hold a knive properly -._____.-

This photo was taken in 2007 in Adventist hospital. That time my mother was admitted for a surgery. I wondered why my cousin posed like a deer ( or a buffalo?), maybe that time was near Christmas.haha.

That time there was no 'mountain' on my head yet haha, and my head is so round!

It is always nice when you look back into your past.=)

LIKE!
Ohya, please remember to wake me up when holidays end ya.XD

中学生涯的最后一个年中假

2011-06-09T09:12:00.005+08:00

啊哈，很快地，假期就要结束了。想到这儿就伤心许久，就像我之前所说的，你越期待的日子，一旦过了，就若有所失。时间是很奇妙的东西，看不见，摸不着，却能感觉得到。可以感觉到它如细沙般从手指缝间流逝，可以看见它在你生命留下的痕迹。在那成长的岁月里，留下轨迹，让你找到回首的路。

中学生涯的最后一个年中假，就快要结束了。这十年来的学生生活，就是在开学之时，伸颈盼望下一个期末假的到来中度过的。就这样，一年又一年，从来未曾想过在某个开学之后就不再有假期。我不知道，也不敢想象，踏入社会没有总共3个月假期的一年我该如何去过。没有让我们暂时放下充电的假期会是如何？

当然，我们不能抱怨，不可太消极。求学生涯，谁都拥有过。唯一能做的，还是那句老到不能再老，sien到不能再sien的话：好好珍惜剩下的日子，与好朋友们相聚的日子。

这个年中假，没有闹什么笑话。为什么呢？因为我没有活动，很少去学校跟他们哈啦哈啦。

没有在学校忙得像牛仔的假期很不习惯，虽然从前很向往没有activity的假期。就是因为如此，少了欢笑，多了许多寂寞的时刻去思考，思考我的未来，思考时间的价值。很快的，我们就会来到人生中的第一个十字路口。

好吧，说说我这个假期的生活吧，一放假，我的假期就显露得很颓废，颓废到除了颓废还是颓废。一早起来，用完可爱动人的早餐，就开读书。读什么书呢？当然是比百科全书更全的面子书。正所谓：“废才不出门，能知天下事。”geng到连那一家的狗在尿尿我都知道。XD

收到了那么多的资讯，是应该让大脑躺在床上休息一下的。谁知一躺就是到午餐时间。用完漂亮优雅的午餐之后，为了与时并进，再次打开面子书。过后又在睡到晚上。吃过了浪漫无比的晚餐后，嘿嘿，勤劳的我继续读“书”。我人生中最颓废的一天就这样过去了。这一天，我睡了三次，让我觉得对不起爹娘。

我真的真的真的很想打开书本读书，可是心有余而力不足。所以就算了吧。

看看Form1 的我。XD 太肥了··· ···

是不是很胖很可爱？哈哈哈。后果就是一直给人家捏。

LIKE!

那些年，我们一起追的女孩

2011-06-08T10:12:00.006+08:00

啊哈，快开学了，假期有点舍不得。

那又能怎样？考试时，你急迫地倒数考完放假的那一天，放假了还不是无所事事。都说对时间不要注入太多的感情，平常心看待就好了。你再爱它，再珍惜它，它还不是拍拍屁股走人？你希望它走得慢一点，偏偏它越飞越快；你要它飞快些，它却爬得比乌龟还慢！所以我说啊，时间简直比男人更不可靠。男人你求他别走，很可能他就不走了。你爱他，他也会爱你吧。你珍惜他，他也会爱护你吧。你要他走慢一点，他最怪古也能跑罢了，因为你的超人不会飞。哈哈。XD

唉，继RouYi疯狂爱上洋人的红毛之后，最近就连Ah Jing也想嫁给外国男人。原来，外国不只月亮比较圆。错错错，都是我们的错。应该多拍一些连续剧才行。要不然，风头都给韩剧抢光了，我们无颜见爹娘。浏览女生们的部落格（说到部落格，hey,Raja Uda 的 Blogger's cafe 关了hor？），十次九次讲韩剧，剩下的一次也留给好莱坞。就是没看过《初恋红豆冰》之类的。其实我国有三大种族，随便合力拍一部也能与韩剧对抗。收拾了韩剧，再攻陷好莱坞！yeah！

可是······ 等到有人开拍已太迟了。所以我决定为拯救国土马来西亚的影音业做出非凡的贡献。

我-要-拍-电-影！！

军中无戏言，继上次长假我和KeithJie亲自操刀拍了《KRS 2011 Training Camp Treasure Hunt》之后，大获好评，获得各大奖项提名，荣获最佳场景布置，震惊电影界，威到不能再威，走路有龙卷风。虽然获得巨大的成功，但我们并不骄傲，希望能继续努力再创高峰，把最好的呈现给大家，为人类艺术文化尽一份绵力。

有鉴于此，现在想大众招募电影台前幕后人员，凡有兴趣的，报名从速，以免向隅。

这次我们想拍一部关于我们班的故事，要毕业了吗，有了毕业刊，毕业歌，当然少不了毕业电影吧，以纪念我们的青春无敌。目前，剧本还在构思当中，原定这个假期开拍，由于技术上的问题而取消。

HEY HEY!THIS IS NOT A JOKE K!你们也许在笑得很开心，认为我在开玩笑。但我们原班人马是真的想拍一部的叻，Ah JIng 你支持我们吗，给你做女主角啦。Yuan Fen 好像很support。

好了，先回到题目。时间真的能掌控吗？转眼我们已上课十年。那些年，我们也许爱上了某个人，而陷入疯狂的状态。日日夜夜地想念她，她是我一切动作的目地。换句话说，我说做的每一个动作，都是为了让她在意。

那些年，从我们相识算起···

那些年，我们一起在光华的校园里走过···

那些年，我们无知地为了某些事情吵架翻脸过···

那些年，我们经历分离过···

那些年，我们一起追的女孩···而牺牲了友情

妳曾是我很在乎的对象，可能妳也知道。那时我们都还小吧。

《那些年，我们一起追的女孩》，我看过了它的小说，很好看。叙述的是几个男孩同时爱上一个女孩，为她争风吃醋，绞尽脑汁，用尽方法追到她。到最后如果没有记错的话他们当中没有一个追到，她却和另一个人结婚了。就是会让你回到很久很久以前，回首你当时的物与景，有一种感叹岁月无情郁郁凄凉的感觉。好像有点遗憾，却感谢有过这一段日子。也让你有一种似曾相识的感觉。

“青春是一场大雨。即使感冒了，还盼望回头再淋它一次。”

P/S，我觉得这部比韩剧好看多了！BLEAK!XP

Agong's birthday!

2011-06-04T08:21:00.002+08:00

Yeah!Happy Birthday Agong!!

Suddenly don't know why so high, perharps it is driven by Semangat Patriotik yah?

If no mistaken, there is a moral value in our Moral Education syllabus named Taat Setia towards Raja and Negara right?

Its definition is Kepatuhan and Kesetiaan yang berkekalan towards Raja and Negara.

Kita haruslah mengamalkan nilai taat setia towards Raja and Negara. Kita haruslah setia kepada Raja dengan berkekalan.Sebagai contoh, menyambut Hari Keputeraan Yang Di-pertuan Agong.

Wow, I think I can score in Moral subject this year in SPM!XD haha.

I don't know what celebration they have at the palace,but there must be a grand one.=) Since today is a public holiday, I asked Zhen Jie them to walk around Penang island by feet. Amazing right?? They started their journey from Jetty at 7.30am this morning, will go Penang hill first then travel to Georgetown to see the heritages.

Well well, you might think then what the hell am I doing here, am not I supposed to be with them now? My mum say today she wants to bring us out to Penang too. Although I know very well following my mum would be very dull, but I choose family over friends. *Clap*Clap*

Yeah, I am the one who calls for the trip, but I am not joinning, funny eh? She laughed at me and she would go if more girls are going.

Here I wish Jingxue them have a safe journey to and fro, have fun!

Driving to BM

2011-06-02T14:02:00.002+08:00

This title may sound ordinary, but for me it is ground-breaking and exciting!!

This morning right after my dad sent my mum to her kindergarten, my super cool father (again, super cool) asked me whether I would like to hold the sterling. Of cause I say yess!haha. Hence, he parked at the roadside and I was on the driving seat seconds later. I will drive him to my BM church instead of him sending me there.

Okay, I did all the pre-drive routine like adjusting side mirrors and so on. And my father prayed!! Well, he was not a Christian until some years ago, and he seldom pray, or I should say I never hear him pray 'self-inducedly' without anyone asking.

I chuckled, this was what he prayed :" Our lovely Father in Heaven, we are now going to BM Grace Church, I pray for journey mercy along the way.In Jesus name I pray, Amen." Hahaha, I was really laughing that time, in my heart. It's not I did not need God's divine protection, it's because my father suddenly become so soft and tender, like a mother. Perharps he was scared? And I murmured in my heart :" Papa, don't worry, I will drive you safely."

Well, I signalled right and out on the road. Seconds later I realize I forgot to tighten my seatbelt -____- and forced to stop and tighten it.

The beginning of the journey was not bad, in fact its very smooth. When we were approaching BM, challenges started to emerge. As everytime we went to church on Sunday, I slept the whole journey. The consequence is I didn't know the way quite well. So everytime my dad gave the instructions I must take seconds to respond, and I just shift lane suddenly. This really scared him.

Got one time when I turned right, I stepped on the brake pedal too hard, and it became emergency brake. Imagine I just stopped the car in the middle of turning corner. My dad yelled!! Luckily no car was following us too near. Hahaha. So I learnt not to stepped the brake pedal so hard. The next turn I just stepped lightly, perharps it is a big car and the car just swifted in the lane. This time was too fast. My dear dad yelled again. =.=

By the way my driving skill was still above 90 as a beginner.XD So Wen Nee ah, I can drive safely k. Nevermind, I drive ah Jing enough. =P

The journey took 30 minutes, quite long for a beginner really. I enjoyed it very much and my dad say just need to practise more especially with such a big car.

Well, who want to sit my car??

Muahahaha.

AdSense

2011-06-01T13:57:00.003+08:00

Woo Hoo!

Remember last time I failed to apply for Adsense?Neri laughed and said she wondered why I was rejected. And the reason Google gave was what my blog template, designs, posts bla bla bla not qualified.

I put it away and this holidays, out of boredom I resubmit the application.1 day later I got it. =.=

SO, THAT'S IT!!nehhh, the right bar there, I sacrifice the strategic location, which I used to put the maximum size of my photo so everytime you step in here you can see my charming face that enlighten your day.XD hahaha.

You may ask why I join this programme, of cause is Wa Bo Lui, Ngor Mou Qin ah.No no no, more precisely, Qian Bu Gou Yong. However, the bigger objective is, to discover 'selok belok perniagaan' as in the guy in our Form4 novel Azfa Hanani. The difference is he sells burger and I chose the easier way. =) Anyway I think this can hardly earn since Ah Jing had told me before her brother refraining her from clicking.haha.XD

Okay, enough. Actually I am just having fun lah, seeing every blog I visit has this gadget, so I decided to try it. Lame reason right? I discover that it is a much more compliacted system than I thought. So many steps to manage it and I learn from zero, just like 3 years ago I learnt to start up blogger. The bright side is I can use my entire holidays to explore more about it instead of dying of boredom. YeAH!

Finally, since the gadget is already there, just click it larh, although you might hate it because my photo is being pushed down and you can't see it in the first place. HAhaHA. Thank You very much ya.

P.S. I notice that all the advertisements are either in Chinese or something about chidlish games. Does it because this blog is full of childish contents? -___-

HAPPY HOLIDAYS!!

Pirates of Caribbean 4: On Stranger Tides

2011-05-29T20:41:00.008+08:00

Captain Jack Sparrow returns!!

Last Friday after Physics tuition, Mr Tham Jingxue had a priviledge to be my first passenger since I got my driving licence.XD He himself felt so honoured. haha.

It was a short journey, he came to my home to plan programme for the next day. After we got things done, we switched on the computer and watched the trailer of the exciting Pirates 4. I was longing to watch it on screen, and the comments from Rou Yi them were not bad.

So right after Jingxue went back and my dearest super cool brother came back from work. I asked him to bring me out to watch it.

WOW!He was so cool!Normally he would lay face down on the bed once reached home. That day he walked extra 3 rounds around the little space of living hall.

FIRST STAGE : GETTING A DRIVER PASS

Next stage, I need to get her majesty my mother's permission, just like The British got the order from the Queen to search the Fountain of Life in the movie.

Well of course, second stage is always much harder than first stage. However, my dearest super cool brother helped me. He told my mom about it. And to my surprise, my mom allowed me to go!!It's so amazing, I can't believe I did not need to use any weapons like begging, crying and even promising. She wouldn't agree so fast everytime when I want to go outing with friends, but this time, just my bro and me, wanted to go out at 9pm spontaneously, she nodded her head.

HOORRAAYY!!

My super cool brother and I reached there at 9.30pm, we bought 10:10pm's tickets. The reason I kept on prasing my bro is because he was willing to bring me to Sunway.haha.

Okay Okay, let's talk about the movie now.

Jack Sparrow is always one of the amazing characters I love so much. He has his own distinct personalities, very much different from others. Of course, he is so humourous and think fast. The movie started off by Captain Jack Sparrow impersonated a judge to sit for a trial to set Gibbs free in London. He behaved so calmly and he is able to solve the crisis ahead immediately.

In Pirates 4, he did not even own a ship, but he knows the way to Fountain of Youth, so he was poisoned and captured by BlackBeard. In fact he was a little sailor on the ship only, forced to wash and toil. He launched a mutiny to take over the ship but failed.He was brave enough to fight, but the next moment he acted timidly and kept on flattering to spare his live.At last, he got back his beloved ship - BlackPearl.

The scary part of the movie is the mermaids, they are sexy but very cruel. They seduce the sailors, drag them into the deep sea to force them to mate with them, and lastly eat them up. This makes me to think of piranhas.Y-E-R-R.

Even so, Pirates 4 is more like a comedy, and the famous background music track He's Pirate by Hans Zimmer will definitely bring your senses together with Jack Sparrow along the adveNture.XD

The next character I love is Optimus Prime, which will be showing up with wings to fight off vast amounts of Decepticons in TRANSFORMERS 3. YEAH!

10 Days to Exam

2011-05-02T13:20:00.004+08:00

I hate the word 'Exam' so much.

I love to study new things and new knowledge but it seems like all the students in Malaysia are destinied to suffer in exam hall several hours a day for 2 weeks.

10 days later, we will be called to the battlefield, using our pens as swords to fight with papers army. And at last declaring victory when the result slips are passed down.

In fact, I'm not ready for it, I have just thought of starting to prepare in an organized way. You may say I'm bluffing and pretending as all 5SA1-ians are so fake. But it's true.

10 days, whether it's enough for me to cram everything inside my big head, I will try my very best to do so, using every possible methods like swallow up the book literally, tear it and put into Milo for breakfast, make it damp and use it as pillow for the words to diffuse into my head and so on.

It's all worth a try!XD

I think I should stop crapping here since I am running out of time.

I can score in the exam!! Yeah!

To my best friends Ah Jing Ah Tham and all:

NEVER EVER FORGET TO LAUGH AS YOU BURY YOUR HEAD IN BOOKS!!

MUAHAHAHAHA!

IF YOU FAIL TO DO SO, YOU HAVE OFFENDED ME!

and to Neri!:

ALL THE BEST!!

Take care of your health and don't get mental illness!I will take you to Pantai Kerachut when you come back this year end.=) Please don't get angry with me kay?pleaseeee......

休息是为了走更长远的路

2011-04-21T21:03:00.002+08:00

啊哈，这句话不知在几岁时看过，到了几岁时看到会背了，又到了几岁时背到会用了。我敢说这是我们最常用的名句精华之一。

说到名句精华，让我联想到华文，谈到华文就想起中国文学。哎，真的是对不起中国文学啊，对不住飞猛呀。由于今年全国没人考获A+，原本几乎爆满的中国文学班今天只剩下小猫两三只。也许之前老师以为华教有救了，刹那间，如海市蜃楼，飞猛的梦泡沫化，心如落地玻璃碎了。

依然坚持下去的，马上轰5SA1的我们太过现实，原本有接近半班的学生报考，到最后全部撤离贫瘠的中国文学。我想为我们班全体同学，当然包括曾是报考中国文学生的我们说话：对，我们已经做出了决定，见风转舵，所以请你们尊重我们的抉择。我们并不是不热爱华文，是时势无法让我们造英雄，不想飞蛾扑火，自取灭亡。我想大声说，虽然你们会认为这是由于郭韦乐同学退出而引起的骨牌效应，但是请想一想，难道身为北海钟灵中学精英的我们竟然会冲动并以幼稚的想法来做出一项抉择？一项关乎我们前途未来的决定？难道我们不曾想过，今年没人A+，明年必定如天上星星，海边沙粒般多？请不要怪罪我们。

至于我们会做出如此决定，我们有我们的理由。

你们说我们不讲义气？看看我与亲爱的慧文的面子书对话吧：

····· ····· ·····

我：义气不能当饭吃！

慧文：不能当饭吃就当面吃啊！

我：可是面吃了没饭饱啊！

慧文：那就吃三碗啊！STUPID~

我：可是中国文学不能分成三碗啊！

我：其实义气也不能分三碗···

好啦，又离题了。不要酱沉重好不好，轻松一点吧。反正没考又不会下地狱，考了又不会上天堂对吧。

休息，何为休息？休息就是rest 吧？rest就是rehat吧？好，menurut definisi daripada kamus dewan, rehat bermaksud cuti,mengaso.其实我也不明白词典里的解释，还好有华文和英文的解释，我才看得懂。=）rehat 就是rest，rest就是休息。

为什么要休息？为了有好精神？为了没黑眼圈？为了健康？

不不不，题目都告诉你了啦，是为了走更长远的路。

那什么是更长远的路？打个比方，假如今天有9节课，你的路真的好长。从第一节到放学，必须专心致志地听老师催眠，是很累人的。所以，身为精明学生的我们，应该要充分休息，才能活力一整天。

如果···睡觉是一种休息的方法···

我做到了！妈，我成功了！

我，终于在上可爱的physics时酣睡了。原本只想闭目养神，耳朵在听课，哪里知道越睡越熟，还梦见我在开车呢。我第一次真真睡着了。却让你们看见了，真害臊。大家都在注视着我和敬学伏在桌上‘休息’吗？当我开眼睛时，是看见Ah Jing的眼睛··· ···你的眼神，如此温柔，却没带走我的心跳。

此后到放学，我和敬学都精神奕奕！yeah！

嗨，说了这么多，还不是只想掩盖自己上课睡觉的事实···

哎哟，不错哦！XD

STILL

2011-04-19T20:32:00.003+08:00

Hide me now
Under Your wings
Cover me
Within Your mighty hand

When the oceans rise and thunders roar
I will soar with You above the storm
Father you are King over the flood
I will be still and know You are God

Find rest my soul
In Christ alone
Know His power
In quietness and trust

When the oceans rise and thunders roar
I will soar with You above the storm
Father You are king over the flood
I will be still and know You are God

I find peace in my heart when singing and listening to this song, I have the assurance that I am not alone in this highways and byways of life. Anything I can turn to Him and have hope.=)

Sometimes when you suffered a great loss or a failure in your life, of cause there are grief and sadness. Fear will engulf you, surround you and finally swallow you up.

Just as you think your life will be as calm as the sea, a tzunami will happen suddenly, who knows?

Fear of failure. That's it.

I realize that life will not move on smoothly as we all hope, it is full of challenges and obstacles, learning to rise up again at where you fall is a nesscessity.

Perharps I did not experience failure so much, life had been so peaceful and successful to me.When it caught me off guard I was nearly defeated.I know there is God, He is always there, giving me strength and covering me.I shall not blame Him for the failure, He has His own reason for something to happen.Maybe He wants me to learn to be humble in life, giving up pride and don't be over-confident. =)

P.S. hey hey hey~yo, I want to clarify that this is not an emo post, later my entire chatbox will be full of complaints again.haha~Listen!I am not emoing k!Ah Jing, I hope you won't say I emo again when you run into me, just discuss the Singapore trip will do.XD

Lastly: HAPPY EASTER!HE LIVES!

鬼也笑

2011-04-12T20:04:00.006+08:00

啊哈！鬼也笑？听说这是《吓到笑》的part 2。我还没去看，可能也没得看了，最近真的比牛仔还忙，从中国寻根回来到现在，真的没有好好休息过。上个星期我没上到课，功课欠到一大堆。

老师就像大耳窿，今天的功课没交，明天的功课更多。唯一不同的是，功课你没跟她们借，她们却跟你讨。结果越欠越多，老师越追越猛。你死拼地抄，她们死拼的给。尤其是那只大猩猩，她给功课跟本不用经过大脑，就像念什么经酱念出来。当然，她讨功课也没有用大脑。你欠多少她压根儿不知道，多希望她是真的大耳窿。

今天我们上bio时终于可以拿拿刀，开开肚，看看老鼠的内脏了。英勇无比的我，当然是毛遂自荐、自告奋勇地穿上手套，为科学牺牲，冒着可能被老鼠咬的危险，为大家揭开皮下的面纱。戴着手套，我感觉到身为一名权威医师的威严；拿着剪刀，我知道一名医生对生命的责任。我深深的吸一口气，即将面对我人生首次对生物的解剖。我了解，这可能是我第一次，也是我最后一次，因为我天生就手抖··· ···

我并不害怕面对血淋淋的画面，只是双手不够沉稳及灵活···

首先，Ah Wan 叫我抓住老鼠的尾巴再把它放入装着Chloroform的瓶子里。这可过程就难熬，因为它垂死挣扎，死赖着瓶口不走。丽仙那组太太太太太太过残忍了，她们把它的肚子切开，并不是帮它接生。肚子一开起来，有7只可怜的鼠宝宝在里面。我呢，就善良多了。在开始剪开它的皮肤之前，我还向它说拜拜，祝它一路好走。我问老师它会上天堂还是下地狱？老师不语 -.-

解剖的过程真有趣。XD 发生了许许多多的笑话。

说真的，当老鼠真的很可怜，还好我不是老鼠。如果我是一只白老鼠，我宁愿给猫咪吃十次，也不要给人类非礼我神圣的身躯。HNG～

老鼠！你真的好伟大！为了我们而死！我爱你！就像老鼠爱大米！

好了好了，又离题了。我不知道鬼看到会不会笑。听说整部戏鬼都没有笑，不知道为什么叫鬼也笑？真的是Ki Siao。那么问题来了，到底鬼会不会笑？你说会？不会？你又怎么知道？你连一只鬼都没看过叻。就算你真的很幸运在转角遇上了，你还没看清楚就已经跑快过世界纪录了咯，还管他Mai Leh有没有蒙娜丽莎的微笑？

So，鬼真的会笑吗？就让它来告诉你吧！来个appointment吧，鬼可是很忙的，不过没有牛仔忙。它们通常到处吓人，吓到人笑之后才有空。如果你真的真的很想知道鬼会不会笑，就讲个笑话给它听吧。XD哈哈哈。

祝你成功。希望听了你的笑话后，鬼-也-笑！

哎哟，不错哦！

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2011-04-03T20:41:00.000+08:00

放荡够了,我这性子是该收了。

RUNNING OUT OF TIME

2011-04-03T19:49:00.005+08:00

Wuuahhh~I am really running of time now.

REALLY!

I have no time to do my bloody homework.

I have no time to read my books.

I have no time to study.

I have no time to watch tele.

I have no time to online.

I have no time to blog!

Sorry for not updating so soon. I AM RUNNING OUT OF TIME. And as you know connect to the net means burning a few hours away. I can't afford that. Driving lesson had taken away my several precious afternoon time. And I couldn't believe that next Wednesday I am going to go for forum competition!! ABOLIDEBOH!

I am scared, I am tired,I am worried, I am nervous, I am full of fear...

Lord Jesus, take away all these from me, this is my prayer Lord, let me have Your peace in my heart, let me feel Your presence, as I know deep in my heart I shall not depend on myself, not even my confidence nor experiences, I must depend solely on You. You know I long for Your sovereign in my heart. Lead me and guide me in my life as I commit my life into Your mighty hands. Do not forsake me Lord almighty, let Thy will be done!By Your power I stand, by Your bread I live, by Your grace I dwell.I pray that Jesus, You'll be with me every moment every second, to help me to protect me!As I look back, I see Your blessings upon me, grace upon grace shower on me.You are Lord, You are King, You are Jesus!In Jesus almighty Name I pray, Amen.

=)

Yet, last night I went to COCLB's concert. I think last night was better than last year's.haha. The play I love most is Sui Jing's "Winter Hunt".XD Sui Jing was so cool k, solo leh. It was an unforgettable moment.=)

And we guys were forced to let go our places for the parents visitors due to oversold of tickets. Haiz, that was the priviledge to be Rou Yi's friends. So we moved to staircase there to continue to rest of the concert.

Suddenly, Xu Huan and Jasmine came to find us, they gave me a teddy bear, which was bought my Wei Qi's aka dead rope's mother, to be given to her on stage. The girls really acted so cowardly, it was their best friend's performance but they did not dare to show their love to her.

Hence, as you may have guessed, I was the one appointed by them to go up to stage and hand it to her. Yea, a guy walked up alone with a bear and handed it to a girl on the stage. Romantic hor.What might the teachers say?the students? I have no idea seriously.

After that, Yan Fen sms me to thank me. Praising that I did a great job -________-' You know I did that with sacrifices of tonnes of other girls tears??hahahahaha.XP

You might think that was funny, really funny indeed.

If you think laughing at me will cheer you up, be glad to continue then.XP

YO I'M BACK!

2011-03-26T17:23:00.004+08:00

I know it's too late to say this, but the fact is I'm back from China Fu Jian He Shan High School. XD

Wow~Jeffrey, I guess is you who impersonated me and posted that post which is full of nolstagia.

WELCOME BACK!You blogged again, yeah, after 3 years, you crapped something again!

However, stop emo-ing Jeffrey, and please don't post behalf on me again, my friends did confuse.XD

Yeah~the time we were together really full of fun and surprises. Yan Yi and I love to make laugh of you and do funny tricks on you. I remembered tailing you behind during recess was our routine mission. hahaha~ We just like to do so.

Like you said, you punished me to pump 20 times during the Shinobi National Competition. Haiya, you were the chairman of the club ma, a 14-year-old young baby chairman. What I wanted to tell you is, I never care about that before. We left Yan Yi alone in school for 3 days. He must be really lonely.haha.

Yes, I remembered too that occasion we nearly started a fight.haha. I think Yan Yi and I irritated you as usual, maybe that time you really experience some hard time, you just bang me on the notice board behind the classroom with YOUR PREFECT BADGE pinned on your shirt. It was hard. I wanted to swing my fist back but my consciousness stopped me from that.

Even though so, WE ARE STILL BEST FRIENDS!

Sometimes I also think during the middle of the chilling night, when everyone is in slumberland and I am the only soul awaken, HOW DO OUR FRIENDSHIP SUSTAIN??after so many quarrels, so many fights and so many tricks been done? Even I had left you 2 and the girls gang for 3 years, the bond is still there.

There.

No one can see it, but I feel it, we experience it, through every moments we meet, across many miles.

My dear friend, life goes on, this is what you told me when I left 3 years ago.

Life goes on.

I hope that you put down your burden, pick up your courage and, go on.

I knew what you've been going through this few years. Those hard times, as we shared before, I experienced it too last years. The battle and the evil part of mankind.Let us work hard together, encourage one another, and finish the race. YOU'LL NEVER WALK ALONE.

By:

Far Beyond but close in heart,
Matthew

"Our finger prints don't fade from the lives we touch."

2011-03-20T13:58:00.004+08:00

Hi guys, its like freaking long since I've blogged, so...here I am matt. XD Sry I stopped blogging for so long ( 3 years? i think?), so sry. Ermm, since all the post below are in chinese, I'l sapu the english part k matt? XP

Alright I'l cut the crap and start blogging bout whatever that comes through my mind, cause I finally noticed that its a lot better than facebook where ppl post some random stuff like : I LOVE **********, and everyone goes crazy about it, but in the end he/she will just say, "Nahhh, its I was just joking." =.=''.

OKOK I KNOW IM CRAPPING A LOT. (Forgive my cacat-ness in blogging, rusty edi XD) So....I was watching this movie yesterday "Remember Me" by the really hot guy in twilight (nv ever registered his name in my brain, and no im not gay-.-) and yeahh he said this really chunted thing that I would like to share.

"OUR FINGER PRINTS DON'T FADE FROM THE LIVES WE TOUCH."

Yes matthew, I still remember that you and yan yi took my bag and put it right infront of the class while I wasn't in class and you scared the hell outa me when I came back. GOOD JOKE =_=

But, I also remembered the days where we would have fun and stuff, even the days when I bash you up and made you pump in shinobi. hehe.. =P

Ok back to the topic, erm its a really interesting show, its sorta like a romance movie but, it also has those kinda family and life stuff in it, so when you're really bored and start to wonder what to do, WATCH IT.

* Is there anyway to makeup to a broken promise? just asking. LOL

CHINA!

2011-03-12T22:37:00.002+08:00

At this time I should be sleeping since I need to be at school at 5am tomorrow morning.

But why am I still here??

Of course is to farewell with my dear friends!!

Couldn't type in Chinese due to lacking of time.

I will be back on next Saturday.So please don't worry me too much despite the rumours of disasters circulating around.I promise I come back with 1 big head, 2 eyes, 2 nostrils, 2 ears,2 arms,2 legs, 1 mouth and 1 RADIANT SMILE.=)

Do miss me by the way.hahahaha~I know you all would but just feel shy to express it. I know well in my deep heart.hahahahaha.XD

Okay, that's it.

HAPPY HOLIDAYS WOO HOO MATT!

FRIENDS, STORY ON THE WAY!

After'Math' 数学之后

2011-03-09T18:49:00.006+08:00

啊哈，推开沉重的大门，踏入已经很久很久没有探访的部落格，地上盖着厚厚的灰尘，是时候打扫了吧。由于该死的考试，部落格没时间投稿，造成许多人的不便，加上让许多忠实歌迷朋友久等，再此向各界说声抱歉。

想些什么呢？我的生活绝对精彩。但如此多的美好充满笑声的时光，总不能一字不漏的吐在这儿吧。数学之后～这个标题马上闪过。由于这次考试最后一科是数学，考完了。所以就叫Aftermath 吧。XD

一语双关，考完数学就好像Aftermath一样。数学啊数学，不过是一加一等于二罢了，虽然有些人说是三，还有些人问不是四吗？说是一的人也很多。但无所谓，总之不会是decimal，也不会是fraction。

什么？你说我神经！？有人连一加一也会算错？

haiyo，这个世界无奇不有，每个人所处的环境时间地点都不一样。

你说一粒苹果加一粒苹果就有两粒苹果。

一只老虎加一只鹿还是剩一只老虎。

但一个男的加一个女的就会有三个人。

至于会说是四的人，原因我还搞不清楚，可能他的女朋友生了双胞胎吧··· ···

你看你看，又离题了。

我呢，一加一等于二。从小到大都是这样。到了中学没有一加一了，简单的数学给老师搞复杂了。数学越出越难，学生越不能做，老师越开心，真是变态。考完数学，就像灾难过后，有人哭，没有人笑（不包括我）。我们需要重建，倒下的尊严要重新建立，破碎的信心要再凝聚；不能就这样让老师继续嚣张。（Like)

说到考试，不可不提我们考试的座位。去年，芮菁、震杰、伟齐和我在后面形成天下无敌考试无聊唱歌吵闹U-shape阵。曾经红遍两岸三地、获奖无数的我们，今年由于震杰的单飞而大不如前。虽然主唱剩我一个，背景音乐笑声还是芮菁，锣鼓依然罗伟齐，我们好是很开心。震杰由于翅膀不够硬，只飞到我右边的右边，我们还是不理会别人，隔空喊话。不知道有多少人不爽。

今早，Cikgu Zul 还站在锣鼓旁边，为我们献唱上海滩和校歌。

这次的考试，总是胡思乱想，不能专心，考试一直错，所以我一直节哀。

节哀、节哀、节哀。不知道是节哀顺变，还是顺便节哀。但大家看到我总是开开心心，吵吵闹闹，不信我在悲哀。haiz···

不过，无论如何，不论吹什么风，不管淹什么水，我都可以没当一回事，继续唱我的，继续说我的，继续笑我的。XDD

有时不能一直做天才，当当白痴没什么不好。哈哈。哎哟，不错哦！

星期五去学车咯，看我如何骂回Muthu！你papaya！！=X

天天开心

2011-02-19T22:03:00.004+08:00

啊哈，天天开心！HAPPY GO LUCKY!

天空划过一条长长的线，连接着过去与未来。或许我们只是旁观者局外人，在当下抬头遥望遥不可及的那个点。展望未来，却不知道未来里还有未来；回首过去，却不晓得过去一直都在过去。--题记

站在人生的十字路口，每一步充满了未知数。向左走，或向右转，没有绝对的对与错。到了这个年龄，这把年纪，就是有一种莫名的疑惑，担心着明天。

是愚蠢让睿智耀眼，是丑陋衬托了美丽，是贫穷凸显了富贵，是烦闷体现了幽默，是我，造就了你。--题记

世界上没有绝对的完美，也没这个必要。假若世上没有坏蛋的邪恶,哪来英雄的威风？倘若世上没有野兽，难道还有美女？人生若只充满欢乐，少了一丝丝的哀愁，少了一些些的烦恼，这一趟岂不枉走？到了这个年龄，这把年纪，就是有一点淡淡的忧愁，担心些什么。

多情自古空余恨，此恨绵绵无绝期。当你回眸的一刹那，发现我坚固的堡垒尽是那么不堪一击。我的思绪，我的情感，被你牵着走。当爱与不爱交接，彷徨。--题记

很多时候，人总是死命追自己想要的，却不愿回头望一望，有些人由始至终都期待我们一点点的在乎，哪怕只是一句话。你无心的话，不经意的举动，不小心的短暂失忆，都会影响他们，使得他们放不下。要知道，你不能自私地奢望他们会永远等着你，被爱，是幸福的。又或者，我少了SJ的勇敢？到了这个年龄，这把年纪，就是有一些莫名的冲动，忧虑着你。

哈，终于伊莫完了，原来原来当心情困苦的时候，灵感可以连上厕所都找到。其实厕所的特殊地理形势是很好的，有风更有水，风水一级棒！厕所里，各种感官都被活活地刺激了。所以我说啊，不要浪费做蛋糕的时间。可惜我考试的时候总是开开心心的，没什么特别的情绪，难怪作文写不好。厕所又不能随随便便上，真是的。讲到厕所，男厕游了绿漆，女厕上了粉红漆。女生爱死粉红，男生几时几点喜欢青色？奥，我不上厕所了。

欧，差点又忘了，又失忆十分钟，上面伊莫的文字并不适合本博客的忠实读者阅读，第一是以免良好心情被影响，二来你们给标题‘天天开心’骗了。哈哈哈哈哈哈哈。如果执意要阅读，那几段是被列为PG13，须有家长在身边陪同指导，谢谢。若没家长，只读绿色文字就行了。

哎呀呀，其实标题没标错，只是我的华文不太好，如果你有稍稍留意我前几篇，就会发现我常常离题。

好了，最近周会，又情不自禁地想起蔡校长误把《天天好天》说成《天天开心》却浑然不知，害到娱乐圈炸到，Astro Cheh Gong，我们笑到屁股’咚‘的一声掉下来（LMAO）。后来觉得，校长也许是故意的吧？哎哟，不错哦。

周会MR Ho 捉头发，几个被叫出去，包括Ming Boy，他只坐在我左边的左边。当时我几怕你知道吗，怕我的“公鸡头”也中，对，就是头盔头Rou Yi所叫的“公鸡头”，Sui Jing 妒忌的尖尖头，Malathee的Trojan Hair，Jing Xue 的高山。你看，只是我的头发罢了，就酱多nickname ah！哎呦，不错哦！真是光宗耀祖！顺便showoff 一下，我没有用wax 或任何人工方法喔。XD

考试要到了，书没读到（对，千真万确，你们一定要相信我，我是不讲骗话的），但是我还是天天开心，天天无聊，天天玩玩。

不管了！开心也是一天，不开心也是一天。读书也是一天，不读书也是一天。B-L-E-A-K！

爱呀呀呀呀，一天天，一年年，天天都是好天！！

哎呦，不错哦！

我的学车日记（一）

2011-02-12T22:04:00.005+08:00

啊哈，惨淡的新年过去了，天公诞好像比较热闹+隆重。开学一星期元气还没恢复，懒懒散散地，听课的时候左耳进右耳出，看书的时候左眼进右眼出，读书的时候上唇进下唇出。

呕，差点忘了～芮菁笑姐生日快乐！！愿你年年有今日，祝你岁岁有今朝!福如东海，寿比南山！笑口常开你是有的了,只不过··· ···算了，奥，我又失忆了，实在很抱歉。喔呀，你也可以学开车了。XD

好啦，够了。是时候进入正题了！

虽然我并不是处女车手（你看我早就嚷着老爸教我的腊！），但是还是对学车这一门学问有着浓厚的兴趣。到什么程度呢？差一点半夜睡不着,差一点而已喔。

谁知，当我们一行人浩浩荡荡地抵达目的地时（中学了，对不起，就算椰树摇得再妩媚我也不想写），我的噩梦就开始了。我竟然被赶下车。

请全神贯注，摒住呼吸，洗耳恭听。一段惊险的旅程开始咯：

我和Angie闲来无事在counter聊天，聊到一半被那个印度同胞骂：“Kamu mau sembang ke!?”

这句开场白就掀开了我可怜的学车日记。

此位印度同胞，身高比我矮两个头，由于说话大声无礼缺耐性，本人敢断定他单身。他并没有自我介绍，我们就叫他··· ···Mutu吧。

Mutu似乎和我有不解之缘，但更像不共戴天。偏偏我就给他选中来教，和一个我不认识的女生，也不懂她叫虾米，Mutu叫她Ah Moi。Angie 和淑芬的姐姐同组。

对了对了，偷偷告诉你喔，他们教车的对你似乎信心满满，以为你是Michael Schumacher，一上车就会漂移，别梦想他们会像小时候teacher握着你温柔的小手写A to Z。

Ah Moi 先学，我坐后面。她真的很可怜，连椅子都不会调，Mutu说："Tekan clutch",说了几遍她还犹豫不决。好不容易踩了踩，Mutu又说:"Tekan dalam lah!",可怜的她反应没像我酱快，看起来是懂非懂。好心的我便对她说踩到完。

Mutu竟然不爽！应该是早上泻肚子。

"Sekarang kamu ajar atau saya ajar?kamu mahu ajar mari duduk sini lah!buat apa kacau!har!har!har!har!har!kamu keluar pergi duduk sana!"

-______________-

冷到。

就这样，本人从来没有被老师逐出课室，但他也不算老师，车也不是课室，所以他没有break我的record，too bad Mutu.

到我开的时候，我要绑带他说TakPayah.Grrrrr,papaya 就有啦 tak payah.

我的驾车技术是不容质疑的。

不是因为我聪明（虽然我明明就是，哈哈），乃是因为我得到我行走江湖多年老爸的真传。

所以我说，我的驾车技术绝对不可质疑，连Mutu也不能。XD

Mutu找呀找，始终都在找错处骂我，too bad 他找不到。最后就让我炸到的是他竟然虾米都骂，连转sterling慢也骂，快一点也骂。

喔呀，要一个更炸到的是：

"eh! eh! dayu!dayu!"

"har......"

"dayu lah!!Pijak minyak!kamu tahu Cina ke!!"

"打油ah?打油maksud masuk minyak lah!pijak minyak ialah 踩油!"

=.=lll

我说Mutu，会一点点华语不要讲到好像我不懂酱，还有，brush up your mandarin lah!

在找不到mistake的情况下，只要我一死火就被骂。Ah Moi比我更凄惨，被骂到像狗酱。"kamu tahu bahasa melayu kah!apalah you!bla bla bla!dengar lah!!bla bla bla!"

三个小时的practical，我做了三set的U-turn和sideparking罢了，剩下的时间AhMoi需要多多练习，也被骂到哽咽了。

Angie也好不到那里去，但没有我的Mutu酱厉害骂人。凯杰的最好，没有骂人，还当他是弟弟。

故事暂停，却还没有结束。

老爸说下次见机行事，不要酱鸡婆，还有大声骂回他，他就怕了。

XD

哎哟，不错哦！

‘兔’飞猛进！不‘兔’不快！

2011-02-05T18:13:00.005+08:00

啊哈，当耳边响起‘正月初一头一天，家家户户过新年··· ···’这首老到几乎快被人遗忘的新年歌时，我却苦在家里的一隅面对四四方方的屏幕发愣，微笑，大笑，苦笑，冷笑，笑笑最后KI笑。after that,才不小心地瞄到日历：现在还是新年hor。

想到今年爱死屁阉，遇到谁都祝我考到全科甲加加，就连阿狗阿猫叫起来都像是在鼓励我，是很感人的。邻居们更不用说了，新年假期里怕我太早睡没读书，鞭炮放到三更半夜。哇老，如果我能在酱吵的环境下读书，更加能在这样的环境下睡觉了啦。一定是没有经历过战争，才会故意模拟战争的effect。Anyway,我这样骂他们好像很无辜，还有点忘恩负义thim，他们只是好心想要帮帮我。好吧，多谢啦，总之不要让你们失望就是了，学业来个兔飞猛进！

已经淡薄的新年气氛，再加上考试即将来临的心情，我们是在过年吗？

噢，这句话我已重复N次了，非死不可（facebook)一次，双周记又写一次，现在再写一次。

总觉得今年我说过的话比往年少太多太多，嗯，要怎么衡量话呢？就用公升吧，既然我们话说多了口水会变少，看看一天喝多少再减掉尿量就大概可以算得出了吧。

当然，这只是我个人的意见。或许还可以申请专利权呢。

兔年啊兔年，想要好好吵吵闹闹玩玩乐乐兔过这兔年，却又想要读几页书；俯在书桌时又觉得如此过年实在太对不起兔崽子了。人生有时就是这么的矛盾。

有些事情是不兔不快的。就像是·············

欧，我忘了，等我再恢复记忆时再悄悄告诉你吧。最近老是失忆十分钟，考爱死屁阉时别这样就好了。

打着、打着，年假也快过了，跑得比兔子还快哦。过年嘛，通常都会有新希望，虽然刚刚过了西方元旦，新年愿望还是要许的。

就来个学业‘兔非猛进’吧。

再来个学业‘兔非猛进’啦。

就在此向大伙儿拜个晚年：恭祝各界身体健康，万事如意。

后记：初次用华文写博客。哎哟，不错哦！

XD

Chinese New Year Eve

2011-02-02T11:49:00.002+08:00

So this year's Chinese New Year came early. This year's is quite a different Chinese New Year for me, because my father's side won't gather together for reunion dinner,as one of my cousins passed away last year.

Whole day I will be staying with my mother's side relatives.

Jit Ming holds a party as usual at her home. I will try to spend some time to attend.

ARGH!

After Chinese New Year will be first term exam!

Let us lost our memory for 10 minutes to forget about the disastrous fact that exam is just around the corner, indeed this is CHINESE NEW YEAR!!

Eat more!Study less!

GONG XI FA CAI!

Back to Birthday 2011

2011-01-31T12:42:00.004+08:00

Yeah~finally get my pictures transferred to computer. So I can now convert the unforgettable memory of my birthday into words in this blog post.=)

Aha, first of all, I want to express my deepest gratitude to Angie Loh, who accompanied and counted down with me from 10pm the previous day to my birthday, and also the same until my birthday ended.Sounds touching right?She actually did count with me, we crapped a lot during the nights.She was the first one that warmed my heart during the chilling night.

At 12am 27/01/2011, my phone in silent mode kept buzzing, indicating that birthday wishes were received. Thanks to those who purposely waited until the time, or accidentally woke up in the middle of the night ( sorry for disturbing your dreams). Sumei phoned me up, and guess what!She sang birthday song to me in English and Bahasa. HAHA.

In the morning at school. Hui Wen came to wish me happy Birthday with a fake sunflower and a big poster!!She must have sacriface her sleep to complete that awesome masterpiece. THANK YOU VERY MUCH COUSIN!Sumei gave me a thing with a heart on it, (she called it rose), she requested me to wear it for 24hours so I tried my best to fulfill it, just took it off during assembly. Itik gave me a small piece of eraser which I don't know she picked up at where. She put it in mentos plastic. I bet it's Yan Fen's idea. -_______-

Many Unexpected things happened that day, couldn't convert them literally due to time shortage and poor language.

After school, my buddy, Jingxue held a birthday celebration for me with the help of Joshua, Chen Xin, Zhen Jie, Soo Hou, Lynn, Jamine, Seok Hui, Hui Wen and Sumei. We set up a fire to BBQ at Koperasi Lama. THANK YOU GUYS FOR WILLING TO TAKE THE RISK OF BURNING UP THE SCHOOL TO CELEBRATE MY BIRTHDAY!

At Night, I went out for dinner with family and my dearest grandma.XD

P.S, I wonder what happened with the photo uploader, I can't upload the photos. I will try to fix it ASAP.Thanks.

One day after My Birthday!

2011-01-28T20:42:00.005+08:00

Yesterday I was so ecstatic because of my birthday!I will blog about it next week with a lot of pictures!Glad that I brought my camera to capture the most touching and warm happy moment.XD

And the ecstatic feelings seemed to have continue until today.Many were still wishing me belated birthday wishes.=) My mood was as mass-less as clouds, floating here and there.hahaha.

Today we had a motivation talk in the hall. The speaker put us into a test :"How can you join 9 points ( like 3 times 3 cube arrangment) with 4 continuous straight line?"

I heard it and had done it sometimes before but I couldn't remember it. The hint is you can extend the line out of the given points. :) The message he wanted to bring out was we must always think out of the box in this strong competence world.

He continued :"How can you join all the points with one line?" While we were discussing, I simply blurted out aiya just use one wider pen point to wipe all the points lah!They all laughed as you know the very best thing I know is kidding and make fun and my imagination has no limits (not in arts though,arts requires creativity but not imagination.).

However, he revealed the his answer as using one big brush and brush all the points out. HAHAHAHA!This time I laughed.But I have no confidence (with some humble feelings) to raise my hand up to tell my answer before that.

In fact, I learnt 3 important things and lessons in this new year:

1) Don't say you have no time, as the saying goes, TIME IS LIKE CLEAVAGE, SQUEEZE IT AND THAT'S IT (时间就像乳沟，挤一挤就有了).

2) Think Out of the Box. Use your kidney to think.

3) Crapping is a good thing to do.XD Speaking non-revelant stuff can brainstorm your imagination, making something impossible to possible. Remember the case I just shared?haha.Lame right?Use your lung to talk. (用肺讲话，讲废话).

Once again, Happy Birthday to Matthew Boy!!Cute and laugh forever!May you have full A+ in SPM!May whatever you lay your hands on prosper!!!!!

AMEN!

HAPPY SEVENTH!

2011-01-26T23:45:00.003+08:00

yeeeeeeeeeHAAAAAAAAAAAA!

15 mins to go.

I am of age!I am qualified to drive!I-AM-A-MAN!

SUPER-MAN

SPIDER-MAN

BAT-MAN

IRON-MAN

BOMBER-MAN

ROCK-MAN

IP-MAN

but....

NOT CICAK-MAN LAH.

XD

My wish for this year is getting full A+ and earn a great scholarship!!

MAY MY DREAMS COME TRUE!

CNY Class Decoration 2011

2011-01-23T19:15:00.005+08:00

Yeah, today early in the morning Chen Xin garnered all the Ang Paus from each one of us for the decorations use.

Joshua brought his little radio and played some songs while Chen Xin actively let us guess those Ang Paus come from which companies. Duh I just guessed one correctly. Out of the blue, our dear Head Prefect Mr Ang walked by and took notice of the cute radio. YOU KNOW HOW HE RESPONDED. At last, under the curses by the guys (the loudest was Wan Ting), Jun Xian brought the radio to the Discipline Room, for extra protection.

The first 2 periods we were having a lot of fun, not even discouraged by the loss of the radio and company of songs. Joshua printed out a few PlayBoy rabbit logos and we cut it in Ang Paus. He was very creative to thought of the idea as this year is the year of hare.However, let us hope that he got the copyright.=)

As you know, I was wandering around and making fools...

I did want to try to help...

But my boredom couldn't cease...

AHA!!So dearest Jingxue and I thought of an brilliant idea : Why don't we use the ang paus to puzzle up a big PlayBoy Logo at the back wall?!

We were clicked immediately and started our Project Rabbit.

While we were getting near to finishing, Jingxue cut an unique and beautiful ang pau for the bow tie. He felt that the ang pau was so thick and finally he got a rectangle successfully out from it.

A rectangle part of a RM100 note fled off......

................................................................................

WHICH RICH GUY SUBMIT HIS ANG PAU WITH NOTES INSIDE?!

I showed it to the whole class, they thought it was a fake one. This incident stirred up the whole class.

Jingxue had cut a RM100 bank note before!!XD nice and unforgettable experience huh?

Chen Xin stick a rabbit logo at his left chest, soon every guy had one too!!Since we were going to play football on the next period, we called ourselves PlayBoy FC!XD And it brought luck for us, we won over A2 by 3-1. :)

When we returned, we saw that girls had the logos too. They even sticked on their spectacles, watches and so on. EVEN teachers had one too at their chests.hahahaha. cool neh.

By the way yesterday was Yuan Fen's birthday.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY , YUAN FEN.

Brownie's Birthday

2011-01-19T21:16:00.002+08:00

yeah!today was Brownie Leong Khai Cheat's birthday.haha.

His first present received today was a BEN-10 key chain given by Itik.XD

As I have expected, he laughed off with his charming usual smile and kept on asking : Who gave this?!Who gave this?!

Zhen Jie and I kept bullying the birthday boy by announcing his birthday to every passer-by which he couldn't tolerate and hide himself under the desk.

At last he received many blessings and wishes from the whole school.

I bet he had a great day today!!XD

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BEN-10 BROWNIE!

P.S. he is a BEN-10 freak.

Neri's Farewell

2011-01-19T20:54:00.002+08:00

Oh, it happened long time ago, but still within this week.XD

Neri, Sui Jing and Brownie came to my house to play last Sunday.Erm, did I tell you Neri that we see it as a farewell for you?haha.

Khai Cheat came first, so we played pool and Neri & Jing called up.

I taught the two young ladies how to play ping pong. They were really brilliant ( For young beginners).I always associate high pitch screaming with this group of girls. They scream and shout where ever they go. What amazed me was they could even scream while playing ping pong. hahahaha. Especially Jing.

At first 2 versus 1, then I went back to accompany lonely Brownie for pool, also giving the girls a chance to practise themselves. After Brownie left for dinner with his relatives, I played ping pong again.

Wow, they improved terribly fast. I knew they had tried their very best but still lose me. Neri was so geram that Jing kept wasting chances and lost points. However, Jing didn't know a thing about strategy and all she did is standing with eye blank.Neri thought of a new strategy : when I win points they don't count, but they count when they win. ARGH!Nice one but we stayed at the same score for long time before they win points.HAHAHA.

Later on we went swimming!XD

From that point we kept on taking photos. Jing was so desperate to jump into the swimming pool. Consequently, she injured her knee.XP

The water was very cold and icy. I wondered how Jing could withstand it. I stood by the pool side, watching the cold water but no courage to step onto it.

About 9pm we went to R.U. to eat our dinner-supper. I was starving but Jing still had the mood to do homework on my desk. Mind you, actually girls and Neri & Jing can swallow a horse when they are really starving.

Teachers of 5SA1 - Part 2

2011-01-14T17:30:00.002+08:00

Well, today I just want to talk about our new moral teacher, Pn Tan Pei San ( I am not sure if I spelt her name correctly.)

SO what special about her??From the first sight I saw her stepping into 5SA1, I got an odd feeling. As Sui Jing said, she is pretty, yet short and weird. Her hair, I don't know how to describe, er, just like expanded, between the hair got some air, so the hair won't really like falling close to the head, especially hair behind. Aha, just like the hair style of female character in 《爱就宅在一起》.

Her voice is super high pitch. And her face expression. OMG, she always smile so broadly and it is literary grinning from ear to ear lol. Her smile has some wickedness in it, like laughing at you because you have been chosen to answer her question.

I was the first one to be called up by her to answer question

-_________-

Why??It was because I was playing some kindergarten children games with Chen Xin while she asked us to read one passage. We sat so far corner to the back door there and amazingly she could heard us. Wow, she might have very good pair of ears.

Expectedly, she wouldn't let me answer the question correctly. I had to stand til the period was over.

She is considered a good teacher based on her teaching method. Maybe it is because we are sitting for SPM this year so the teachers are more strict and exam-orientated. I have confidence in Moral exam now =)

How is she weird? One way is because she behaves like little young lady I think. I don't know what's Sui Jing's answer for this. She is actually a married woman and has children.

The most interesting part is she is actually very open minded. In today's lesson, we learnt the nilai 'Bertanggungjawab', the topic was on how to plan your career and hold your future. Some guys' ambition is to be a obstetrician. So she explained : "A doctor like obstetrician is very stressful and it's not an easy job. They have to be 24 hours on call, can't go vacation, they must rush to hospital although is halfway having meals, they have to be there even though they are sleeping well and dreaming in the midnight or in the middle of ... (On this point we all understood what she is referring, not suitable for kids below 18.)" The whole class bursted into laughter for 5 minutes.

Another story I heard from Su Mei was she advised her class :" Why you all want to do that thing at such a young age?Doing that so fast is not enjoyable. Doing on the day you married is so exciting(才爽ma)." -.- cool neh, I like this.XD

Don't get stunned, I am perfectly sure that she teaches MORAL in our class.

Looking forward to another suprising and informative talk from her. =)

1st Week of School

2011-01-09T18:03:00.002+08:00

Wow, we have been going through the first week of school for 2011 and I just celebrated my mum's birthday yesterday.

First week of school, a relax and pleasant one.

We have no tenth period, no even one science subject lesson, and of cause, no Pn Malathee.

Everyday at least contained 4 free periods, we idled all the time we had by reading novels and chatting. After the third day, we finally broke the silence which reigned awkwardly for the previous days, probably we hadn't mix up yet or the side effects of keeping our mouths shut for 2 months. On friday, we made noise.XD

I started to realise that I should not wait for the environment to fit into me. I must change to fit into the environment.

It had been a happy week for me except a disaster struck on last Tuesday. I went to swim on the extremely cold pool. I left my goggle at the pool side and I just walked away like that. On my mind I kept assuring myself that I had taken it back. So 2 days had passed. I suddenly thought of it and rummaged my whole little house for it. That was how I realised I had lost it. Of cause it was not there the place where I left it. ARGH!!I yell now to all universe to whoever took it no matter animal, plant, human or ghost, please return it to me!It is a black one with 500 power!Such high power goggle is useless for you!!

By the way I will go and check the CCTV on next Tuesday since I was so busy. Grrrr, don't say 'catch me if you can' as I will definitely sort you out!

Teachers of 5SA1

2011-01-05T15:52:00.003+08:00

Huh, sadly to announce that we failed to let Pn Ooi Lay Seik teach us both Add math and Mordern Math. What a sad case for us. I really like her and her teaching method.

How about other teachers?

BREAKING NEWS: Our form teacher and English teacher Pn Malathee was admitted to hospital in Kepala Batas now after she met an accident on the first day of school. According to our source, Pn Chuah Chiao Yen, her Proton Waja was hitted by another car. My fellow classmates, do not be worried.She has no physical injuries but just internal injury. You may draw and make cards for her, pass it to Jingxue, Top Fan of Pn Malathee, as he will visit her EVERYDAY. However, I reckon that she will be rather happy and cheerful if Yeap Khai Sheng, her favourite, step into her ward. We do not know when she will be discharged. Some of the girls hope they can see her soon because they miss her so much, especially "snacks", who keep yelling in class.(hahahahahahaha)

Okay, our BM teacher is the same, Pn Chuah Chiao Yen who always act young and cute. She changed her hairstyle this year, no more tying up a pony tail. Although the same teacher, she runs a new teaching method. Still very strange for me because she adds a lot of copy and paperwork. I used to hang my legs and made jokes of her each BM classes last year. Perharps it's the new way she found to keep my hand working and my mouth shutting. However, today's proven she was wrong, my hand and mouth can function perfectly well and organised together.XD

Our Chinese teacher.Oh, I miss Mr Tan Fee Meng so so so so so much. His soft and nice voice, always my motivation to stay in his lessons. He is one of my favourite chinese teachers. Maybe it's because chinese teachers often speak standard chinese pronunciation.haha. Mr Tan is different, his voice can captivate students attention, make you interested on the text. Most importantly, he doesn't ever give us HOMEWORK! He himself is a antihomeworknist. This year, we have Pn Khee. On the contrary, she dumps a freaking lot of homework to us. I know it's for our own good, but it's too much for us exam students. I like her teaching method too, although lack of the soft and unique voice like Mr Tan. She focuses on literature, not exam oriental. =) The first passage she gave us was written by 史铁生 aka Station (we gave him his English name, the son of 史蒂文生，Stevenson, the inventor of train.hahax)XD Well, I do heard of him.

Well, this post is to be continued...

First Day of School 2011

2011-01-03T16:38:00.003+08:00

One word : Sucks.

I am not keen to use that word to describe my first day, but it's true. Am I too looking forward for today? I hope I can have a good start for this year, as the Chinese proverb says a good start indicates 50 percent of success.

About 6.30am I reached our class 5SA1 on the fourth floor. Mama Mia!!No more good and strategic place for me!I thought I was early. A mountain is higher than a hill. So I sat with Jingxue at the left back corner of the class,with Chen Xin and Joshua in front of us. If you google earth the class plan, you can find that the centre of class is seated by immigrants from other classes. We local are forced to spilt and separated to the front, back and sides.

5SA1 is not the same anymore. It's not that I despise immigrants or I don't welcome them. They did well last year and they are deserved to be in this class. Just many of them we do not know and feel a bit strange. Last year was not like that, the first day of school we had a happy day and felt so warm to be together in one class.

Maybe I need to take time to get use of it.

Pn.Malathee is our form teacher and english teacher again. Four of us joked and laughed a lot like usual english lessons last year we had. Class commitee was chosen.

Perharps I still can't get use to the new environment, I was a little bit rebellious and superb talkative in class.haha.Maybe Jingxue also cannot bear it, he was so weary because he just came back from Pantai Kerachut. I will try to calm myself down and speak lesser, as my talkativeness will annoy somebody I think,also fulfilling my promise to someone to be humble down.

I really hope I can be more serious this year and focus on study. I admit I was not in the state to start study, not ready for school. Today's karangan I no mood to write lah,someone please help me how to overcome this holiday mood laziness. I picked up slow and the moment I start to get used to it, it will be Chinese New Year Holidays again.

Well, a very extremely really strange thing happened on the last period, Add Math.

I wonder why she don't want to teach us this year and let us choose to let her teach or Pn Ooi Lay Seik. In total, she mentioned three time she don't want to teach us. She kept letting us vote who to be our Add Math teacher. Overall, Immigrants support her, Locals support Pn Ooi.

How strange?This is school man!not a tuition centre. We have absolutely the right to choose which teacher for tuition. But for school, won't this be strange? We were under Pn Ooi before, used to her style and glad with it. However not Pn Yong. We choose the best option for us of course. But in today's case, we were given option by a teacher whom herself is an option. What measures for us to choose?Who is prettier?Who is richer?

NO!!

The sole reason for us as students is, who is nicer and better in teaching for our class?

Pn Yong seemed reluctant to teach our class. Phsychologically she won't make us improve although she put her efforts. It's not how good is that counts, it's where your heart and desire lies.

So, how to know and measure who is more suitable for us?

Under the influence of this strange matter and she kept asking, I blurted out :" Teacher, can we test?"

Immediately I realised I was wrong. The whole class woo me. Even Jingxue condemned me for no manners and lack of respect.

Okay, I knew I was wrong. Here I apologize to her and to the whole class. I will apologize to her personally if this really upset her. That's why I should speak lesser, think more.

Perharps she responded my request, she taught us for 10 mins before the school bell rang.

Now, who is more suitable? Today is the last day to decide and to switch. Let's see tomorrow...

P.S. This post I dedicate to whole 5SA1-ians regardless of immigrants or locals, we are the same citizens having the same rights now, I believed I voiced out the thoughts and feeling of the most people.Thank You very much.

( Here I clarify again: I don't have any discriminations towards students from other classes by refering them as Immigrants, I was one too. Those are just merely for fun.)

The Tourist

2011-01-01T13:20:00.003+08:00

Watched The Tourist on 30th of December @ Queensbay Mall.

Actually this movie caught my attention when I watched the trailer. Angelina Jolie with Jonny Depp.XD This 2 movie stars on the same stage,exciting!

The story talks about a lover of a british guy who cheated millions dollars of a gangster. She is targeted because both the gangster and the police are sure she will find and meet him somewhere. She met an american tourist on a train and from that point the adventure starts.=)

The ending is surprising and unexpectedly.Haha.Watch yourself ba.Overall my comment on this movie is nice.Worth watching. =)

Going Grandma's house for lunch now...byebye.

1111

2011-01-01T12:15:00.002+08:00

YEAH!YAY!

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2011!

We are form5 students now, although still not the eldest students at school, but considered old and mature.haha.

Embracing 2011,Embracing Dreams.SPM Full A+, A Commitment.

I consider this as my theme of the year.XD

My vision and goals of year 2011 are :

1) Surrender and commit my life unto Lord Jesus Christ and let him rule sovereign in my heart.

2) Strive hard and well prepared for SPM, not neglecting my cocurriculum life.

3) Transform into a more mature person at the aspects of thinking and behaviour.

4) Have a great improvement in leadership at current position.

5) Have superior communications and interactions with people around.

6) Lead a healthy life style and stay physically strong.

7) Forget the past and embrace the future.

yo~I hope can reach my targets and live a prosperous year.

I am now planning my events and schedule for 2011,including daily routine like when's going to toilet to peep.XD Maximasing the usage of time and minimising wastage of energy.

GO GREEN!

I should have a long term strategy to conquer the field of examinations.Hence, I will import advance weapons and machines for this purpose.hahahaha.

As for relationships, hehe, continue to partner with Jingxue.XD Put aside love and complicated relationships for next few years to fulfill my dreams. I have no time for activities like that which are time and energy consuming. Many stuff should give way for SPM. :P
As for enemy and strife maker, just ignore them ba.

Lastly

HAPPY 2011!BLESSED NEW YEAR!

Last Tuesday of 2010

2010-12-28T15:51:00.002+08:00

hiak hiak hiak!

So today is the last tuesday of this wonderful year.

According to the news, today will be no water supply to the entire Penang region huh, some people still escape to Taiping lol.

My mother advised me to fill up my water tumbler last night for today, my daddy asked me to wake up early in the morning before 7am to take bath. There would be 12 hours without water supply in our area.

Well, I did as what my parents ordered since I am a very good and obedient kid.

The alarm clock rang at 6am, I was half way in my dream, I just turned off it with one swift movement of my hand.

I remembered I was still walking in the pathway in my dream, suddenly a thought from the real world struck me : Matthew you are supposed to wake up and take bath NOW!

This kind of scenario always happen on me in the morning, I was still dreaming, but another voice will ask me to do something else. I have been researching this kind of ability and phenomena with Jingxue, who has similar experience and interest in dreams.

We always chat and exchange dreaming experience at school, and we plan to write a book about our experiences and researches. After that, we will make the sequel of Inception.hahaha.

okay okay!want more information about this?Wait for our book to publish with high anticipation ba.Can't reveal much here.

So I just jumped up from my bed and grab a look at my clock. Mama Mia!It's 6.50am!

I rushed into bathroom, thinking the government won't be so punctual.

I started my breakfast at 7.30am, hastely finished them so I could wash my hands before the water stop flowing from pipes.

Well, there's still got water supply around 11am, I wondered why. I am sure today is not April Fool.

My daddy told me :"Maybe it's because we are living in Condominium, so there is a water tank for storage..."

-________________________________-

I woke up so early................

T.T

Last Monday of 2010

2010-12-27T17:49:00.002+08:00

Fuyoh, last monday of 2010, this title like very k yeng.haha.

Today went to school reluctantly to clean up the aftermath situation we left after camp. When I dragged my heavy body towards our KRS storeroom, I saw just a few came. My body became heavier.

Then Chun Yung told me a great news, they will only start the work afternoon with the help of Form2 members. YEAH!My heart leaped!I have KLP tuition 2.15pm on Monday!HAHAHAHA.

So I spent the whole morning at school revising Form5 chapter 1, KLP told us that today would be a test. He was dead serious when he told us, so I better don't take the risk of hoping he would forget.

Tuition started. He said he would leave the last 20 minutes for the test but eventually he couldn't make it T.T

I straight away to go Hair Decor to get a hair cut after that, since tomorrow Penang will be no water supply,I can't wash my hair after hair cut. Perharps many had the same thought as mine, Hair Decor was crowded with people. I must wait for 30 minutes for my turn.

After awhile, Itik and Angie went in. Walao A, they even get a hair cut together. Angie couldn't recognise me, how sad. =(

blah~so I am now preparing my heart to welcome the last tuesday of 2010 to arrive.XP

Santa Claus is leaving the town!

2010-12-26T16:51:00.002+08:00

Yo finally Christmas is over.

We have about one more precious week to go before school reopen.

argh!so fast the holidays gonna end!Still remember the time I yelled and shouted and jumped when handing up my last exam paper on November.

Let us just cross our fingers and pray that we can spend our remaining holidays with excitement, joy and in a meaningful way.

Hey, I am not refering to you Neri, your holidays still have one month to go.By the way I advise you stop laughing at us and spend your time wisely too!If not one month later I will see you posting the same thing again.hng!

Blessed Christmas!

2010-12-25T17:01:00.002+08:00

Hark the herald angels sing
"Glory to the newborn King!
Peace on earth and mercy mild
God and sinners reconciled"
Joyful, all ye nations rise
Join the triumph of the skies
With the angelic host proclaim:
"Christ is born in Bethlehem"
Hark! The herald angels sing
"Glory to the newborn King!"

Christ by highest heav'n adored
Christ the everlasting Lord!
Late in time behold Him come
Offspring of a Virgin's womb
Veiled in flesh the Godhead see
Hail the incarnate Deity
Pleased as man with man to dwell
Jesus, our Emmanuel
Hark! The herald angels sing
"Glory to the newborn King!"

Hail the heav'n-born Prince of Peace!
Hail the Son of Righteousness!
Light and life to all He brings
Ris'n with healing in His wings
Mild He lays His glory by
Born that man no more may die
Born to raise the sons of earth
Born to give them second birth
Hark! The herald angels sing
"Glory to the newborn King!"

It's Christmas!!Yay!!Although I am now spending it in front of computer. What a waste.

Yesterday a small group of us visited Xue Kai's house for Christmas party. Many were invited but many were not turned up.

For girls there were only 2, Sui Jing and Neri. There is the place where Sui Jing took so many personal intimate photos of mine. Feel so shy lah.

As the core organizer, Sui Jing left the party soon enough with Neri around 9 I supposed.Grrr.

Later on Wen Jiong came and we started to play Wii.XD

We spent time on playing Wii until we forgot to count down for Christmas -.-

BLESSED CHRISTMAS AND HAPPY NEW YEAR!

KRS Training Camp 2010

2010-12-24T15:16:00.003+08:00

yeappeeeeeeee!!Finally the training camp is over!we toiled so hard 2 nights at school to make the preparation, 2 sleepless nights to make it successful, and now it's over!!And my holidays are going to over soon...

I got stung ( or should I say bitten, but it felt like stung) by red ants on the first night. That night I slept at 12.30 and woke up at 1.30am, we gathered at the small field between A & B block to make decoration for open ceremony. Don't know who put a can of unfinished potato chips on the ground. I picked it up and intended to throw into trash bin. Halfway walking to the nearest dust bin I felt a sudden pain on my right hand, so I dropped the can and begining to rub my hand.You know the action, sort of Sui Jing and Neri will do when they spot a tiny cute cookroach, jumping and yelling. However, for a brave young boy like me I just crossed out the yelling part, jumping because of pain.XD

The pain was terrible. 3 spots on my right hand and 1 on my left were ambushed by the red troops. After putting some antiseptic cream, I continued my work diligently. However, the pain was getting unbearable as the time passed on. The wound on my left thum began to swollen, right to the morning,my thumb was 2 times bigger than the right one.ARGH!

The camp was started, I did not take leave for that though ( because I am a trained KRS DM and highly spirited,highly honoured,hightly playful, highly strong.XD).

When come to 5 something, my wrist also got swollen, my left hand was like wearing boxing gloves, my thumb totally can't bend at all. I was so sad because I was forced to leave the camp site and seek for medical help.

My former president - Sjn Yeo Yen Huan, the son of Mdm Ooi Lay Seik our math teacher, sent me to Doctor Ang but realised that they went to Japan. Later on we found a clinic and registered. The doctor say must take injection.

OMIGOD!

er...em, I was not afraid kay.

I was so calm...

She let me choose whether want it on arm or buttocks, she said buttocks will be less pain.

What the hell, I choose arm because so shy to take off my undergarments in front of so many ppl.

But Yen Huan advised me to take it on buttocks. With much shyness, I lay down on dunno-what-bed lah. He helped me to untie my boots.

Oooouuuuchhhh!

Doctors are good liers.

Okay okay~now get back to the title. The camp quite okay lah. Not up to our expectations. However, the treasure hunt was quite successful!Many members commented as enjoyable!HAHAHAHAHAAHAHA~told you all dy Jing, my movie is very good de. Don't believe?Check out Facebook ba.muuahahahaahahahaha.

My water games, haiz, on the other hand, were not so lucky. It rained heavily that time, with thunders.

Happy Christmas Eve!!